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this is a love letter
i love you
oh vast and shitty world
where everything and all gets warped-
gets wrapped around these crests of mass
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sin- bia(s) -  a r t   -        l  o  v  e      .
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ergoed from the multifacetted nature of this mortal existence
:
i can not say this love simple
for me, it comes and goes
like me; it fades and brightens
following some quantum alien rhythm
my love for this world
. . .
still
g r o w s
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Literature
they smile
home is never gone
it's out here somewhere
I can almost hear it cry
inside these walls
accidents- tears wept- sprouts and mounts
of unleavened flour and water
some things you can trust
when the eyes of strangers connect
for that short while alone
there's nothing to doubt
it should be easy, if things should at all
it would. but you seem like the sea
and the old instrument is a raft in your arms
and the aliens in your head
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Literature
Niwa Sen - Sev Miro
allthat matters
matters not
we seem to be missing
but we are just unfound
but we are
a welcomed wind
sweet mother night
your now distant stars
miss you
but we are not they
and if we were
we wouldn't
know it.
but we may
that is why
he's here
he is why        she's there. she is what is here
he is who is hers
that here is nowhere
for you, at least
this nothing is a sweet voyage
to the other side of Mira
the opposite shore
fireworks. perfect spirals and vine tracks. astral stations
perfectly still eyes, open and weaved into motion
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La is a ChillCholl by Ladnavar La is a ChillCholl :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 3 0
Literature
for now and forever
im not a lover
i am a fool
as in dreams
as in wake-light
my eyes rolled
my tongue sawed
and it's all for you
all the blame
all the lame thoughts
i pick up and take
nowhere
cost me so much
such as
well,
such as you
but to say
FOR to say
and to do
is all free
it
is
free~
now to live
and to think
to imagine
and brink
over
over and over
and over and over
until the ship breaks
and the dawn
hurts
so much
so I shout
at it
silent
as worms
squirming round
in my head
this was me
I say
over
and
out
-
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Literature
where you reside
i told you we would fight one day
and it would be bad
but everytime we did
i was the one that gave up
i was the one that retreated
i was the one that pained and forgived
the one that wrote poems of you
to sort out the mess
&
i tried to help
i tried to believe in you
but i did not try to look within
at what you really were
to me. you are a dog
i hate dogs. they kill cats
they chase and play with the fear of their victims
they want to chase me just
because i like to run
.
barking loud
riding on their own highs
the egoistic pretenders. in the moment
it's all real, while they're with you
they can be pure, and gentle
and cute, but still
i hated dogs
..
you are a dog of a human
and I am not mature or strong enough
to train, or lease you
much less forgive you
so instead I rename
I write
and upload
creating distance
&
sending it your way
down to those shallow depths
to stir the mass
of dirty water
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Literature
this day
if you refuse to be bored
you must constantly make
art
fresh
you must inspire
trade visions
and aim to live as if you're going somewhere
even if it's an excuse
-ergo nothing; but an electric spark inside a deep cage of eternal darkness-
even then, an illusion
can save you
so make
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Literature
w8.. how many days r there in a year?..
it all seems so important
when you're in those winds
on that chair, by the table
in the halls of art and commerce
head peeking down the water hole
or up high towards Mari's Trench
like a beached whale on the bed
and a frog between the streets
a turtle in the forest, a train in space
a distant city dressed like a Christmas tree
24/7
365/367
it all feels like it should
and such perfection
cant seem non important
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Literature
when I bloom to change
I'm confident. it's baseless
and i'm fine without a spine- yet
here I am.
what art thou lookin at
you who knows me
.
stone of light that skips
through the abyss of the eyes
.
branches dangling and
ears within the red
velvet river-ing far across
these musty dunes of of silk
.
you; of hope - timeless
root of stars, turning
tossed under the net
o! miasma of heavens
wireless
.
welcome me home, shine
loud, and know me
ever
more. so
none will be alone
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Literature
IT'S'TRUE
life is hard.
[ - - ]
and so says I,
who feels I've barely lived at 22
who'll probably feel the same at 44
looking up and asking-
wtf was that
what for?..
like black tea
over-brewed in its own sombre
I once-more wish you'd stay in bed 
a little longer
and I felt pretty cute
while asking that
watching you flirt around
as mid-day passed
my love; at least we'll have
some plenty more of this, (and more)
I say, when I'll be back
from mountain trails of bliss
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Literature
distand picture
I dont know what to say
as I'm all being said right now
& all I wanted is gone
yet I proceed deeper- naked-er
lacking in box. I wonder
would I chase it if it were visible
would I hide it if it were important
as I sit there at the harbour
and you catch my I- as clear
as the cloudless sky, I wonder
should I chase, and brave scaring us apart
or dare I not ripple this perfectly
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Literature
.it's not avoidable,Not
i know what it's like to be glitchy-how people
look at you:you don't fit in with their mund,bland,scenery
and so every
thing they are judges you.you are desired,but pedestaled.understood
but
miss-they miss the point.boi
must they be lonely to look at you like that,it almost
hurts.for
it's not
hard to remain
glitched-but danger
permanates,it seems,round those who seek&house the
essence.of.e
very
thing.those
that
brave
art
have
balances
to respect,arrays
to
topple,and scorn
to incite
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Literature
i try to think
if life is but a game
then let these walls and doors pave way
let us build dikes and watch them break
presenting us with a new stage
what's all the fun
is all the rage
it's us- ephemeral
a blaze;
the might of which
from haze might pierce the skies
and paint another day in light
now
if 
you 
chose
look back enough
for magic to shake out
and laugh
with how the meaningless
was once
full
of
such
essence to erupt
and it was soon. it didn't last 
but it was not that far in past
maybe it's here
still
it must be.
i love you so
you can't not see
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Literature
Reflections of a True Pervert
what..?
so you say im a Pervert?!?
well
you would be forgiven for thinking so. after all, I did run around town naked.. like a sore thumb within the fields of Clothed Apes; i twirled, stumbled, and dyed the streets with my scent..!
my pheromones,
my Residue...
vibrations-
colour-!!
call it what you may
(it's almost May after all/btw)
but.. why I did it, you ask?
hmm
why did I do it, really.
I dont think what I felt at that moment was desire. no, it was much closer to necessity. like, I don't believe in God, but I would have to call it Divine Guidance.
or maybe Fate,
yes. it was my Fate to run there
not something I can easily explain
but I'll try.
at that moment, while explosing my private parts (to the unassuming passerbyes,) I did indeed feel my heart flutter, and beat louder than my steps. my brain shook! and like a tree sheds leafage to the wind, it gave out.. Stimulants. I felt a wave of power leak out from my head
and I couldn't
stop.
not sure if I was trying to escape from someth
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Literature
full moon
what says you:
is it
"i like to be hidden
if to prove
it makes me clearer"
could it be
"dont speak of me
under my face
it's embarrassing.."
or maybe, yes
something...
"bright.  
it's not all of me.
being bright
means little
if i cant see you
and you cant see me,
cause you can't.
sometimes we'll try-
sometimes we'll meet,
but what's the point
if it won't last
and our distance won't shrink
even though
i love you
so
...
'and they'll write songs of us~',
you flashed with glee
but couldn't see
the way i look at you.
you couldn't hear
my relentless
heart's
call. could you?
can you?
..
truth is i don't know
and have no idea what she
the great Un
might say
.
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i love you
oh vast and shitty world

