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I love you so much... (commission)
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

A steady drizzle against the soft wood, a light humming in the background. The soft scent of candles burning nearby.
Kaylum is sitting towards the back of a church, in one of the last pews. He has the hood of his jacket drawn up over his head. It feels damp, like the tips of his bangs that are sticking to his face. The air is warm against his skin, a nice contrast to the cold parts of his jacket that are wet. Kaylum turns just slightly and looks at the people to his left, a small family.
He watches them kneeling on the padded rest, fingers laced together praying. Their heads are bowed down, and they're whispering their prayers.
Kaylum doesn't need to hear them to know what they are praying for.
He stands and heads for the exit in the back of the church, is almost at the large wooden doors when one is opened. A gust of wind enters the building and disturbs the candles near the front; the light flickers in the room. The h
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Comm06182013 by Lafyel Comm06182013 :iconlafyel:Lafyel 1 0 Commission 06052013 by Lafyel Commission 06052013 :iconlafyel:Lafyel 2 0 WI + Ch by Lafyel WI + Ch :iconlafyel:Lafyel 4 4 It's a Lafy! by Lafyel It's a Lafy! :iconlafyel:Lafyel 4 0 + Me r ma i d + by Lafyel + Me r ma i d + :iconlafyel:Lafyel 2 2 Harroween by Lafyel Harroween :iconlafyel:Lafyel 4 2 Trick Time by Lafyel Trick Time :iconlafyel:Lafyel 6 6 Hurrr by Lafyel Hurrr :iconlafyel:Lafyel 2 5
dis-en-chahnt'd Prologue
(Notes:  Psychic Ways in a toned down manner, Continuity fuck up's and the inclusion of the MCR wives.)
[dis-en-chant, -chahnt]
verb (used with object)
to rid of or free from enchantment, illusion, credulity, etc.; disillusion: The harshness of everyday reality disenchanted him of his idealistic hopes.
— adj

disappointed or disillusioned
The phone ringing is what wakes him, blaring and loud in the silence of the room. He doesn't move to answer it, just curls in on himself a little more. He's nudged in the back twice, harder the second time around.
"Just answer the phone." Lindsey murmurs from behind him.
Gerard makes a sound of discontent before reaching blindly for the phone on the night stand. He fumbles with it a moment, fingers mashing at keys till the ringing stops. He holds it up to his ear, eyes shut.
Silence greets him and he gets a strange nauseating sens
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Smile like A C I D
Smile like A C I D
The first breath is always the most painful.
It's sudden and rips through his lungs, leaves a burning sensation in his chest. He gasps out in response, eyes snapping open, wide and glossy. The sensations always snowball from there.
A sudden and sharp pain behind the eyes.
A convulsion in his spine that causes him to twist on the small bed.
A dry throat that fucking burns with every breath.
His chest hurts – hurts like he's been holding his breath for decades.
The spasms running rampant in his spine seep out, moving slowly to his limps. He can't stop himself as he falls the few inches from the bed to the floor, twisting and gasping for more air. His nerves are on fire and he feels hot, too hot – can feel the sweat starting to trickle down his back as he rolls on the floor.
He reaches up, grabs at his hair and pulls, eyes burning against the white.
Everything is so fucking white. The walls, the tile floor, the ceiling, the bed and even the sheets
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Artist for Hire

Journal Entry: Thu May 30, 2013, 12:10 AM

So my computer hasn't been doing very well, my windows wasn't updating like it should, and I asked my bf to take a look and after much labored tinkering with her, he found out that the battery on my laptop doesn't work anymore, so I have to live with the laptop attached to a cord :/
Also made my root canal appointment, I'm able to make monthly payments after I get it done, but my tooth got infected the other day and my face swelled and it was just :'(
I'm working on commissions tho! :D I just had some computer issues getting in the way (and a painful tooth that gave me a fever orz)

So I need to get some more dental work done, but I'm lacking the funds to finish it up.

I was wondering if anyone would be interested in purchasing some art. My recent works are listed on my DA and I can promise you that I'll charge a fair price! I just really want to get my teeth fixed and move on with my life D:

I have a paypal and I am even willing to even accept cash if it's mailed in a timely manner :D

And when I say artist for hire, I really mean it. I can even write a fanfiction/mini fic/short story for you!!

Here's a loose list of prices that I can offer! If interested or you have any questions please send me a note!


Chibi Colored: 5$  (no background/simple color)
Colored full body person 6$
Full person: 7$ (no background/simple color)
Fuller person with background 10$
Additional person added 2$ for Chibi, 3$ for regular

TEXT prices
500 word drabble/mini story 3$
Short story less then 1k in words 5$
Short story less than 5k words 8$

please note that when I say fanfic, I am referring to your own personal characters/creations

  • Listening to: Thunder
  • Reading: Attack on Titan
  • Watching: Attack on Titan
  • Playing: FFX and Diablo
  • Drinking: Water


United States
Random facts for you to know:

:bulletpink: My favorite Flavors are Red Bean and Melon
:bulletpink: My favorite animal is a COW-MOOOOOO~ :eyes:
:bulletpink: I will forever adore Star Trek
:bulletpink: and for that matter D.Gray Man as well

Current Residence: Florida
Favourite genre of music: sound


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LavenderYouko Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I miss you so much.  If you ever see this, please get in touch!
darkshortyx Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2016  Student Digital Artist
miss ya
harumi-kyun Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the fave!! :iconyutasmileplz:
Sealkittyy Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
Thanks for the fave :XD:
LavenderYouko Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Ahhhh I started reading it, I will reply with my thoughts asap!  I love it so far <3<3
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