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.4 I don't need you either.
I mean, of course you don't
who am I,
to be needed by Thy.
I am not your family-
not your lover, or friend..
I am barely an acquaintance,
that self-centeredly decided to love you!
and how to communicate that. . .
ohh! how embarrassing;
beyond my any rights,
for silence, distance,
or misguided delights.
you will stay there,
bathed in your own cocoon of power-
of that which is known,
maybe by you alone,
and our rights will never meet,
and this love will die one-sided,
never to become a single thing.
for you, don't need me.
and I,
am wrong, maybe,
in all my rightness,
to even word such thoughts
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meditating in a cave
like the wind I rise
up on the soft white rocks
(which stand here
like the strongest of stairways)
against the gentle currents
and into the cave from
which they stem.
now,
is my time.
I must lose everything here,
one by one
eyes get locked
stuck behind walls dripping sulforic
tear-like, lukewarm acid rolling
down the temple and cheeks
invading even the main porta
salty, must be excreted
the cost of saliva matters not
there is still much to lose
so much..
firstly you must fall
like the water crowning now
and breaking all around the case
of that which thinks you are.
this .5th lotus you are holding
or rather hold you too
with such pride,
it breaks!
and lie you back
on what might be your deathbed
(if it wasn't
a thin
and prickly
mineral
wall)
now,
is no time.
ever is forever.
forever is right here.
.
..
.
you might fear you'll melt
but that is still
only within the allowed margin
of playful foolishness
another thing necessary for humans
like Hunger
(the distance of Attachment)
and Rest
(o
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the epitome of a phantastic tomorrow
it is quite incredible, really
how much I'd do for you
truly puts into perspective how little I know
your heat is so alluring
I'd cross oceans of azure water
even as it freezes around my heart
tip-toing deeper into the darkness of old twisting caves
where our oxygen runs out at an alarmingly slow pace
or maybe it is we that- well,
you know what I'm getting at.
the moral of this story is love
love is all you need! all we have
and through its power, universes
whole ascend and rappel around
the patient bedrocks of a timeless marrow
ah, there is so much to say
and yet so little to be said
this truly is the epitome-
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HERE-AND-NOW by Ladnavar HERE-AND-NOW :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 2 0
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Fine~ism
It's Fine,
and if it's not-
That is Fine.
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the limits of joy..? by Ladnavar the limits of joy..? :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 8 3
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owled
a single ice cube melts in the juice
music, music, and more music
to me
the world is music
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AdaptA
people need to be certain things in order to do certain things - we need to destroy in order to create
&quite often we unwillingly force such change upon ourselves and others - but it doesn't have to be that way
decision or indecision - good or bad..
little does it matter really - balance is unavoidable, even if it comes at the expense of its own self
certainly it is not such a meekly thing as to extinguish over the laws of existence that govern it - and the same goes for us
we all get a choice in this endless tug of war - we all have a seat reserved for us in Valhalla or Heaven or wherever we head
&all of that is because of you - a valuable facet in the meaning of life
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And That's Just Life
Yesterday, I was thinking of moving forward
Carefully opening a door or two
Maybe even leaving this house
But as to where I did not know..
And as I turned off the lights
Preparing to drift away into the
Astral currents of
Tayozo, you appeared
Flashed outside my small window
And honestly I didn't think much of it
As we reside in different spaces
But today, I was reminded of that
Once upon a time
When we were closer.
Most memories from that time I threw away
Or rather buried
Behind acts which I would rather not remember
But if I am to visit your house one of these days
I need them...
I will need to be intoxicated
In a reality
Excitingly appropriate for the occasion~
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here, alone in the dark
but as he fell
his blood as poison in my veins
burst
it all turned red
then bled away into a starry sky
and after a gonzo flash of a few eternities 
the sky shut its eye
and left me-
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the pain.
1
right now
im becoming the sort of me
that doesn't need you
however
this inspiring energy that fills me
this dream i am seeing
is simply the sweet taste
of my questing
2
i seek you
in order to be free
in order to finally rest
in order to fail
and fall
and then get back up again
yet again
3
maybe i seek you
in order to hold you in between my fingers
and forget
in order to have you
as myself
4
i must lose everything
before i awake
before i find you even
i must return
5
where..?
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also everything you think you know is a lie.
I am not the same I
that You knew;
Nay.
that person has been buried
inside boxes and boxes
of space/time..
Lost/Stranded
In A Sea Of Words;
Of Stars &
Of Forgotten Stanza.
in other words:
I regret to announce that the I
which you held so dear
has died.
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Colour Smoke by Ladnavar Colour Smoke :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 11 3
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it is only stupid because no one does it
listen to me, please
listen.
listen with me
to the sound of the waves
as they crash into the shore of your being
what do you hear?
if even anything,
feel free to share <3
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vibrations talking
it is not my fault u is dyin
and it is not my fault this house smell so good
not my fault how the mountains spread vast withing the halls
and the bards sing loud as angels in the one ear
and devils out the other
my fault is not you lying there, awaiting the hand of god
or the bright hanging staircases of his messengers
fault me not for the regret you forgot to dispell
the cradling sinful losses of your soul
fault me not for them
I am not at fault
for you
.
do you really mean that?
are you not the one to thank for this colorful hell
i treat as my home sauna??
you really mean to say
you did not chose the key that strung the hammer 
that pounded my string into vibration
-a vibration quite predisposed sure- but
really??? are you not the one
who deserves all the glory
and every last drop of the sweet juice
of my tears in your lake
????
mean you what you say
this might just be meaningless
but thankfully i know better than to take your words
at face value. I know better
than the dirty
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I find it funny :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 7 5

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we are always looking for things, and those things lie usually before our very eyes. well.. more accurately, the things we seek rest usually BEHIND our eyes! things like moods and perspectives, feelings and realisations, created from chains of synapses inside our chemical factories (a.k.a. brains). If you find something you sought through my work, I will be extremely happy~ and you sharing your experience with me, might just be what I seek!
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but what is a poetry, Zaks? you may ask (how do you know my name? I removed that from DA!)
and I'm not sure I know, my friend.. even tho I wrote a whole journal 'bout it ~
<q> Fifth Journal: A New Land - The Poetic. what is a poem
? something made of words
? something that rhymes
, that meaning herds
? together for a greater cause
? if there was ever such a thing
..but really
, what is a poem
? what is the poetic
? maybe something above
- something greater
- than life
..a story
. an illusion
. and yet the only truth
. a vision
. and anything can become a vision
! an experience can be shared
! a hope
, that we can become one
; if for only a moment
, in this ever
-changing world
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~that doesn't last 
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, and bone
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I mean, of course you don't
who am I,
to be needed by Thy.
I am not your family-
not your lover, or friend..
I am barely an acquaintance,
that self-centeredly decided to love you!
and how to communicate that. . .
ohh! how embarrassing;
beyond my any rights,
for silence, distance,
or misguided delights.
you will stay there,
bathed in your own cocoon of power-
of that which is known,
maybe by you alone,
and our rights will never meet,
and this love will die one-sided,
never to become a single thing.
for you, don't need me.
and I,
am wrong, maybe,
in all my rightness,
to even word such thoughts
.4 I don't need you either.
1 may only become 2 though an accumulation of time
and the opposite should also be true
it's all a cycle either way-
a spiral stairway; with the moon's light
piercing Tayozo tonight
.
Glori Sadianak sang it so~
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