where everything and all gets warped-

gets wrapped around these crests of mass
]
sin- bia(s) -  a r t   -        l  o  v  e      .
[
ergoed from the multifacetted nature of this mortal existence
:
i can not say this love simple

for me, it comes and goes

like me; it fades and brightens

following some quantum alien rhythm

my love for this world


. . .

still


g r o w s
this is a love letter
for belief to be born effort must be extended, -
|doubts constitute free will as obstacles make a good story|
- and for justice to be served, we must find the server.
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home is never gone
it's out here somewhere

I can almost hear it cry
inside these walls

accidents- tears wept- sprouts and mounts
of unleavened flour and water

some things you can trust
when the eyes of strangers connect

for that short while alone
there's nothing to doubt

it should be easy, if things should at all
it would. but you seem like the sea

and the old instrument is a raft in your arms
and the aliens in your head
they smile
but keep moving

there's nothing to do
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good sir, would u like a banana?..


.. maybe a broccoli?

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we are always looking for things, and those things lie usually before our very eyes. well.. more accurately, the things we seek rest usually BEHIND our eyes! things like moods and perspectives, feelings and realisations, created from chains of synapses inside our chemical factories (a.k.a. brains). If you find something you sought through my work, I will be extremely happy~ and you sharing your experience with me, might just be what I seek!
come, dear visitor! step deeper into my rabbit hole...

who am I?.. (you ask hard question :'~)
I AMUA POET - bathed in the red of Julius Meinl¬!~!! !

<;3Ɛ;> ~ £:<:3

but what is a poetry, Zaks? you may ask (how do you know my name? I removed that from DA!)
and I'm not sure I know, my friend.. even tho I wrote a whole journal 'bout it ~
<q> Fifth Journal: A New Land - The Poetic. what is a poem
? something made of words
? something that rhymes
, that meaning herds
? together for a greater cause
? if there was ever such a thing
..but really
, what is a poem
? what is the poetic
? maybe something above
- something greater
- than life
..a story
. an illusion
. and yet the only truth
. a vision
. and anything can become a vision
! an experience can be shared
! a hope
, that we can become one
; if for only a moment
, in this ever
-changing world
! that doesn't make a single sense
~that doesn't last 
, if not cradled in words
- embraced by meaning
. drowned inside it's own flesh
, and bone
, and words
, like birds
, together reach
; a new land
! and not each his own
!!but one uncharted
, where alone
, no one can see 
- can find
- set foot upon
; but through a poem
..maybe 
, just maybe
! poems
. the poetic
, is a vessel
! a dream
; given form
, to carry the weary traveller across the styx
! and getting back is easy
, just like waking up
! b</q>


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Hello again ladnavar!

Thank you for the watch, again. 
I am glad to see ya'll support my art 
That's why I have one more favour to ask of you, my friend.
 
If it is not too much trouble, can you take a minute to subscribe to my youtube channel? 
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Muajajaja..How funny..Onion Thank you for faving

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Thank you for collecting the cycle is the cycle.
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