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How Could I Forget (May 22nd 2018)
May 22nd 2018
How could I forget the way a small tuff of his hair always grew to a wave like the ocean
And how his soft brown eyes would engulf and drown me
Where all I wanted to do was rise and fall in his tide of emotions...
Whisper in his ear how much I love him.
So how could I forget his skin softer than satin
And how his hair grew coarse like thorns in a rose budding mansion.
Where I still wanted to lay with him and be touched by those thorns...
If only to feel the soft petals of his skin in my arms again.
How could I forget the way his lips curled so slightly to a smile when my eyes met his in the morning?
And how it felt to feel his breath met my skin if only to brush a light kiss on my forehead.
Where the touch of his lips could somehow burn my love deeper into my skin.
Affirming my unwithering, undying love for him.
How could I forget how his touch could bring calm to my emotional storm.
How his words were melodic like sirens in a thunderstorm.
Where even as the light rain tur
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Lost in You (July 11th 2018)
I keep checking and looking
Not stopping the thoughts from flowing
They run rampant in my mind
Searching for the person I can't find
But how can I be me
You're running in my mind on repeat
Every pause I take leaves you creeping
Why can't I stop my daydreaming?
I need to stop and I need to contain
My mind playing and playing and playing again...
Running in circles, who am I to explain?
Thoughts of you cloud my mind in shame
But I keep thinking and thinking and thinking...
Mind ever sinking.
Where's the end to the sadness?
What's the solution to my madness?
All I can think is what we could be
I want you to see
You're safe in my arms with me
But I fall deeper into my misery
Where I wish you whisper you love me
You cuddle up next to me
God... Why can't I just leave you be
Why can't I just leave you to rest like you want it to be?
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Love Is... (March 23rd 2018) :iconlaurenlilly757:laurenlilly757 0 0
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Corrupted Lust
We were lovers long lost.
Bound by the stars crossed
Where we lived and we loved.
Lust without love
But we were lovers caught in the fire
Fueled by the eyes of each other
Our sparks joining together
In a blaze, we lost sight of our lover
And now we're somewhere far away
Our blaze long past in those days.
Where when our eyes meet, it's just a gaze
The flames dead, nothing ablaze.
We now hurry and we rush
Attempting to build the fires of lust
But you spew corruption
And leave me dead in your destruction
I feel so full of confusion
My love is nothing but a bundle of lust
My emotions simply turned to dust
This lust is corrupted by your touch.
You blame me for your lustful corruption
Tell me I'm the one with assumptions
But you're the reason for the destruction
The death of this love and it's dysfunction
And now that I see your lies have consumed you
Deceit is becoming of the new you
I'm nothing but second class
Dead with no grasp of us
So now I see our love is just corrupted lust
As you ch
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Alone With You Tonight (Aug 11th 2017)
I don't sleep much these days
As the hours drag through the night
My sight laid on the fan
The slight breeze on my skin
I get up to walk, slip on my shoes
And leave the house feeling the blues
Maybe the air will refresh my lungs
Breathe life in my world with no sun
I look up at the sky
It's a half moon until the sun rises soon
The breeze in my hair has nothing to compare
Yet my stomach is in knots thinking of all these thoughts
I breathe a deep sigh as the tears try to leave my eyes
Wishing for you to leave my mind
Thinking this can't be goodbye
My feet walking forward as I just want to cry
I keep telling myself to put one foot ahead of the other
To just forget your words that made me shudder
Yet they just remind me to stay away for my sanity
Till you aplogize for the profanity
But each step I take feels like a mistake
My heart drawn to you as I just wish to text you
But I wait... and I wait... and I'll wait some more
Till you wish to reset this tape once more
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Missing You (Jan 5th 2017)
I want to give in and I want to give up
I want to text you to see whats up
I want to see you and I want to hold you
I just want to always know you
And maybe thats too much to ask
Maybe I'm someone you just want to pass
Maybe you never want to talk to me
I wish that's not the case, honestly.
I should stick to my decision.
I should stay away and I should not play
These games are just too much
I should stay out of touch
But I can't keep going like this
A piece of me just missing as my heart isn't listening
My brain shutting you down as I keep reminissing
I have no idea what I'm doing
Because I know this is part of my undoing
Even if you started it in the begining
I'm so scared this is now our ending
You are my everything yet I think you want me to be nothing
I beg for you to text me and I hope you miss me
You're all that's on my mind lately
And I just need you in my arms, baby
Please just text me it's going to be okay...
