Is it so wrong.. to fall in love with someone you haven't met yet?
Lastnight.. I dreamt I was home, lounging around like I normally do on days like these.. normal days, nothing really interesting going on.. Sitting at home, browsing the web.
Obviously it seemed like nothing interesting or exciting was going on in my life.. until I heard a knock on the door. There stood a beautiful girl.. Of course my eyes started at her mid section, she was wearing a black cut off shirt, and had an undershirt beneath so her stomach wouldn't be exposed.
Continuing gazing upon her, my eyes reach the ending point of her hair.. brownish sandy blonde locks flowing down the side of her cheeks, which happened to look quite plushy and soft. She did not have a chubby face, but he cheeks were as pillowy as if it were.. Her lips just seemed the perfect shape, and her cupids bow seemed to compliment them even more. As my eyes trail upwards, My gaze automatically locked with hers. Her eyes, looked so pure, so innocent yet wild roared within them.
They were a perfect color between Hazel and Brown. I only managed to stare into her eyes for just a few short seconds, I couldn't hold myself to stare any longer, I was swept over with a slight numbing tingle in my stomach. Therefore breaking the gaze. Lost in thought already, I muttered. "Hello there"
To my surprise, I watched her face as a smile leaked from her mouth as she threw up her arms and wrapped them around me. Once she we were on the same ground level, I noticed she was just an inch or two shorter than I was. Still shocked, I had no idea who she was or why she was here.. Astonished. I had no idea, until she spoke "Kitty, I've missed you so much! How are you?" Just at that moment, it felt like I was hit by a tidalwave of nostalgia. How could I have forgotten? What made me forget.. This beautiful girl, with her arms wrapped around me was my apparent lover and here I am questioning it. I didn't bother to think about it any longer. I wrapped my arms around her back and waist and embraced her firmly. As I did that, a little gasp escaped from her mouth, feeling her warm breath near my ear.. It only triggered me to hug her tighter. Now she's hugging me back tighter. "You think you could beat me in who has the stronger embrace?" I playfully say as I squeeze her a bit more.
"I'm not much for my size, but don't let it fool you. I've got hidden strength behind my appearance." I add. She let out a soft giggle and pulled away slightly so she could see my face. I always thought she was short, but this time seemed different. She was nearly eye level with me. She definitely grew' I thought to myself. I break myself from thought as soon as I hear her voice. "I really missed you" she softly says as she smiles.
I let out a smile and lean towards her so I could kiss her cheek "I missed you too, It's been awhile" as I nuzzle the side of her head.
This feeling.. it feels so natural, so comforting.. I have no reason to to hide anything from her.
A few hours later and my dream skips to us sitting outside and I think it's around springtime. I was sitting with her on the side of my house. Talking and exchanging looks with each other. I couldn't help but notice the way she smiled and how it made her glow.
I was too busy admiring her beauty to notice as she was scooting herself closer to me.
I snapped out of the little bubble I was in when I realized her lips had connected with mine. Wow.. She's really something if I'm too distracted to even notice her coming up to kiss me. *o* Surprised and suddenly playful, I kiss her back as I place my hand on the side of her head and run my fingers to her hair.. Pulling her closer to me.
Whatever this sensation was that I was feeling, I needed it more. It was addicting.
It felt like I wasn't getting enough, not satisfying enough, even though I was still receiving it at that moment. I clutched her head and hair, and pulled her in closer, my other hand trailing towards her back. I was now caressing her back, it was like my hands had a mind of their own. They were now instinctively moving by themselves. She did not seem to mind either, as she cupped my face with her palm, and the other sliding up my bicep to my shoulder. Things getting intimate now, we stop briefly to look at eachother with eager eyes, small gasps and a little warm. I had to smile. Just looking into her eyes made me want to smile all the time. She was amazing in every way possible.
Nearly an hour passed by, and we're still outside lounging around my house. Still being affectionate with each other.. Because for whichever reason it was, we just couldn't get enough of each other. I wanted her. In every way you could ever want someone. Physically and Mentally possible. I had her, she was mine, I was hers. But it still didn't seem like enough. I found myself once again admiring her, when she broke my train of thought.
"Oh no, I've got to go now.. It appears my mother needs me and I have a ride here waiting already. I'm sorry, I can call you later if you'd like?"
I nodded my head. "Of course! I would love it. And it's alright, if it's your mom, I'm not going to argue with that." She smiled. "I'm missing you already.. I just wish we could be together all the time. I can't stand being away from you. It's agonizing" She said as she brought herself closer to me and touched her forehead to mine.
As I let out a sigh, I smiled. "Don't worry too much, alright? I'll still be here for you. I'm not going anywhere. Whenever you need me, I'm here."
She then smiled one of the sweetest smiles I've ever seen from her. chuckled a little and hugged me. I returned her embrace, but just a bit firmer than hers.
"I don't want to let go.." she whispered, almost painful to my ears.
I scrunched up my eyes a bit, and then relaxed them. I felt a little lump in my throat start to form.. It felt like a goodbye, but it wasn't.
"I love you" she spoke softly with a sweet tone. "I love you more" I replied as I brought my face away from her shoulders to her face, and kissed her. I caressed her cheek, and gave her a sincere look. She smiled shyly, got up and started walking down my driveway.
Leaving me to watch her drift further and further away from me. If we were land, we now felt like continents on earth.. She was so close, but yet so far now. I watched her as she left in the vehicle driving away. The look she was giving me gave me hope. It spoke to me "I may be leaving now, but know i will see you very soon. We will see eachother again" ♪ ♥