Hello everyone, it's that time of the year!
Yes I'm gonna talk about the year and what's coming.
I will talk about myself and Art so if one of those interest you, be sure to read
First, about me :
I have to say this year went really better than 2017. I got a job for at least 50% of the year which is a first, even if the money wasn't really equals to the period I worked on it but heh! Still positive.
For the ones that don't know I worked on some illustrations for a social app for phones. I made some tiny fantasy houses and the user interface. The app is planned to release in March, so I will keep you updated on that
On the other hand, my mental health is fine. Clearly not as bad as last year, but a new form of my anxiety appeared in form of hypocondira and fear of death.
Which sometimes, unfortuantely, denied me to concentrate myself on things I want to do or enjoy.
But no worries, I'm working on that, and already got back to my psychiastrist for this. So it should be all good soon again
Now, Art :
I think the year was kind of productive. Maybe not in the fandoms, but in addition with the job I got, I think I maybe never drew that much since a while. Which is clearly positive.
However, I kinda regret I wasn't able to draw more for myself, and also especially finishing some personnal projects and the raffles prizes.
No worry, I will be working on them, and will finish them hopefully soon, as my job is now done!
I need to be able to redrew for myself tho', as it seems I can't make the difference between job and pleasure for now. And it's been really hard to draw for myself while the job was here (see the descriptions of some of my art, it's usually things like "trying to draw relaxed etc)
BUT! Big positive point. I'm beginning to feel like, I'm strating to find my style. I can feel there are some things I do that I really like. It's a little hard to tell what exactly, but I can see the difference between previous years for sure!
For 2019, I really hope to be able to do that, and most importantly, sharing it with all of you, via stream or commissions. I really want to open them again, I kinda miss that and at the same time I'm kinda scared of it too
I put too much pressure of myself haha.
To finish. I want to thank all of you for supporting me, whatever it's for my art, my health, during difficulties and all of that. I clearly couldn't do it without you and for that I thank you again.
I wish you all a Happy New Year, and see you in 2019