LamboMan7

Walk away, walk away, Run away from your mistakes, From those that you did take, Run away for their sakes Back away, back away, There was a lot at stake, You were weak enough to break, But you should have hit the brakes Stay awake, stay awake, In dreams you can't escape, Pain becomes more real in that state, Where reality can't be faked Fade away, fade away, Forget memories that you made, Your mind's just a lake Filled with dead fishes' graves Break away, break away, There's just too much hurt to take, No more smiles can you fake, Nothing's left to be saved It's not safe, it's not safe, Can trust no one in this state, No more strength le

My life is 5 days of happiness, And 50 days of pain, Why do I keep trying, When there's nothing left to gain. The only thing I'm sure of, Is that I can trust no one, People use you and walk off, And I am just fucking done. Don't know why I keeping giving people the benefit of the doubt, Believe they'll love me forever, And not discard me en route. Am I just a stepping stone, To be walked on as they please, On their self-centered journey, I am but a passing breeze. My worth is but decided, By the moment they're in need, And the moment I've served my purpose, I am left alone to bleed. This cycle never stops, Neither is my end in sight, But

Dark thoughts spiral me into dark spots and I'll be paying the hard costs killing myself with thoughts of Past loss Late nights keeping me in depression's sights laptop screen's fake lights keep me up till it's daylight Waste of life Loneliness keeps returning me to being a mess a tired and an over-stressed pathetic shell that's worthless I confess Fears consume what's left of me, years of gloom leading to my final doom wanna lock myself in this room This will be my tomb Nothing left, no hope, left bereft, I can't cope On dreams dead, as I choke, what's in my head, no one knows No joke This routine makes me regret what I have been doing

Another day, another reason to break down. Another person, another trust has been broken now. As if my existence mattered to no one, Unfortunately my happiness depends on everyone. How does one stand alone, How does one stand strong? How does one walk this road, On their own for so long? How does one fight and defend, at the same time? How does one stop the bleeding, When your heart itself is crying? Another night, another spate of isolation. Another fright that I am again the victim of desertion. As if no matter how much I give to others, I will always be left in loneliness that smothers. No man is an island, No man can live alone, But b

There is a fire in me, That this world has tried to put out many times This fire burns free, Even though burning brightly has been made a crime This fire wants to spread love, And this fire will never go out, This fire just needs to BE loved, And it will burn even brighter without a doubt This fire burns too strongly for some, Illuminates them brighter than the sun, And when their demons cannot bear that light, They escape, fleeing into the night This fire has consumed me many a time, But it roars even louder when the past is dying, I've been burnt to ashes, but come out flying, As a phoenix reborn, with a new fire that shines With every

The cuts that left me unwanted, The cuts that left me haunted, The cuts that came out of nowhere, In my soul have left this tear The cuts have left me marred, The cuts have left me scarred, The cuts left on my skin, They have split me wide open The cuts are deeper than I can take, The cuts have left me in their wake, The cuts, never know if they will heal, All I know now is how they make me feel The cuts on my hand to match, The cuts that my heart did catch, The cuts are still hanging around, Like old friends that make no sound The cuts are all I have left, Of those who cut me and left, Left alone to wonder what I did wrong, These cuts ar