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Hurts Like Heaven by La-cruciatus Hurts Like Heaven by La-cruciatus
I don't know how to react. I felt so happy :iconfinallyplz: But then...
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and then
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and later
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And now I'm officially dead.

Vampire Knight (C) Hino Matsuri
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Yui-sDesigndiary Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
I almost died on is part.
I WAS HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD.
Honestly I love Kaname immensely
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LibertyBella Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Student Digital Artist
YAYYYYYYYY! YUME! my favorite VK pairing xoxoxoxo
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nmfinney Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013
I was so happy!!! Wanted to do my happy dance.
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Ui-Azuma Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
SO CUTE!!!!! ^________^
Awesome colouring in. (:
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot! :iconcuteblushplz:
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Ui-Azuma Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Your welcome. C:
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LadyAlluvia Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Nobody got the impression that with this Yuuki is testing her feelings actually and that she ran to Kaname after she was separated from Zero ? In every case she didn't seem happy while talking to Kaname, more like she was seeking comfort and complaining about what happened with Zero. Their conversation seemed very brotherly to me until he took her in bed... O_O I don't really mind Yume ending together at the end, I started hating Yuuki when anime ended, I just want Zero to be happy at the end...
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I don't understand why people are hating Yuuki so much? I've read quite a few comments where people are like 'Yuuki that b****, go die,' etc. But I think Kaname was trying to show her who she loved more when he sleeps with her. He says "If you don't know where your heart belongs..." So yeah, I feel it wasn't really a romantic move, but to make Yuuki realise/understand. Which is why it makes me sad... I was zeki-yume neutral until lately, then came along Chapter 88.
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LadyAlluvia Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Most people hate Yuuki cause her actions make Zero suffer all the time. She helped him while he was becoming the vampire, she knows he loves her than she leaves with Kaname. And that is okay, but trolling between both of them isn't okay at all. If she can't decide, she shouldn't kiss both of them. Is it really strange that in such situation somebody is getting hurt ? The one who really loves her will suffer the most, kaname doesn't seem even to mind when Yuuki is hanging around Zero or kissing him...

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vampwolfqueen Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013
I couldn't help but get a bit irritated when you mention her kissing both of them. For the record, and if you'd like to correct me on this go ahead, but I believe every time she's willingly kissed someone full on the lips that it's always been with Kaname, not Zero. Whenever she and Zero kisses it's been Zero who initiates it.
That's all.
Also, I believe that Kaname doesn't mind Yuuki being with Zero because he truly believes that if she is happier with Zero that he, because he loves her so strongly, would allow her to be with Zero and willingly let her go to be with Zero.
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LadyAlluvia Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Does it matter who started the kiss ? She kissed back and she didn't resist against it or complain like she didn't say no to his blood she took it, and when Yuuki offered her blood to him, Zero didn't want it. They are both willing to let her decide but she just keeps running between both of them. Did you read my journal I posted the link here ? I don't blame Kaname for anything, I'm saying Yuuki is making Zero suffer all the time and you can't deny it. Kaname doesn't look happy also in every case, I think they both could do better than her.
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vampwolfqueen Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013
That is true, but at least now Zero won't be suffering anymore because of her since all his memories of her are not present anymore. I'd be quite surprised if Yuuki merely sealed his memories of him.
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LadyAlluvia Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
But he will remember her probably and everything starts anew...
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Kaname is reticent. Of course he isn't gonna go all guns blazing if he sees Yuuki kiss Zero. He loves her but he wants to see her happy first. He thought he could do so but he obviously couldn't (during the year Yuuki spends with Kaname after Rido's death), so he decides to give her away to Zero when it's apparent that Zero loves her too.

Yuuki is seventeen. She doesn't know a great deal about love and tries to do the best she can (in a situation where other people are calling the shots and making all the decisions about her fate, if she'll be human or vampire), but it is not good enough when everyone has hidden agendas, people are at each other's throats, the uncertainty of what is right, who is the bad guy, the one she loves, the one who loves her back... this is all very confusing. And lets keep in mind, she's hurting too because she's aware of the consequences of her actions (most of the time) and cares a lot about both guys. And from the author's POV, a love triangle makes the story spicier, no? I bet VK wouldn't be half as popular if it wasn't for the Zero-Yuuki-Kaname dilemma.
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LadyAlluvia Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Well, many people still think she should at least stop hanging with Zero is she is going to run to kaname every time after it. It isn't fair towards either of them actually, but if the ones that love her are willing to endure it, third persons shouldn't say anything. It is also a question of opinion, which character you like most and who do you think had the hardest time cause of the events that occurred and you can't measure pain on a scale,same thing might hurt one person so much he wants to kill himself and the same thing might not even be described as pain to another person.
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sakura4568 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014  Student Artist
I agree with u on that. I mean Yuki made it seem as if she didn't know where her heart was and i feel that Kaname too advantage of that instead of letting her be with Zero if he truly felt that her happiness was his main priority. 
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ZeKiFaN4eVa Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013
(still like yuuki) but AGREED :D GOO ZEKI. beautiful coloring though i have to idmit
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks!
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nursal1060 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Student Writer
what, what chapter is this?! i must read it!! <3
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Chapter 89. [link]
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DaryaDinoMC47 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013   Digital Artist
Is it official manga?!O.O
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yes, it's from the lastest chapter 89. It got scanlated yesterday so I guess you hadn't seen it yet. @ :iconnursal1060: Sorry in case I spoiled you.
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DaryaDinoMC47 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013   Digital Artist
I read this manga now... Aw, it is so sad...
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2rsa Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Vey well done.I just loved this chapter!! ^-^
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks! :iconblushyplz:
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Shichiyo Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Good job C:

I still can't get over the thought that this is KANAME AND YUUKI MAKING LOVE.
KANAME AND YUUKI.
HAVING SEX.
I'm not a prude (fangirling actually!), but I would never thought that I would see a scene like that in this manga.
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah, a lovemaking scene between the two of them was so out of the blue. But since it's probably Kaname's last night... UWaaah! Still feel like bursting into tears. I'm usually not so sentimental but this chapter is attacking me from all sides.

Thanks for commenting. ^^
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Shichiyo Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I can't believe a story I've been obsessed with for so long is going to finish soon. What am I supposed to do now?

You're welcomed :)
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know how you're feeling! :iconaackplz: :iconcraiyuiplz:
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razledazle Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
About time :D long live Yume!
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well I'm zeki-yume neutral but this chapter's got me leaning a bit more towards yume. :iconyuihmmplz:
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SaraAwayuki Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
haha! I know how you feel! I was soooooo happy!!!!! Lovely colouring by the way!
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La-cruciatus Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you!
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