lapis-lazuri

Warlock of Satan Lucifer

(read about that here)

| Spiritual Satanist | Transspecies Dragon |

| Nature lover | Metaller | Misanthropic |

Name: Lapis L'Azuri

Nationality: Hell

Age: Too young and yet too old

Species: Transspecies Dragon

Sexuality: Transgender Male, non-binary

Sexual Orientation: Asexual, not interested

Education: Scientific - Ecology, Botany master degree

Arts: Digital, Traditional, Photography, Music, Literature

Zodiac Sign: Cancer / Woodpecker / Earth Dragon

Spiritual Element: Hellfire / Fire / Water

About me: I'm weird, always been, in fact I tend to stand out among weirdos. I'm crazy, I've been called deranged, delusional -- I've been called many things despite that I am painfully rational (it's painful to me often times). I'm autistic, but even that is just the surface. The truth is, I am as odd as I am because I've spent most of my life digging out my past life memories and identity, and I am more who I was before than anything. I've never fit in this world and I never will.

Spiritually: I'm a Spiritual Satanist, Dedicated and fiercely loyal to Satan and the Demons, so clearly nothing offensive and against Him or Them is welcome on my pages. I am also fiercely against xnity and the other abrahamic religions, so anything along those lines is not and never will be welcome here either.

I was a Dragon in my past life, my past Dragon identity is quite intact, I have plenty of past life memories, of my Dragon family, of the world I come from (which my fantasy stories are very, very loosely based on), and of course of Satan and the Demons, seen as my allegiance with Them predates this life by a long time. Where I come from, Nature is the World, and civilization can only thrive in harmony with Her. To me, the world of humans here is bizarre and corrupt, unfathomable in how it is ruled by greed, in such arrogance, stupidity and chosen blindness, and how all other Life is neglected and abused, without zero consideration, is mildly said abominable in my eyes. This is something I cannot understand and do not want to, because it deserves no understanding whatsoever.

In Life: Spirituality and my past self are the most important part of my life, and I live up to my true self as much as I can. I may not disclose all I am in my everyday, but I likewise don't pretend to be something I'm not. If you hear me joking around that I'm a Dragon and talk to Demons, you should know I'm not joking at all. From within, I'm not human and most people who are open-minded enough feel it long before I choose to share about it.

The other important thing about me, I view all things through the prism of environmental impact and evolution, with the viewpoint of non-human beings (including plants) considered. This makes a lot of things that seem harmless to most people, be unacceptable and immoral to me. If I react harshly to something you say or do, this is a very likely reason why. My mind is analytical, I can't help but think along the lines of the bigger picture, I look beyond the superficial and see the connections between things without even trying, having a lot of underlying factors in mind at all times. I may seem excessive, but most of it comes from pain that I feel when I watch what happens to this world.

Last but not least, I am childless by choice and will remain so. To me, this is the most ecological choice to make, because absolutely nothing can compare to the impact of a whole new human. So don't be surprised if I am not thrilled about your kids. I get it, they are your life, but for as long as humanity retains its parasitic existence and behaves essentially like cancer upon the Earth.... well, you can guess. You may feel offended, but my concerns are for the future of everybody, including you and your children. I'm not a jerk because I like to be.

In Art: I do art since very little (and since my past life really), I've taken some classes in the Art Academy, but being told how to draw isn't my thing, so I studied Biology instead. But Art is an integral part of my life and always will be.

Traditional Art has been my main avenue for a long time; I do a lot of Digital Art now as well, it has become my main thing lately. I do Nature photography for about 20 years too, I have a plant species photo-library of over 10 000 photos with more than 1200 plant species in it, all taken and identified by me over the years, and I keep collecting.

I also write, for many years, both Fantasy stories for repose, and serious philosophical writings into Spiritual Satanism and other, general views on the world. Occasionally, I also write poetry, including song lyrics. I play guitar (mostly classical) and sing, occasionally with friends. You could say I am the Renaissance type of person, with all the perks and drawbacks that come with it, I simply couldn't be another way.

Art has always been my way to materialize my imagination, but also visions I've had since childhood, which I later identified as memories from my previous life. Through Art and story writing, along with meditation, I've been able to explore my past life and original homeworld extensively. However, the "fantasy" world I remember has always been my refuge from normal life, which hasn't been exactly a breeze for me, and I intentionally keep it so now, allowing fantasy in my stories to still mix with memories and just go wild, because I need that haven and relief in my life. I don't normally tell literal memories in fantasy stories, that's far too personal. Still, where my fantasy works are regarded, they are very loosely based on memories from my homeworld, so you never know where bits of an otherworldly reality is hiding.

To the contrary, Satanic art and writing in any form that I do, is very tightly entwined with my actual spiritual practices and experience. What I portray and write is very real and reflects real events and astral entities with whom I communicate regularly. Never underestimate that fact.

I do art for myself, for my friends, and for Spirituality and Satanism.

I do not do Commissions, Collaborations and Art Trades, except for friends.

Ask me anything about Satanism. As I said, I'm a Warlock and I use my page here, among other things, to share experience and knowledge. If you want to know more or are just curious about something, be welcome to ask me just about anything -- I'd be happy to answer, it's what I do. Yet be respectful, this is my life and vocation.

I play guitar, I hug trees, I do magick. The rest is in my galleries.

"Nature isn't constrained by your lack of imagination."

"Nullum bellum finitum est, donec id sum vici."

"Nullus est deus præter me ipsum." -- Satan Lucifer

-- Ave Satanas Luciferi