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A hedgehog does what she does best by KurobaFox1412
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A hedgehog does what she does best :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 3 1
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Random facts about Phoenix - 1 :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 3 4
Beware of shiteposts by KurobaFox1412
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Beware of shiteposts :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 9 3
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Convenient pillows by KurobaFox1412 Convenient pillows :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 9 5 These are natural by KurobaFox1412
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These are natural :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 10 11
The size isn't really out of the question by KurobaFox1412 The size isn't really out of the question :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 9 13 The Prophecy of a Wielder - Chapter 3 Page 18 by KurobaFox1412 The Prophecy of a Wielder - Chapter 3 Page 18 :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 6 5 .:Too Dangerous:. by KurobaFox1412 .:Too Dangerous:. :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 6 6 .:Trojan:. by KurobaFox1412 .:Trojan:. :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 7 7 Some pocky fun by KurobaFox1412 Some pocky fun :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 11 7 I realised I never got a close-eyed character by KurobaFox1412 I realised I never got a close-eyed character :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 8 11 in the end, no one'd need me. by KurobaFox1412 in the end, no one'd need me. :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 9 24 Remember when I told you not to make her angry? by KurobaFox1412 Remember when I told you not to make her angry? :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 11 9 Kiss meme - Phoenix x Malcom by KurobaFox1412 Kiss meme - Phoenix x Malcom :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 11 9 AT from bellablossomyoutube by KurobaFox1412 AT from bellablossomyoutube :iconkurobafox1412:KurobaFox1412 5 5
Stuffs I do (including stuffs you guys do for me :D)


Disclaimer Police  Sonar by Sonar15 Sonar15


Slow royal duties- Empty book- by ultimatewino Slow royal duties- Empty book- :iconultimatewino:ultimatewino 26 2 Allick N' Percy by F0XBIT Allick N' Percy :iconf0xbit:F0XBIT 14 0 Cheerios by F0XBIT Cheerios :iconf0xbit:F0XBIT 13 3 Jacob's warning. by F0XBIT Jacob's warning. :iconf0xbit:F0XBIT 16 2 Kitteh Boi's Back-- by F0XBIT Kitteh Boi's Back-- :iconf0xbit:F0XBIT 16 1 Weiss by F0XBIT Weiss :iconf0xbit:F0XBIT 17 2 Hey-! by F0XBIT Hey-! :iconf0xbit:F0XBIT 25 0 Look Daddy I Did It! by Battouga-Sharingan Look Daddy I Did It! :iconbattouga-sharingan:Battouga-Sharingan 108 39 Hugs XD by Battouga-Sharingan Hugs XD :iconbattouga-sharingan:Battouga-Sharingan 264 73 A Cure for Sadness by Battouga-Sharingan A Cure for Sadness :iconbattouga-sharingan:Battouga-Sharingan 60 34 Ninja Boy by Battouga-Sharingan Ninja Boy :iconbattouga-sharingan:Battouga-Sharingan 174 35 Calm Aurabender! by Battouga-Sharingan Calm Aurabender! :iconbattouga-sharingan:Battouga-Sharingan 150 24 flying to the adventure by twisted-wind flying to the adventure :icontwisted-wind:twisted-wind 554 24 Guardian of The Tavern, temporarily by OhDarnnitJerry Guardian of The Tavern, temporarily :iconohdarnnitjerry:OhDarnnitJerry 102 65 Let's Go Home! by Battouga-Sharingan Let's Go Home! :iconbattouga-sharingan:Battouga-Sharingan 92 44 Memory's Tale by Battouga-Sharingan Memory's Tale :iconbattouga-sharingan:Battouga-Sharingan 144 53
Stuffs you do! :D


by SEGAMew

Aww, you drew Sonic looks cute! He turned out really well, the background is really fit, but there's a thing: This is a Gender Bender, ...

The animation you made was really cool! I like everything of it, mostly is the scene when Sonic goes into his Hyper form, but the smoke...



