Hello everyone, it really has been long since last time I wrote up an entry, and for that, please forgive me. I however will try to keep it short.
First, unlike what the title of this journal entry might suggests, no, I'm not dying, not yet at least. But, I'm yet
again in a financial pinch, a big one. To put it simply, being unemployed for too long now, despite still looking for a job, I've accumulated house bills I can't pay and my bank account is in the red, like mega saturated eye-blinding red
My sweetheart has been kind enough to help me financially these past months, but I kinda hate to borrow money, especially from my lovey. This is a situation that has been putting a lot of stress on me lately and I can't bear it anymore. That's why I'm now asking help from those who read this journal, I don't really like to beg so I won't ask for donations (though I'm in no situation to refuse if you'd like to) instead I decided to re-open my commissions. If you can give me work that way, I'd gladly do it, and even if you can't, please spread the word around you, I am really desperate
I'm sorry about the somewhat overpriced prices of my commissions, but I need to make it profitable enough so it's not too time comsuming, so that I can still go on job hunts on the side, please understand, thank you.
Also, if you kinda wondered why I suddenly stopped drawing 4 years ago: I kinda hit a wall, I got art block. That, added to my natural overpowering lazyness [LÂNZYNESS]
and stressful job, led me to distance myself from drawing.
I'm also aware that some people were still on queue for commissions before all that happened, don't worry I'm not forgetting you all (even though you might have forgotten me), and I still feel bad for suddenly stopping doing commissions back then. If you read this and you remember putting an order for me, I'll eventually get back to your commission if you still want it, but sadly not before I get out of the situation I put myself in, I deeply apologize.
Well then, that's about it... this wasn't short at all. I hope for this to at least give me the opportunity to get back to my passion. Thank you all for spending a bit of your time reading this.
PS: Screw you Pharan