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Loves Incurable Insanity (Dec 31st 2016) :iconlaurenlilly757:laurenlilly757 0 0
Love of Destiny (Nov 29th 2016)
Once again I find myself in your arms held gently against your skin
My head pressed lightly to your chest as my hair lay a mess
Your heartbeat quickens as I move from our place of rest
But I'm only moving to prop myself up and I look with lust
Looking into your bright brown eyes, I smile as I think I could stare for miles.
You look back inquisitively and ask "What's up, lovely?"
I smile more as I lean in to kiss you once more
Your lips meet mine and I don't want to stop till the end of time.
A spark in us flew between our lips, seemingly glued, by the eclipse.
Parting them from yours, my eyes still closed.
You take your hand to the base of my neck, pushing my head forward again
And as I smile, you gently you lay a kiss upon my forehead
Our eyes meet again and we whisper in unison, "I love you"
Nothing but you all along, our arms twisted together as I know we belong
The space between filled with nothing but love, I know now it's just us
Your skin is so soft to the touch yet sparked in t
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So I Light This Candle, A Part of Me (Nov 13 2016)
So I light this candle, a part of me to let go
A part of me that will die tonight as I show
The candle brings to light all I hid until tonight
I let go the part of me that is my devils light
So I light this candle, a part of me to let go
I lit a realization that I've closed myself from letting show
I stopped people from coming close to see the light of me
I just couldn't let them see the intimate parts of me
So I light this candle, a part of me to let go
A part of me now I will show
I have hidden for so long that I thought I no longer belong
But now I will let go
So I light this candle, a part of me to let go
I will not hide in this empty shell
A part of me was meant to grow
And now I will let it show
So I light this candle, a part of me to let go
I promise to let myself show
You will not see that part of me
Because now you shall see the intimate parts you were meant to see
So I light this candle, a part of me
Letting go of who I used to be
I will be what was meant of me
You shall love
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Illusion (Nov 10th 2016)
My eyes flutter and I hear a sigh
I turn and I see you by my side.
I smile and I whisper goodnight
You look back and slightly smile
And for an instant I thought it would last awhile
Till my eyes grow heavy and my smile goes weary
Your arm still cast upon me
Your breath still slightly on me
Till the morning sun shines through
Casting a light on what I thought was you.
Only to see my eyes deceived me
It wasn't actually reality...
You weren't right here next to me.
It was nothing but pillows beside me
And how I thought I faintly smelled you.
I realize I can't get enough of you...
My face saddens as I think of you
Because I thought I actually felt you
But I think deep down I knew
This was just another illusion I wanted to relive with you
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im dying but an update
last journal was literally like three years ago haha
im dying but what is new,,
I got into UCDavis which was my goal school so i'm hyped for that but school has been demolishing me for the past like idk four years rip
i am EXHAUSTED and these teachers are working me like i have infinite stamina but we're all suffering hzg. I also like never draw anymore, but what I can fit in will be on @twisty.lemon on instagram. its disappointing I really like to draw but time and stuff :/ my skills haven't improved a whole lot but they're there. 
hope everyone is making it by and enjoying some things occasionally
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BDSM; four simple letters with a truly eminent stigma attached to them. The connotation does not come from its innocuous uses – such as the Burrenton District Sailing Manifold - but the acronym for  'bondage & domination,' and 'sadism and masochism.' Yes, this refers to more than just chaining a stranger to a wall and flogging them with a cat-o'-nine-tails – it is an all-encompassing spectrum of often-erotic activities. Tying up your partner during intercourse, erotically roleplaying, even, to a degree, teasing each other are all elements of BDSM – but the one omnipresent and critical element is the concept of partners taking on complementary but unequal roles. BDSM is more than seeing a woman carry around a 'man-slave' on Law & Order – it is a widespread sub-culture and lifestyle. BDSM is much less 'deviant' than  one would assume; in fact, many participate in BDSM activities without ever knowing it.
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Artist | Student | Varied
United States
:bulletred: Known Languages: English, Spanish, and ASL (American Sign Language)
:bulletorange: Favorite color (value): Black
:bulletyellow: Favorite activity(ies): Skateboarding, Drawing, Writing poetry, Going on adventures everywhere in SoCal
:bulletgreen: Favorite music genre(s): Rock, Metal, Alternative
:bulletblue: Favorite Band(s): Red, Three Days Grace, Avenged Sevenfold, Five Finger Death Punch,
:bulletpurple: Ethnicity: Irish. Actual Age: 21