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Low activity until Christmas break

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 11, 2018, 6:01 PM

Heya potatoes!
I’ve got something to say to you lot, regarding my activity on this site and basically the Internet in general.
I realized that throughout this year so far, I haven’t been doing well in university (many of you call it college)

So from the 15th of October until Christmas break and then from 4th of January to 5th of February, I’ll be much less active.
I’ll still be posting and uploading things, just that it’ll be less often and only depends on a certain period of time, and I probably won’t reply to comments or messages, so let’s say I’ll be unavailable to talk to.
But good news! I’ll still be around until Halloween, activity will still be a bit lowered from 15th Oct but after Halloween, consider me M.I.A for the most part. :3 (Not really since I’m still uploading my bullshits but you get me xD)

I’ve said that I’ll take it seriously before, but the thing is...
I happen to have a low attention span, like I can’t focus on homework for that long, and I get distracted pretty easily. So to fix that, I’ll actually focus on homework more and all this Internet stuff less, and work my way from there. (I think that’s an ADHD thing but I’m no psychologist, take it as a grain of salt.)

So that’s it from me for now, and I’ll see you guys pretty soon ^^


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Perfectly Fine | Fine | Getting Better | Getting Worse | Depression | Wavering | Uncontrollable Bouts Of Rage | Manic | Split Personality (again) | Losing It | Lost It | Insane | Psychotic | Schizophrenia | Seeing Things | Intense Paranoia | Moderate Paranoia | Delusional | Lost Touch With Reality | Amnesia | Re-living Traumatic Event | Unknown |


Isolated | Sleepy | Neutral | Regretful | Murderous | Uncomfortable | Love struck | Homicidal | Mixed Feelings | Silent | Deified | Distrust | Dread | Fear | Hostility | Jealousy | Lonely | Shy | Suffering | Jumpy | Anxious | Frightened | Paranoid | Deathly Afraid | Unknown


Perfectly Healthy | Healthy | Okay | So-So | Sick | Hurt | Injured | Recovering | Critically Wounded | Mortally Wounded | Hospitalized | Dead | Ghost | Unknown

:bulletgreen: Simply call me Kuroba. Everyone does!
:bulletyellow:It depends if I like the new nick-name you give me
:bulletred: Dare hurt or do any offense things on my friends? Beware...

\My favorite artists on DA:

:bulletgreen:~DeviantART Family and Close Friends (including people I know IRL)~:bulletgreen:

Father in real: :iconbatfromhell:



:iconroninhunt0987: (Second dA bro I ever made on dA): We can still talk on FurAffinity bro, tho it doesn't feel right knowing you're not on here anymore. It's not really the same, but we gotta deal with it, right?
I miss you, on here.


RP Friends:

~Friends/family/people I know in real life~

~Favorite kitty-cat~
:iconsecretbetweenthewar: :meow:

~Crazy bish~
:iconkirashadraws99: >:3…………………………………………………
-…… </small></small>

:bulletblue:~Memorable quotes~:bulletblue:

:rose: Time can solve anything, if someone hurts you a lot, no matter how painful it is, it'll pass away with time.
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :rose:

:rose: Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge.
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :rose:

:blackrose: If we do something for nothing or no reason, it's just a waste of time.
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :blackrose:

:blackrose: It's so sad to lose a best friend.
~kuraikitsune13 aka Spirit :blackrose:

:rose: Stay as cool as you are!
~Jason Griffith - Sonic's Voice :rose:

:rose: Any friend of Kuroba's is a friend of mine.
~sparrowty12 aka Tygene :rose:

:rose: Believe in me, you're much stronger than you can expect.
~Haku360 aka Andres :rose:

:rose: Just remember that I believe in you and you're always strong.
~chris0976 aka Christian :rose:

:rose: Never give up or surrender!!
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :rose:

:blackrose: Nightmares... Go to dreams... Only into lost thoughts.
~sparrowty12 aka Tygene :blackrose:

:rose: Girl you have a noble and pure feelings, do not let the silly fights dominate your heart, you're stronger than you think, go ahead and be happy...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :rose:

