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WOW. I got a free week subsciption YAY. ^__^ well that is it.

I know what a lame post.
  • Listening to: Eel's- Not ready yet
heaven's not enough
if when you get there..
just another blue
and heaven's not enough
you think you've found it
and it loses you

you've thought of all there is
but not enough
and it loses you in a cloud

"there" most everything is nothin'
that it seems
"where" you see the things you only wanna see

I'd fly away
to a higher plane
to say words I resist
to float away
to sigh
to breathe.... forget

and heaven's not enough
if when I'm there I don't remember you
and heaven does enough
you think you know it
and it uses you

I saw so many things
but like a dream
always losing me in a cloud

cause I couldn't cry
cause I turned away
couldn't see the score
didn't know the pain
of leaving yesterday really far behind
in another life
in another dream
by a different name
gave it all away
for a memory
and a quiet lie
and I felt the face
of a cold tonight
still don't know the score
but I know the pain
of leaving everything really far behind
and if I could cry
and if I could live what truth I did then take me there
heaven goodbye

...



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Well there's not much going on around here. Jamestown sucks and there is nothing to do. I have been home for 2 1/2 weeks and i am going completely bonkers.  I want to go back to school!! *Did I just say that?*  AHHHHHAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGG :skull: I really hate my life its borring as all hell and nothing ever goes the way i want it to.  FUCK. Oh well, i hope that everyone else is having a better break than i am.

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Well this upcomming week is finals, at edinboro. I have one actual test which is my Russian, but that is not the one im concered about. My animation project is really lacking right now and i need to get that finished by wed but other than that i think that i am on schedule.

Anyway other than that there is not that much going on but i am looking forward to going home for Christmas. But i hate the idea that i wont get to talk to any of my new friends because they all live like 5-8 hrs away from edinboro so add an hr and thats how far away they are form me. But other than that i'm ok with going home.

*STILL HATES DRIVING IN SNOW*

Other than that there isn't much more that i have to rant on so... I hope to have some artwork up soon now that finals are going to start i i won't have any posted until after that but a month off this is when more art will be coming so. Wish me luck on my finals. :D

FINALS WEEK

3d~  100% DONE FINALLY
Animation~ 30% due wed god help me.
Russian~  final ot study for.
Ceramics~ 90% painting the sculpture and i'm done :D

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            Having three Studio classes suck. Right now i am running on no sleep and still have yet to get my animation homework done. To make matters worse all i have done this weekend was work on homework. If it's not Animation its 3d, if its not 3d its Ceramics and if its neither of those its Russian Homework that has to get done. I am feeling so over welmed and i just wish everything would just go away. I swear the Professors think that all you have going on is their class. Hello we have more than that class to think about.

            All though classes are geting on my nerves there is also my personal life that is screwed up and there is no hope of fixing at the moment. >:0  Why can't life just be normal for once.  

            Well that was my little rant i hope no one gets in my way today, its just not my day.

3d~ done 100%
Animation~ No hope of geting finished by 9 30%
Russian~ 70% finished
Ceramics~ 40%

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Well today was offically the first day of snow in Edinboro. I have heard that the winters here get really bad and driving is hell. Luckly all of my time is going to be spent on the three studio classes that i am taking and creating some art work that is not half assed. I hope to post new art work up later but i don't know when that will be. Hope you like what you see. :D

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This week is homecoming and we found out that Henry got in the top three for Homecoming King. =D Also in the board compititon we got first place. :boogie: Today is the game and the float competion so we'll see who is going to win both. Today is such a good day i hope we win.
EUP Rocks my socks.
:bulletred: I still hate Cardboard shoes.

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So this week is the week before homecoming and i am working on a float for the animation Club here at Edinboro. Ours is going to kick ass compared to the Greeks.  YAY =D . Lately i have found many Edinboro animation students as Deviants. Guys i love your work its soo cool. Other than that there isn't much to say besides i hope that i can have some new art up soon and the only downfall is my damn 3d Class. i HATE Designing Shoes. :angered: Okay everything is fine now.

:bulletred:Go Geek Not Greek vote Henry

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What the Hell? Has anyone seen the new Harry Potter Movie? God what an awful piece of Shit. The Acting was terrible and so many things were left out. AHHHHHHH. That pissed me off. All I have to say about that is the book was soooo much better. The only thing that I have to say that i liked were the Dementors. They had a nice design and also the characters hairstyles. They were much better than the past two movies. Ah well thats my rant for today.

will check in later.

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People have been asking me if I do requests and Commisions. Yea I do both. The only speculations with the requests are that I have to know who the peice is going to (E-mail or Dev. name), and this works will only be in digital form.

Commisions are images that you want created, and can be done in any medium (will take longer), but the orginal will be sent to you for a fee.  Also payment for the piece will be discussed in private.

Thanks
Mood: Bored
Song: Orochimaru~fight~ Naurto soundtrack

Well today has been uneventful even though I did get another icon finished of sauske ^__^. Well I've been thinking (which i know is dagerous for me) anyway I'm planing on geting a few more pieces finished and then Im going to start on some long term stuff.  

Another thing whlie Iam thinking why do people give you bad critques after all of the efffort that you put in to a peice? It's not like your going to change it in any way.

Oh well. Its just me but today I'm going go and vent so will check in later.   
   Have u ever noticed that when u need to find a job there are none out there.  Lately i have noticed that and it seems as if they don't want me to work. Now that college is out and I'm planing on going to a University instead of a Community college i need a better job, but there is no one hiring.  This sucks. :(

    Anyway tomarrow i will continue my search.  As for today Im in a drawing mood and will check in soon.
Well I have been working on a peice but it is really starting to drive me insane. Has that ever happened to any of you or am I just crazy. Its close to being finished, but im begining to hate this peice so when I finally get up please give me some feed back.

Well not much has been going on except I discovered a new Anime series, Naruto, and am curently on ep. 62 out of 83 so far.

so I guess some time tomarow i will Finally hve some new art work up. Thanx for your patience, you wont' be disapponted.
I'm so sorry that i havent been on latley. With Graduation and other things there hasen't been a lot of time to really get on and submit some art.

I hopefully will have some up today some time. Thanx:).
Well grad is tomarrow which has promped me to complete some more artwork. I will hopefully have it posted later today. If not i will have it on tomarrow.

    Well there's not that much to say besides congrats to all of the grads of 2004, Highschool and College
   Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain, never coming down.
Break into the contents, never falling down.

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

(Repeats)

You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."

Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.

You still are blind, if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

this is true. "'Cause you will hate yourself in the end."
What can i say its the last day of classes that i attend at a community college.

I guess i should be happy?
7|-||5 5|_|C|<5.

I'm really in no mood to do anything today, so i guess i'm just ranting so don't mind me.