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Jealousy be like by KyiwtieArt Jealousy be like by KyiwtieArt
I'm not this type of person but today I stumbled on stuff and I saw this friend of my boyfriend posting things about video games on his profile and my predator instinct was like

"WHO 
A
U
GURL?
U HAVE
A PERMISSION CERTIFICATE TO ASK THAT CERTAIN ATTENTION OF MY
B0000000000000I???


...


Oh it's his German friend. It's cool."


Usually I act myself a bit of a queen in a relationship, tsundere rude type of girl. I feel too good for the person I'm with. Even if his charms makes all the girls jealous, or he showers in money. I don't care, I can dump them anytime without owing them. I would not open up to them or let them touch me, I felt too good for them as if they didn't deserve me. Not saying I don't feel bad for tearing hearts apart, though. I tried to avoid relationships as much as possible for that reason. 

But when you actually develop feelings for someone, you care too much about your partner to be that way. The effect it had on me made my insecurities come out in stead. 
I always knew and was looking for such person, but I never thought I'd find someone so soon that would make me feel that way. 
It's awesome, and disturbing. I guess some jealousy is healthy. I try to suppress it though xD

Getting attention is REALLY fun in the beginning, but it soon gets super annoying. I've had so many guys guilt trip me because "I didn't give them a chance". Like fuck, it's not because a girl plays video games that you have to instantly 'fall in love' with them. Like seriously I'm only being friendly to you because I don't know you. Now that I'm in a relationship it pisses me off so much, like jesus christ keep your pathetic dicks in your pants and stop trying to hit on literally every girl ever.
I even use voice changers now online when I game to sound like a guy.
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Witequeen Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2016
lel I know how you feel grill (the jealous part that is)
But it's indeed very healthy and normal to be a bit jelly and protective

I'm super happy that you've found love ^^
Now we're both looking at the once (still) grey world trough pink glasses <3
Enjoy it! I love you gurl <33333333
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KyiwtieArt Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
zotzeoithzoje :DDD
more like RAAAAAAAINBOWWWWW GLASSES WHOOO 
no I get what you mean
<3333
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