:blackrose: If you take revenge on a troll had insulted you before, you're just like him/her at that time.
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :blackrose:

:blackrose: Wounds will always leave a mark, whether it's small or big.
~Bojaking aka Halo Freak :blackrose:

:rose: Your smile... That's all I need.
~Sonic the Hedgehog - Sonic 2006 :rose:

:rose: You couldn't wear black, you couldn't listen to anything with drums, anything with guitars, you couldn't have long hair, you couldn't do this and you couldn't do that. Everything was so lifeless. I know I'd read the Bible and be like...'This isn't what the Bible says. I like the idea of living for Jesus, but I hate the idea of living for you.' Ya know?
~John Cooper - Skillet :rose:

:rose: Sometimes it doesn’t seem like there’s hope, and sure you can choose to give up, but why not face it ‘Awake and Alive’? Life is full of challenges, and sometimes when you look deep into yourself, you can feel weighed down by sin and the ‘Monster’ that lives inside us all. But the more you realize your need for Christ, the less you focus on that, and on Him instead. Everything we sing about on this album is something someone can relate to, and if anything, the songs will let you know you are not alone.
~John Cooper - Skillet :rose:

:blackrose: Trust is like a glass, if you break it and try to fix... Never stay the same...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :blackrose:

:blackrose: Misfortune tests friends and discover the enemies...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :blackrose:

:blackrose: False friends are just like the shadows... they only last when sun shines...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :blackrose:

:blackrose: El dolor es inevitable... El sufrimento es opcional...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :blackrose:

:rose: A turning back in life is cowardly move, but got in front resisting every arrow, bullet, knives is a way to call yourself a hero.
~Haku360 aka Andres :rose:

:rose: Art is not a thing; it is a way​.​
~Elbert Hubbard :rose:

:blackrose: Remember, I'm your best friend and I'll always help you of everything.
~Memories360 aka Dayana :blackrose:

:rose: Do not end up your journey of life so early just by killing yourself, the best things are yet to come as a reward later on.
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :rose:

:rose: Life is fair. When you've gone through a bad moment, there shall come a good one.
~KurobaFox1412 aka me :rose:

:blackrose: The best weapon to destroy your enemies is that they use as weapons to your friends... You happy now? Wanna destroy me? Well, do it effortlessly...
~SilverAlchemist09 aka FineEve :blackrose:

:rose: Anyone can lie in anything, that's just the hurtful truth. But I know for a fact the people around you aren't. I can't give you the evidence you'll want to see because it's one of those things you have to take in faith, like your belief in God.
~Little-Tails aka Michael :rose:

:blackrose: Because what's the point in making others feel bad?
~Sonar15 aka Sonar :blackrose:

:rose: If you bully someone going through a tough time just because you think they’re an attention seeker, you do not belong in this community you’re not part of this community and I do not want to be friends with you.
~Jacksepticeye aka Sean :rose:

────(♥)(♥)(♥)────(♥)(♥)(♥) __ ɪƒ ƴσυ'ʀє αʟσηє,
──(♥)██████(♥)(♥)██████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧα∂σѡ.
─(♥)████████(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт тσ cʀƴ,
─(♥)██████████████████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧσυʟ∂єʀ.
──(♥)████████████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт α ɧυɢ,
────(♥)████████████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ρɪʟʟσѡ.
──────(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ηєє∂ тσ ɓє ɧαρρƴ,
────────(♥)████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɱɪʟє.
─────────(♥)██(♥) ɓυт αηƴтɪɱє ƴσυ ηєє∂ α ƒʀɪєη∂,
───────────(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ʝυѕт ɓє ɱє.

