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La likes hiding..  by Ladnavar La likes hiding.. :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 6 2
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!!?!
no mine, Mine- MINE!!..
my Ego screams in vain.
but who am I if not the stabber,
and the one in pain..

I bleed,
a trail of words behind me dried;
remnants of what I thought important,
once upon a time;

imagined..
if one stands here,
the other's near.
..a seed is stuffed inside the punctured skin,
though it might be a bullet,
and I,

must be infected.
I'd give you a name but I can't lie,
there's no such thing,

nowhere to run to,
nowhere to go through,
in this most alien nostalgia's drought.

my skin is white,
my heart is tired,
and my eyes resigned,
each to their own demise.


yet today is a day to celebrate..!!
so sings the revenant as it swims out of its acute,
and up towards the vast universe;
..through numbing warmth to glacial skies
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unavoidable.
life holds no meaning
,
if we do not do things
for the people we love,
that is!
life holds no meaning..
.
if we do not give it that
which we feel it deserves!
that is-
life holds no meaning
if we do not give,
to balance out the taking
that is
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TO SAY 'we are not a single thing'
many situations force us to act in certain ways
they lock us down-
upon the waves
we fall, we rise
and drift to far away shores
(
now you must know
that you can learn
my part-
you can bring forth
seas of storms, skies of stars
miracles for all of sweet decayance!
)
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all around  by Ladnavar all around :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 4 0 Laa~ UwU by Ladnavar Laa~ UwU :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 11 2
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FineD: Hate and Wrath 1
what is hate
if not annoyance or fear
(or even love)
seen from another
-nearby but distant-
perspective
wrath on the other hand
has less attachment
(which is ironic
since all sins are attachment personified
-divided and named)
it is what it is
with no reason to hold
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fear makes men into monsters
you have nothing worth to look at
dont misunderstand
there are things worth looking at
but you hold no worth in that little head
look this way
look at me
no, look into me
stop being that being
that acts upon dread and weakness
if you want some worth in your life
either overcome your limits
or learn to move gracefully across the narrow paths
i am quite annoyed you see
chose one of those two
or let me pluck those useless eyes
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the ambiverse suspires
this world might seem bizarre
lights and sounds and time twisting
out the rift between natural order and artificial chaos
and to you this may seem as slightly more than it is
but we are real
beyond any-all limitations and worries
behind our eyes
something honest lies
in me
what you had been seeking
in you
all of my fate personified
now i may talk about questions
or how there is nothing else to talk about
and how that is beautiful
or
i can tell you that i love you
but i suspect you're almost asleep
so I'll leave that for another day
and maybe pray
for whatever reason
as i do once in a while
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La *music_note_emoji* by Ladnavar La *music_note_emoji* :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 7 6
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the story continues
i found you by the crossroads
behind the fence.
near the dying goat
you cried,
and won my attention
but i wonder..
when exactly did i decide
to share the fruit of fate with you,
to take you as mine fam
and to what world did i doom you...
with mine gentle arrogance
and dormant delight....
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open your eyes by Ladnavar open your eyes :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 5 5
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we're still on the quest..
it's messed up
all the blood, the piss
the oil-bloated strings
against my palm you wreath
and i realise what you need
a promise
come come, you
(who i once might have called scum)
belong in the safety of my world
where there is but eternity
and dreams are our maternity
in Ladna
a city of timeless causality
of love seeking death: immortality
where all-but-forgotten books hold wide centrality
and public transport comes at the offered price of free clarity
(and is more exciting than the Mamba
or even Shambhala..!)
this is the land you belong in
it will fix you
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I SAY by Ladnavar I SAY :iconladnavar:Ladnavar 4 0
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wards you who is biting dust
hey hey
soon I'll lose you again
I can see it coming
it never goes beyond two
the next time you fall
it will all be out of my hands
I'm already getting ready for it
to replace you
as if I truly fear your absence
as if I haven't lost enough already
as if- no, because
because I'm still here
but you'll be there soon
at most a distant thought for me
aha,
makes me wanna cry
how incredibly defiant I am
how incredibly fragile
how-
how do I fall in love so easily?..
it can't be
it's been so long
since what I assume
must have been a pretty
bad excuse
for a goodbye
so long I tormented myself
in your name
as if I even knew
anything but you
as if we're ever truly born
and meet, and smile, and die
as if anything I said back then made
sense
more so than my recent foolishdom
my repetitions, my reflection
of the depths I traverse
and seek with half-
hearted desperation
and abandon.
would you
kill me
the page screams
in a distortion
in a reverb and delay
in a nothing but
my voice
and then
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straight ahead
it drifted into you
it took you to its arms
-one-
it is all one
it is all written
-two-
it might take some time
but we'll be fine
-three-
seeking charms, rather
magic is what we had
-four-
what could be the reason
for this expansion..
-five-
I know now perfection
it is never enough
-six-
and yet we must seek
we are and know matter
-seven-
solitude might just be a gift
and all good gifts can be exchanged
-eight-
there is more for you
much more
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I have never critiqued before (i believe), and maybe starting with a Haiku is too ambitious, but I will do my best. line 1: EXPOSITION....

