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ladijayne

just another lost cause.
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Wrists of Red by ladijayne, literature

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Artist // Student // Varied
  • July 3
  • Australia
  • Deviant for 11 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
"Fragility is the act of being human"

I am a late comer to the expression of art. I only really discovered my artistic side two years ago when I undertook the process of healing from a mental illness. I have been diagnosed with sever depression, severe post traumatic stress disorder, severe anxiety and bulimia. My past consists of various traumatic experiences, and few and far between enlightening moments... yet I can not bring myself to resent the world for that. I am who I am today, because of my past. And I believe, that I am beginning to like myself.

Favourite Visual Artist
Alberto Porta Zush, Unica Zurn, Banksy
Favourite Movies
American Haunting, Grave of the Fireflies, Harry Potter, Nightmare on Elm Street
Favourite TV Shows
Doctor Who, Platoon of Power Squadron (web show)
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Sinead O'Conner, Birdy, Hope, Sia, Enya, The Band Perry
Favourite Books
Dracula, The Host, Looking for Alibrandi
Favourite Writers
Anne Rice, J.K. Rowling, Edgar Allen Poe
Favourite Games
Sims 3
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
Ceramic clay with glaze, acrylic paint, mixed media collage, paper and pen, ink, Nikon Coolplix L1200, Flare editing software.
Other Interests
Playing piano and guitar, writing my own music, journalling and automatism sketching.
I apologize, I've been away so long. I only recently got released from the hospital, and each time I came home on leaves, I just didn't have enough energy or motivation to type our any of my poems, upload any photos or scan any drawings. I'm not sure if I am back though.. on DA that is. I've been updating my tumblr practically everyday.. but have avoided deviant art. I would like to come back, but I'm not sure if I have the energy to continually update two websites. Yes.. I know. I'm lazy. But I want opinions.. should I come back? Would my writings and other things still be appreciated? Would you mind if they aren't as close together a
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Hospital again.

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My psychiatrist came to the point where is wasn't willing to risk me being on my own, so he admitted me to the long term mental health centre, that I have been on and off admitted to since 2010. I hate being there... but I guess it is better then being in a short stay ward in an actual hospital where I know no one and I don't know the routines, rules etc... He couldn't risk my life... But I honestly don't care. And now I am waiting for them to discharge me... so I can kill myself. Way to sound.. I don't know. I just can't live with this pain anymore.. Anyway, as for my updates. I will update when ever I get the chance which will proba
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Yep, this is me.. typing from one of the red arm chairs that sit in my living room. Okay, so I said that when I got home I would dig my printer out of storage so I can scan my pictures, BUT, I have spent all afternoon cleaning my room, and cleaning the bathroom... and NOW I am cooking dinner. So. No printer today.. and probably not tomorrow either because, I got my car back from the mechanics today... and when I sent it in it was nice and sparkly clean, I got it back to day? And my BLACK car,  is now BROWN with dirt. *grumble grumble* *deep breath* Okay. So, you know how I said I was drawing autonomously?? Yeah.. well.. my drawings stil
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happy birthday
happy birthday
Happy birthday.
happy birthday
Same as last time, just wanted to say Happy Birthday. Hopefully you just moved on from dA and didnt do something....more permanent.
Happy Birthday!
happy birthday.