I'll be there for you as the world falls down

I will stand by your side until I cannot stand anymore. I will fight for you until I cannot fight anymore. I will live for you until the day I die

¢αℓℓιηg мє FAKE ωση'т мαкє уσυ REAL, ¢αℓℓιηg мє STUPID ωση'т мαкє уσυ SMART, ¢αℓℓιηg мє WEAK ωση'т мαкє уσυ STRONG, ¢αℓℓιηg мє UGLY ωση'т мαкє уσυ PRETTY, ¢αℓℓιηg мє MEAN ωση'т мαкє уσυ NICE, ¢αℓℓιηg мє USELESS ωση'т мαкє уσυ PERFECT, ¢αℓℓιηg мє POOR ωση'т мαкє уσυ RICH, ¢αℓℓιηg мє BORING ωση'т мαкє уσυ FUN, ¢αℓℓιηg мє α LOSER ωση'т мαкє уσυ α WINNER, ¢αℓℓιηg мє α NERD ωση'т мαкє уσυ POPULAR, ¢αℓℓιηg мє α COWARD ωση'т мαкє уσυ BRAVE, ¢αℓℓιηg мє α FAILURE ωση'т мαкє уσυ SUCCESSFUL, ѕσ ωну вσтнєя...?

"Don't walk behind me, I don't need a follower. Don't walk in front of me, I don't need a leader. Walk beside me, I need a partner."


I ain't afraid to admit...

:iconcrossplz: Jesus Christ is my Savior :iconcrossplz:

Even when you can't see Him, GOD is there! Did you know that 98% of teenagers will not stand up for God, and 93% of the people that read this won’t repost it?

Jesus had no servants, yet they called him Master...

He had no degree, yet they called him Teacher...

He had no medicine, yet they called him Healer...

He had no army, yet kings feared him...

He won no military battles, yet he conquered the world...

He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him...

He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today

Feel honored to serve such a leader who loves us...

If you believe in the trinity; God, Father, Son, and Holy Ghost

then copy and paste this in your profile

If you ignore him, in the Holy Bible, Jesus says...

"If you deny me before man, I will deny you before my Father in Heaven..."


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Collection of Stamps! (No order)

:heart:~~ I love Jesus by SheilaMBrinson~~:heart:

I ignored the troll by the-art-is-explosion

.:Point Commission:. G-L stamp by LunarisRaven stamp - tba fan by SilverAlchemist09 stamp - fineeve fan by SilverAlchemist09:thumb62788259: I love black stamp by violetsteel Addicted To Music - Stamp by JWiesner dArama Llamas Plea by Ikue:thumb266121223: Anti Art Theft Stamp by Zeiphex passion stamp by MechaBerry I luff chocolate by prosaix Stamp: Vampires AND Werewolves by Jammerlee FRIENDS STAMP by emo-city love,peace,luck stamp by SheilaMBrinson Protect our nature STAMP by SheilaMBrinson Be original -black- STAMP by SheilaMBrinson Listen To Your Heart by ladieoffical Peace Love Happiness Stamp by ladieoffical Fantasizing Peace Stamp by ladieoffical Have Faith Stamp by ladieoffical Own Style Stamp by HyperactiveMothMan True friends stamp by Suyy Awesome Friends Stamp by Toxic-Mario Online friends stamp by Suyy Favs with comments by KittiesGoShoot Bloody stamp by EmilyHeatherly True Beauty by EmilyHeatherly Linkin Park Stamp by linkhero55 Skillet Stamp by TheSaladMan Disturbed Stamp by Kezzi-Rose:thumb192777327: Immediate Music Stamp by DJaimon Sonic, Shadow and Silver by Marlenesstamps GOTF stamp by Siinderwolf DA Stamp - So Many Ideas... by phantompanther Self Taught by GoatSocks Music is my life by zeddy88 Sonic Stamp: 'Thanks for the Fave' by HypaSonic ..Real Paper Stamp.. by Rabid-Weasels A Good Book by endler Stamp: That moment when... by starfire-wolf I Support Imagination stamp by c3ph31d Disconnected Rage Stamp by Khrinx Art Block Stamp by Khrinx Slow internet... by prosaix DA Stamp - Anti-War 01 by tppgraphics DA Stamp - Stop Killing 01 by tppgraphics Practice Stamp by Zombie-Faerie Depression Stamp by SparkLum DA Stamp - Inspiration 01 by tppgraphics Stamp: Practice by MeckelFoxStudio my OCs are alive by propertyofkat Closest Friend Stamp by looking-for-hope Fantasy+RealLife Stamp by Monkey-Girl146 If there were no God by levite stand by ajhop If I Were Perfect... by Starlow-FTW I'm NOT Holier than Thou by OnWingsOfBlue God-doesn't-degrade-women by XxDiaLinnxX Random Crap by AssClownFish I Support Horror stamp by the-emo-detective Nocturnal Stamp by Clockwerk-chan Lost in my imagination... by PixieRiot Music black by renatalmar Stamp - Tablet User by firstfear EasyPaintToolSAI User Stamp by ClefairyKid Dark Art 2 stamp by deviantStamps Dark Side by Shimaira I Beat Depression by Shimaira Kagamine Rin and Len Stamp by FantasyAshley digital-artists stamp by CookiemagiK Hate Speech (pt. 2) by sulfide JSE Fan Stamp by RedRavie Asperger Syndrome FTW - Stamp by AngelOfTheWisp Inside Out Stamp: Joy by TMNT-Raph-fan