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La likes hiding..
it really annoys me sometimes.. how she is so fast to run away, as if she knows or cares as to where. i guess it's her own brand of satisfaction, and she might never learn better

i really like finding her however
no matter where she hides
i always find her
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no mine, Mine- MINE!!..
my Ego screams in vain.
but who am I if not the stabber,
and the one in pain..


I bleed,
a trail of words behind me dried;
remnants of what I thought important,
once upon a time;


imagined..
if one stands here,
the other's near.
..a seed is stuffed inside the punctured skin,

though it might be a bullet,
and I,

must be infected.
I'd give you a name but I can't lie,

there's no such thing,

nowhere to run to,
nowhere to go through,
in this most alien nostalgia's drought.


my skin is white,
my heart is tired,
and my eyes resigned,
each to their own demise.


yet today is a day to celebrate..!!
so sings the revenant as it swims out of its acute,
and up towards the vast universe;
..through numbing warmth to glacial skies
these artificial drugs are like cheat codes, or viruses, to the matrix of life itself. I would not call them evil, but certainly dangerous. power must be held with responsibility, and power also makes men feel freed from their responsibilities..

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we are always looking for things, and those things lie usually before our very eyes. well.. more accurately, the things we seek rest usually BEHIND our eyes! things like moods and perspectives, feelings and realisations, created from chains of synapses inside our chemical factories (a.k.a. brains). If you find something you sought through my work, I will be extremely happy~ and you sharing your experience with me, might just be what I seek!
come, dear visitor! step deeper into my rabbit hole...

who am I?.. (you ask hard question :'~)
I AMUA POET - bathed in the red of Julius Meinl¬!~!! !

<;3Ɛ;> ~ £:<:3

but what is a poetry, Zaks? you may ask (how do you know my name? I removed that from DA!)
and I'm not sure I know, my friend.. even tho I wrote a whole journal 'bout it ~
<q> Fifth Journal: A New Land - The Poetic. what is a poem
? something made of words
? something that rhymes
, that meaning herds
? together for a greater cause
? if there was ever such a thing
..but really
, what is a poem
? what is the poetic
? maybe something above
- something greater
- than life
..a story
. an illusion
. and yet the only truth
. a vision
. and anything can become a vision
! an experience can be shared
! a hope
, that we can become one
; if for only a moment
, in this ever
-changing world
! that doesn't make a single sense
~that doesn't last 
, if not cradled in words
- embraced by meaning
. drowned inside it's own flesh
, and bone
, and words
, like birds
, together reach
; a new land
! and not each his own
!!but one uncharted
, where alone
, no one can see 
- can find
- set foot upon
; but through a poem
..maybe 
, just maybe
! poems
. the poetic
, is a vessel
! a dream
; given form
, to carry the weary traveller across the styx
! and getting back is easy
, just like waking up
! b</q>


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