My fav songs that also relate a lot to me:
Pain by: Three Days Grace
Of These Chain by: Red
Duality by: Slipknot
Break Stuff by: Limp Bizkit

Below are some stamps that give a good background to who I am as well as what I like:
It's MY gallery stamp by dazza1008 Meaningful comments stamp by dazza1008 I support writing English by FragileReveries I Like Watching Clouds by PhysicalMagic Fuck you, I could of made one with that name! by Little-rolling-bean Brain Image by fear-the-brilliance Feedback Appreciator by Abblecrumble Umbrella Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Interrupt by Fyi-Sus Stamp- Depression by Dametora Ninja Kitten by Haters-Gonna-Hate-Me I Love The Rain by Wearwolfaa BDSM Stamp by Lentertament {Masochist} by Mesperyian Useless knowledge by paramoreSUCKS Bender-Bite my shiny metal ass by SekerAsar request22 by paramoreSUCKS Copyright Statement 1 by Sophibelle

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About my art:
I enjoy drawing, writing short stories and poetry, and photography. I create a wide range of different types of drawings but tend to focus on the hands and figures part. My poetry is based on personal emotions and actions but do not acurrately depict everything. My photography is usually of scenery but I don't submit my photographs on here anymore.
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About me:
I'm a fulltime college student following a double major in American Sign Language and what the f*ck else (AKA: I haven't really made up my mind). Currently taking random classes since I've now finished my degree in American Sign Language. Art is my passion though. All the art I do is for fun and something I do on the side when I'm not going to school or working.

More Random Facts About Me:
:bulletblack: If I have don't want to watch anything on Netflix, my go-to is Futurama (everytime)
:bulletblack: I'm both gender and sexually fluid
:bulletblack: I pose as a model on occation but my expertise is behind a camera.
:bulletblack: I love to ride around on my skateboard at night and drive around in my Toyota Rav4
:bulletblack: While I love the outdoors, I also love playing video games.
:bulletblack: I love art and if I'm not outdoors or playing a game I'm constantly doodling in class
:bulletblack: I love intellectual conversation so talk to me about the universe or give me some random knowledge

If you want to get to know me outside of my artwork or bio section I just wrote you are welcome to send me a note, or leave a comment in the comment area below, or perhaps you want to reach me via some type of phone app, well, you can find me on Instagram at: free_for_eternity. Have a wonderful day.
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The forever love of my life: :iconruthlesszero:

Enjoy this quick poem I wrote:
As I lay here on this cold, stone, floor I think of all the thoughts from the night before and before I could force my mind to forget the horrors my eyes traveled down to see more of the scars that haunt my nightmares. These lines reminding me of what I did, I know that someday I won't stop when I begin again. So as I reach out, arm toward the sun, I whisper "Save me from this life that you begun".



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Hey everyone,
My god, its been ages since I've been online or updated my journal last one was November 2014

Here's some updates to what I've been up to lately:
:bulletred: I've been in college for a year and a half now and just started the Spring 2016 semester last week
:bulletorange: I'm close to getting my certificate in American Sign Language That means I can work with the Deaf part-time or tutor someone! :squee:
:bulletyellow: After I get my certificate I'll be heading towards a degree in both American Sign Language and Radiology Tech at Cal State Northridge
:bulletgreen: I go hiking a lot now and have been doing quite a bit of modeling
:bulletblue: I got a new laptop and printer yesterday and currently using it it's awesome cause it can flip backwards into tablet mode
:bulletpurple: My babe (car) has upgrades I've been doing such as new bluetooth, audio speakers, as well as bumper stickers and I love it to death! more so than I did before

I'm trying to stay active on here but no promises. Hope to talk and see many of my fellow deviants soon!


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Hoochie69 Featured By Owner May 6, 2018
Happy birthday Lilly
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One for you!
PeterCraver Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2018  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the faves!  :) (Smile)  Oh also thanks for the llama!
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Annaivri Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday! socks the cat- nYA by paw-kitten
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