Undertale Flowey Stamp by Krackat HAHAHAHA Stamp by Zumipap quiet by omnivore-daydreams overthinking destroys me by JustYoungHeroes Trapdoor | Twenty One Pilots by JustYoungHeroes Migraine | Twenty One Pilots by JustYoungHeroes Ride | Twenty One Pilots by JustYoungHeroes

Spanish lang2 by Faeth-design of Spanish.

Un hombre famoso dijo una vez: creamos nuestros propios demonios.
- ¿Quién lo dijo? ¿Qué significa eso? No importa. Lo digo porque lo dijo. Por lo tanto, era famoso y fue mencionado por dos personas muy conocidas Yo no... A empezar de nuevo. Empezamos por el principio.
- Todo empezó hace 2 años. Los viejos días. Nunca pensé que volverían.
- ¿Y eso qué fue? ¿Qué fue eso?
- Es una falla en mi trabajo.
- ¿Y por qué les cuento esto? ...Porque acababa de crear demonios y ni siquiera lo sabía.
- Sí, fue una época feliz. Pero vamos a seguir con mi vida.
- Soy Kuroba y dibujo y escribo cosas interesantes. Conozco a grandes personas. Y, de vez en cuando, salvo ayudo a todos. ¿Por qué no puedo dormir?
Setenta y dos horas es demasiado entre siestas. No pensé que podía empeorar.


A famous man once said: we create our own demons.
- Who said that? What does that mean? Never mind. I say this because he said it. Translation
Therefore, it was famous and was mentioned by two well-known people I do not ... A fresh start. We start at the beginning.
- It all started two years ago. The old days. I never thought they would.
- So what was it? What was that?
- It's a flaw in my work.
- Why do I tell you this? ... Because ... I've created demons and not even know it.
- Yes, it was a happy time. But let's get on with my life.
- I, Kuroba, drawing and sometimes writing stuff. I know some great people. And, occasionally, unless all helped. Why can't I sleep?
- Seventy-two hours is too long between naps. I did not think it could get worse.

