I hate the snow falling on your placid face
that face I could look at forever
the clouds of love overcoming my judgement
shouldn't I be happy, knowing I'm no longer alone?
But I can't help but be afraid, terrifed of loss
though I hold you in my arms now
will I still have you tomorrow
my heart aches with worry, overcome with emotion
living just to find devotion, hiding in the night.
And this world's so scary, full of glinting steel
and eyes filled with hate and confusion
and what about when we can't be together so often
and the miles between us grow
the fates laugh at our predicament and tears litter the floor.
You tell me the words and your eyes speak the truth
and when I look at you, I feel it too
and you're the last thing I think of when I fall asleep
and the first when I wake
but I can't help but be terrified.
These feelings I harbor have grown
and with them grows my fear
time and space are enemies difficult to battle
and I can't wonder if it's impossible
should I worry or just reve