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Give Me A Break Already
I feel like I’m constantly living in a state of being sick with the flu - I am constantly heating up to the pointing of pouring sweat or freezing to the point of fingers and toes being painfully numb from cold. Sleep is a myth to me at this point; between the fever dreams and either excessive sleep or insomnia that leaves me drained, I’ve forgotten what it feels like to have slept well.
My temper boils close to the surface, everything is an annoyance or an upset, because I’m so frustrated with my own body and its attempts to keep me bound to a chair. Nausea is a constant thing, my head hurts and stings from constant headaches and migraines. My nerves feel like they’re trying to rip themselves out of my being, my joints crack every time I move.
Constantly hungry, yet everything I can eat, my stomach turns and churns; food I cannot obtain is all my system demands every minute of every day, like a beast clawing at my insides and leaving burning wounds in their wake
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A Little While :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 0 0
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Lost Christmas Magic :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 0 0
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The Dead and the Broken :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 0 0
The Prince Of Plagues And The Third Harbinger by Labyrinthgirl17
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The Prince Of Plagues And The Third Harbinger :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 2 0
A Christmas Ham by Labyrinthgirl17 A Christmas Ham :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 8 2 Not Exactly Disney's Dumbo... by Labyrinthgirl17 Not Exactly Disney's Dumbo... :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 1 2 Same Experiment, Different Results! xD by Labyrinthgirl17 Same Experiment, Different Results! xD :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 2 0 Itty Bitty Pumpkin by Labyrinthgirl17 Itty Bitty Pumpkin :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 2 0 Dark Unicorn by Labyrinthgirl17 Dark Unicorn :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 3 2 Poke Ball by Labyrinthgirl17 Poke Ball :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 3 0 Crochet Scarf by Labyrinthgirl17 Crochet Scarf :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 1 2
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Inspired By Defiant :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 1 4
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A Little While :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 0 0
Mysterious Grass by Labyrinthgirl17 Mysterious Grass :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 7 12 Nyan! by Labyrinthgirl17 Nyan! :iconlabyrinthgirl17:Labyrinthgirl17 4 6
I'm teaching myself how to crochet so I can make amigurumis and other fun projects, though weirdly enough, I have an easier time making a toy than a scarf, so expect more things like little random charms, Pokemon, and other little plushies.

I hope one day to open commissions, but that won't happen until I can figure out how to do payments electronically, so until then, enjoy all the super cute and randomness from me.

:blackrose:

Critiques


Simply astounding, a visual manifestation of frustration finally breaking forth. An amazing piece of work; the shading, the color, the ...

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hades and persephone 1 by sandara hades and persephone 1 :iconsandara:sandara 61,959 2,655 hades and persephone 2 by sandara hades and persephone 2 :iconsandara:sandara 155,456 11,699
I want...

My own room with a space for writing and crochet, tons of yarn, crochet hooks, stitch markers, plenty of toy stuffing, a drawer full of safety eyes, tons of patterns, he entire DBZ tv series uncut, the final volume of the DBZ doujinshi Sky Poetry, the entire BJ tv series on DVD, a better computer (a desktop one), a lightboard, a printer, a scanner, a tablet...I'll think of more ^^;

Journal History

So, it's a new year and I want to finally get myself together so I can be creative again. I'm thinking of posting little odds and ends when I feel like it, maybe a bit of my projects, maybe some written works, maybe a doodle or two. I'm hoping that by sharing my works with the few who do see it will bring back my confidence and help lower my depression.

Now, the whole reason I'm making this journal is to give everyone a heads up before I start posting again. I've done a lot of growing over the last year, I've had really bad days that rattled my mental state, but nothing serious, or at least, nothing that required a hospital or psychiatric ward, and I want to find a better way to let out the gunk that's built up so another bad day won't send me into a downward spiral.

My works, like writing, drawings, or my horrible attempts at poetry, are going to be dark. They will be grotesque and graphic, I won't hold back or censor myself, but I will put the appropriate tags and warnings so no one reads something that they shouldn't. I am becoming more comfortable with myself, with my likes, and with the style of my creativity that I've tried to suppress for years, so don't be surprised if something of mine pops up and it's a macabre piece of blood, bone, and blackness.

With that out of the way, I'm going to say this - whatever I may post in my gallery is not for any cause or concern. I am not suicidal, I am not going to harm myself in a way that would require a trip to the ER, nor am I seeking attention or sympathy; I merely want to start expressing the side of me that I've kept in a box for far too long.
I'm seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist, I am taking the medications that I need, I live with two amazing roommates, and keep in contact with my best friend on an almost daily basis. I have people I can turn to if it gets to be too much for me, I have resources that I can get easily; so please, don't worry.

I just wanted to inform those who watch me or look at my gallery from time to time that what may come in the future isn't a cry for help, but just me expressing what I couldn't before.

Thank you so much for reading this and I hope only good things come your way in 2019.

:blackrose:
  • Listening to: Black Hole Sun - Sound Garden
  • Reading: Research on Astrology
  • Watching: The Witch's House Playthrough - Markiplier
  • Playing: Pokemon Go
  • Eating: Noodles
  • Drinking: Crush Grape

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Labyrinthgirl17

Artist | Student | Literature
United States
This is who I really am, a girl who is very camera shy and socially backwards, but on the other hand, I am very outward in my writing and blunt about what I have to say. No, I'm not being a Ring Wraith, I just didn't want my picture taken ;D No, I'm not crazy, just insane :giggle: Enjoy :heart:

:blackrose: Fallen Rose

Current Residence: Ohio
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Print preference: Color
Favourite genre of music: Metal, Hard Core, Gothic Rock, Punk Rock, Dark Wave, Rave, Techno, British Rock
Favourite photographer: No One
Favourite style of art: Fantasy, Abstract, Illusion, Non-Reality
Operating System: A Computer, Paper, Pencils, Folders
MP3 player of choice: Anything That Doesn't Break Easily
Shell of choice: A Seashell
Wallpaper of choice: Multiple Pictures Of Throttle, Jareth, Vegeta, Kyle, Endri, Sephiroh, Thrax, & Myotismon
Skin of choice: Dark Purple, Dark Blue
Favourite cartoon character: Throttle, Vegeta, Broly, Kyle, Endri, Sephiroth, Malachite, Myotismon
Personal Quote: "Whose to say we're NOT insane to a point?"
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Luchusus Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2019
Thanks for the fav ^^
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Mickeycricky Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2019  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for all of the favorites! I really appreciate it! :hug:
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Labyrinthgirl17 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2019  Student Writer
Hey, your work is awesome and I aspire to be able to make amazing pieces like yours some day. ^U^
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toyas-world Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2019  Professional Filmographer
Thank you for adding Curvy Potion into your favourites Labyrinthgirl17 +fav  Potion Pink Animated 

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Dungeon-Spirit Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2019
Thank you for the +fav:D (Big Grin)
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Mickeycricky Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2019  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the favorite on the Club Crochet Super Mario! Super mario mushroom         
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Dungeon-Spirit Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2019
Thank you for the :+fav:! :D
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LukaSkullard Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the Favorite! :happybounce:
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Fusainne Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2018  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the fav on my crochet sea horse ^_^
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Webmegami Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Hello! Thank you for the fav! :la:
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