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Carilynn Alucard
United States
I'm 21 years old, happily married, and living life to the fullest. I love reading, writing, and doodling in my spare time. If I can get my hands on any other media, I'll attempt that too! I am studying to be a journalist, my dream job being to write for a travel magazine. ^_^

Current Residence: Virginia, USA
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
Favourite genre of music: Any
Favourite photographer: Tomyss Alucard
Favourite style of art: Literature
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Personal Quote: Not ever 'if', but 'when'.
Today is June 3rd and offically the start of me being happy again. A lot of shit has happened in the past 8 months but things are FINALLY getting better! I'M GOING HOME!!! It's been 8 months without feeling his touch and has been complete hell but my hubby bought my bus ticket today!!! I leave in just three more weeks!!! I don't know how it's going to be to see the girl that's carrying his baby, much less deal with the entailing emotions, but I am BEYOND excited to be with him again. I know it doesn't make complete sense but I am. I miss him so damn much. I know things are going to be hard and rocky to begin with but I truely think we can make it. My family is as supportive as I expected them to be. "You're a grown woman and can make your own decisions but don't expect to be allowed back here." Whatever. I'm going to be happy again. I'm SO excited, I'm shaking and crying. It's been complete hell. I would go to sleep at night, feeling so alone because I was so used to feeling his touch as I fell asleep. I'd spend my days wondering when I'd see his sweet smile again. Everything was so unsure. But now I have a date set. I just have to get on that bus for the 23 hour trip and I'll be in his arms again. Things will be rough but I'll be with him so they will be exponentially better. I'm SO excited. I can't say it enough. I wish it was tomorrow that I was leaving but three weeks is better than another 8 months. Only time will tell what happens after this but I feel so much better already. A weight has been lifted from my world. My heart is a thousand times lighter. I'm saying goodbye to my old life. Goodbye to Virginia. Goodbye to everything. I'm starting over in the arms of my husband in a brand new town. Clean slate. No matter what happens with this baby, things are going to be okay. I still have my fears and concerns but I'll be okay. Time will help me heal. Godds... Three more weeks... That's it...
  • Listening to: Omega by Stone Sour

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lesmouches Featured By Owner May 11, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so very much for +watching me! I really appreciate it. :D :hug:
LaLunaDiMorte Featured By Owner May 11, 2010
No problem! Thank you for being YOU! :hug:
faerywitch Featured By Owner May 9, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch! :love:
blackhotmetal86 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2010
Thanks for the :+fav:!
DragonTreasureArt Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2010  Professional Traditional Artist
Cheers for the faves x
LaLunaDiMorte Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2010
:hug: Np!
poison-red-ivy Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2010
I feel bad, i could have SWORN i added you to my watch.. well, here we go :D
LaLunaDiMorte Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2010
Thank you!!!! :hug:
jaken-rox Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey there! Thanks so much for the fave!! :D
LaLunaDiMorte Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2010
No problem!!!
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