I'm going to be changing accounts because on April fools day, I made a journal saying I had breast cancer and I was about to die and one of my friends freaked out on me and blocked me and I feel like a piece of shit for doing that..
I don't think she will read this because she blocked me now so ;T
welp I will give the new Account out as soon as I can!~
WHOOMP THERE IT IS~
I recently Just,Completely Lost my Fear of Hell.
Lost my Fear in Being Looked down Upon.
Lost my Fear of Death. (Actually lost that long time Ago.)
Lost my Fear of Life.
Lost My Fear of Loneliness.
Lost my Fear of Being Sad
Lost My Fear of Fear/Being Fearful..
But my Fear of Failure is 26% Gone.. But gone all of the way.
I still am struggling with this Fear is because I Don't want to put
Anyone down into depression, stress, or anything else like that. I am NOT
Ready to Flunk/Fail school. (Always am having nightmares about this)
I don't want to fail God or My Family either. I hate making promises that
Have even the slightest chance of failing
So I was Playing Facade
If you don't know what it is, Here is a example by Pewdiepie~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wb6k6ur_8pA
So anyway, When I was being welcomed into Grace and Trip's Home, and etc etc, Trip asked me to see his picture after the trip to Italy they had. He asked me, "One word, what does this picture make you think?" So I was so bored and replied, "SEX!"
Then Trip was like, "N-No--" Grace interrupts, "I LIKE THAT ANSWER!" LOLOL
I CANT STOP LISTENING TO SKRILLEX!
Skrillex - No Mercy, Only Violence
Skrillex - Kill Everybody
Skrillex - In For the Kill
Skrillex - Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites
Skrillex - Rock n' Roll (Will Take you To the Mountain)
Skrillex - Equinox
Skrillex - Cinema
Skrillex - Kyoto
Skrillex - Summit
Skrillex - With You Friends
So Tired Guys....
I asked Fatal for the IW Download over skype and it took 3 hours (I counted) and it couldnt stop saying "Connecting..." So I canceled and was pissed to find out that the website for one of the IW downloads was blocking pop-ups...CONTAINING THE DAMN GAME. -table flip-
Now the download is being like 4x fastert than Skype's IW download....SO Pissed now xD
Good Night God Bless.