~Tony Stark - Iron Man 3

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~Inner Demon quiz from Quotev~
Your inner demon is Jaded, or Emotionless, otherwise known as Muhyojona. Your inner demon makes you appear cold and unfeeling, like you've surrounded yourself with an indestructible wall that won't let people and their emotions and that won't let your emotions show, either. Being jaded as caused you to loose most of the friends you have, and the friends who still hang around you try their best to act friendly, but they are unsure of how you will react to what they do or say, so they tend to try and avoid being too close to you. To most people, you're a monotone monochromatic robot walking down the school hallways that always stares straight ahead and doesn't react to any of the bullying or name-calling you receive. They all think you are one of those people who doesn't care about the world and will never love, but that's really not true. You actually are a real, feeling, thinking human on the inside and whenever the kids at school make fun of you, it really hurts you, you just don't let it show. Your reasoning is this: "if I don't let them know it gets to me, they'll eventually stop, right?" But it turns out you were wrong; that makes them bully you even more. And even if you want to break out of the emotionless protectiveness you've wrapped yourself in, you find that it's nearly impossible. Your brain and heart are so used to the emotion-numbed feeling you've trained yourself to have that they aren't willing to let go of it, and you keep sinking further and further into the monotone sea of jadedness you have put yourself in.
It wasn't always like this. You used to be super popular and had a lot of great friends, and possibly a boyfriend to. You had a loving family at one point, and your neighbors could be pretty cool at times, too. Generally, you got along well with everybody, and you were good at sorting out your emotions and keeping your head screwed on straight. You thought you had life figured out and every thing was just as it supposed to be. But then something bad happened, and it was something that was never supposed to happen. You didn't see it coming at all, and you were not ready for it mentally or emotionally. Slowly, you started to become more and more quiet, trying to understand what happened. All the hurt and uncertainty of why that had to happen turns into hatred towards what happened, then that turns into sorrow and guilt because you couldn't do anything to stop it, and then that goes back to major hurt and it exhausts you to the point of where you don't even bother changing the tone of your voice when you talk, even when you feel happy. Soon you start to become what seems like a living robot. You do this because you are afraid of something bad like that happening again, and you want to be better prepared for it, so you build a mental wall that doesn't show your emotions. But then as time goes by, you let your defenses down cautiously and start showing more emotion and add your opinion to things. As more and more people start to notice that you are going back to your old self, they also notice you have become naive and clueless again as you enter the world of emotions because you have been jaded for so long. Feeling emotion again is so new to you that you have forgotten everything you have learned about life beforehand, and you don't know how to properly protect yourself from people's tricks and lies. Eventually, people start to take advantage of that. At first it's just small things, like bending your opinion to where it sounds like you're siding with them. But then that turns into things like guys asking you out just to dump you the next day so they can see how gullible you really are, or just because they're bored and think that that's the only solution to their lack of entertainment. Then after more and more horrible things are done to you, you become jaded once again. You decide that this time you will not let your emotions show once and for all, because you have realized that the world is a dark, cruel, twisted, evil place that preys on the innocent, and you are better off if the world can't see your emotions to use them as leverage against you or others. So yet again, you build that impenetrable wall around your emotions and you don't let people have a big impact on your life. Now you are what you are today: a jaded person that nobody seems to like. Your past was hard, so you don't want the present or future to be any harder than it has to be.
So how to you try and get rid of this awful inner demon of yours? First of all, you have to know it's not your fault this happened to you; the world played it's game a little too harshly with you, and that led to you becoming who you are. But don't worry; the real you that feels emotions and has personality is in there somewhere; you just have to find where it's hiding. You can start by trying to find a nostalgic place that brings back happy memories and let the happiness spread throughout you and warm your body. Let yourself smile, and maybe smile to a person you helps you or waves at you while you're out of the house one day. A smile means everything to a person; it lets them know that you appreciate what they did for you, and it also means that you accept them and you want to be friendly. It's like a common interest thing; everybody wants to be felt appreciated or loved, and a smile can make them feel both. And when you're at school, try being more friendly and out going. Just be sure not to let your guard down too much like you did last time. I'm not an expert on these things, but I have been jaded at one point of my life. So just go out there and let the ice that has frozen around your heart melt with a smile or two; you'll be surprised at how far it takes you.

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Infinite’s real name: Finn or Zero? (I only follow the most common names, but if you have any other idea then comment below) 

16 deviants said Zero
7 deviants said Finn
2 deviants said Other (comment if you have any idea, maybe)



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Maleiva Featured By Owner 12 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave!
joethegreatfox Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Hi Pheonix! 
Thanks for the Llama! Spideypool - Llama Crying kuzco icon Hug Hug 
StarElisah Featured By Owner Edited Oct 13, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
thnx for the watch and the llama
KurobaFox1412 Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
You’re welcome!
StarElisah Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
^^ You like my art already?
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