[Vent Incoming] Why can't people just stay the fuck OUT of my old life?! I threw all that shit away! Especially the fucking people! Say what you want about me after this! I don't care! I've had it! I've asked you respectively TIME AND TIME AGAIN, to LEAVE MY OLD LIFE IN THE PAST! To me, it NEVER happened! Everything during those 3 years was a MISTAKE! I regret EVERYTHING! I was STUPID! I was MISERABLE! I ESCAPED! But no! You gotta scheme and connive behind my fucking back and CONTINUE to make visits with the people from my horrible traumatizing past?! FUCK THIS SHIT! Keep it up and I'll abandon you both too! You guys will NEVER respect me OR my wishes and I'm a fucking IDIOT for always thinking you'll both eventually change! FUCK IT! I'M DONE!