Lady-Kalarei

Hey!I actually felt happy today ^^
Life in class ish soo fun.Too bad creative writing is put on halt.
People are still trying to squash my creativity -_-
Bsh.I won't let em.
After all,I AM an elven princess.Even though its only in the internet.I have NO other life than the internet.So ph33r my obsession!!!

Bwahahaha

Everything is so stupid in my life. People are trying to cut off my CREATIVITY!!!!! No playing at three in the morning!-Why is your light still on??!!-Turn off the computer NOW!! Gah!

I could just kill myself.If I don't drown in self-pity first
-_-. I'm gonna write another Poem here,I hate putting it up.

I sat by the window and dreamed,
Of many beautiful things in life,
Which never came to me,

Sorrow and hatred,
Anger at being neglected,
I wanted to die
But couldn't do it.
No matter how hard I tried.

I wanted to fly,
High up into the sky,.
But only in dreams
Will that wish be truly granted

I wanted to love,
But stopped myself from doing so.
I was going to fail anyway....
Why even bother trying?

And so I lived on,
In shadows and in Sorrows
I resided more in dreams
Where I could find happiness
Even though it never lasted..........

DONE BY LADY-KALAREI

((A poem about someone I loved very much,he didn't return my love,but hope is not lost yet.Let us hope that the ending of the poem isn't real))

He turned and smiled at me today,
I smiled back but he turned away.
My world crashed down,
I wandered off ,
Wondering if he ever really cared for me.

Looking back sadly
I saw him turn and smile again
I smiled back and he did not turn
He winked at me and wandered off

My heart was light
My feelings cheerier
The whole world seemed much brighter
Thanks to his beautiful smile

I danced and twirled
Caring not for the passer-bys
He cared for me
And that was all I wanted to know.

Months passed,
Holidays came and went,
A new year had started.
And I would see him again.

I greeted him with a cheerful wave,
He waved back reluctantly
And walked on

I wanted him to know I loved him
I hurried over to his side and confessed
Confusion crept up his handsome face
Eyebrows knitted in a frown
I was left standing there
Whilst he ran off into the rain.

He never spoke to me again
I was  puzzled and wondered
I wondered how,
I wondered why
Try as I might,
I never knew.
Why did he change?

The happiness faded from my eyes
The light was gone from my heart
He faded from my life
But still it hurt to think of him
Even though I never saw him again….