Today I felt like crap even though I cooked, showered did art and talk to close friends. I don't know why I am so bad off. I need to believe in my self a little bit more. Keep going and climbing towards my goals. It's just hard, really hard at times yo stay positive. I need to stand up and keep going. One piece of art at a time; my dreams will come true. I'll be a famous artist with works in many museums. I'll do paintings for the rich and poor. I'll inspire others to reach their own goals. I want to be that person so I will be.