i made an activity update but i'm going to make a journal update as well. I'll summarize it the best i can and my timeline might not be correct but i'll try my best as i can only do that to make up for lost time since leaving DeviantArt four years ago. I had a lot of troubles with my family, i lost friends, i was betrayed, hurt, y'know the good stuff that destroys you. I was in a very dark place and everything I enjoyed disappeared including drawing or keeping up an account. It was a turning point where it changed me and my life forever, but it was for the better.
Also I did not have internet a lot of the time, i lost my old computer due to crashing, etc. as well as the passwords, the account names, and i am even surprised i was able to crack into this account was just sheer luck.
i feel terrible and i appologize that i let the originalshipping group go to shit because of this and i feel so thankful Ernoma has been pitching in while I have been gone!!! i will return my duties at my new account which i made. I don't think i could stand being on here because of the sheer cringing i have over young me, now being a full adult. If any of you wish to contact me I'll be at tamersayo.
i don't know if any of you are still around but thank you for all the memories you gave me here earlier!!! thank you so much.