Currently doing TNO requests (Neopets related) for free o.o;
...Just felt like updating that.
November 18, 2002it's quiet
it is so different
I am such an outsider
That's me when not with these people
11.23.2000I remember,a few years back,
when life was simple,
and problem free.
I had friends,
and a group,
I had hobbies,
and childlish ways too.
But now I am,
all grown up,
thought not to my full potential.
I have grown,
through these rough years.
But now I've grown
and I dyed my hair too.
I've got longer nails,
and jewelry too.
I gave up school,
and gave up my hobbies.
I gave up home,
as I gave up me.
So look at me now,
what have I got?
But baggy pants, and graffity stuff.
Could it be,
that life has been,
a little too rough on me?
Yes, it's true, I'm not innocent,
I've done what you can think of.
But did I really choose this fate,
or has God been unfair?
I believe that this is it,
there is no more to give.
All I have is a broken heart,
and a mind full of lives.
Goes the time
Each moment faster
Goes my life
Staring, for the
clock to stop
You always say
Don't make me wait
Says the clock
In my heart
In the bosom of my own homeIn the silence of my empty home
Teardrops fall, with no echo
salty flumes were barely shone
and we all move, with no shadow
In the stillness of my own home
There is no presence, but I, alone
the air is chilling, to the bone
and in my bed, I pray for home
In the bosom of my own home
you are missing, from this room
the scent is feint, but your cologne
lingers while you've gone to roam
For in my bosom is my home
and in my home, I alone
sit, and wait, for you to come
home, to me, my only one.
Love's Strong HoldBetween my trips to dreams, to hopes;
and fleeting bouts of blinding light,
I sometimes fail to watch my thoughts
an' 'fore I know they turn...to you.
The light escapes my every grip,
she shines and dims to show she can,
but when I tire an' you invade my mind...
the light! comes back to see you shine.
With you walks light; the flaky muse,
she thinks my mind should be abused...
by love; that lie romantists coin
for lust that tempts as evil toils.
My mind is mine, and mine alone,
my thoughts of you are freedom's will;
not for once may you think else'
or risk the light for dark, I will.
For you, the light will never win,
against the ice that has me cold;
immune to life's truths an' pains
that often root from love not gained.
A disease--! from which we all could die,
a serpent's spell that lulls the child;
until it ends and in its hold:
we choke; swallowed by love's strong hold.
Ver's still here.Chosen a path of self-righteousness, no one can hurt me; I'm too quick to quess. Strangers hear my nightly ululation and reason: it must be due to the lonely season. She must feel desolate without pack or kin, after all she's merely an omega with no path to cling. She must regret her decision for isolation, pray that it isn't too late to learn humility and defer--shall we accept her if she does? Let her swallow her pride first.
They don't know why I choose to perambulate, why I ignore posits to obeisance. I am not dogmatic by nature, this mask from birth exists to deceive, who I am from everyone but me. Until the day my legs grow weak, my claws warn of their erosion; and before me appears the bridge of crossing. Or the day nature seizes to guide me and a wholeness can be reached; for there my soul will await me and together we'll live for an eternity.
Neopets: Adopt a Painted Pet?Well, as mentioned before I'm currently doing requests for TNO (The Neopian Orphanage) so that means that I'm also fostering pound pets and looking for new owners! So I wondered if all you neopets players would be interested in any of my current fosters x3
I have up for adoption:
~ Sizilenko the Fire Aisha
~ TigerLithe the Orange Kougra
~ Grundanter the Split Grundo
~ xxMakuganuxx the Maraquan Mynci (+ petpet Khonsu)
~ Skifano the Tyrannian Skeith
~ Stryed the Orange Gelert
~ x_Ruoki_x the Fire Kau
~ xx_Fluffyzara_xx the Mutant Korbat
~ kkk72neo the Tyrannian Elephante
~ Lrose the Robot Grundo
~ Infonat the Robot Grundo
If you're interested, send me a note! xD
Comish!I fear school. I fear those essays I have _not_ written and most of all I fear returning to school with this guilty conscience.
So what did I do about this all? I started a mini-shop on Gaia online! >D
Hence why there will be a lot of headshots, pencil drawings and sketches.
...And that is all.
Wish me luck @.@
Wow, it's been a while...Well, I haven't really been drawing much; I managed to upload a few scraps but then I remembered that I actually have more of them scattered between school notes and such. I have some chibi drawings that I want to color at some point (human, this time o_o) and I actually do have some 'real' sketches that I did for art class, but I can't be bothered to scan them xP
I'll be needing a new ID pic and a submission for a Kyo Fanart contest (FB) for this LJ community I'm in. ^^'
...Come to think of it, there are a lot of characters I want to draw. I'm finally giving up on my illusions and sketching my characters on paper. I'm tired of knowing characters in my head and not seeing their face. I realized while drawing Naka that if I don't sit down and draw draft after draft I'll never draw him. Only be practicing and drawing more can I find the perfect 'look' for him. xD
I'll be out of the country for a month or so starting next week, but before that I'll try to scan some of those old sketches.
tokotas, uploaded and genos (urgent)My mother having hige money troubles, I really woyld like to help her !
I HAVE NO PRICES SET, it's up to you to propose me, I'll not reply to any commnt asking me how many I want!
Rubia 22113 by TotemSpiritSky dancer 21286 by TotemSpirit
Faye 7322 by TotemSpiritCandy Cake 22719 by TotemSpiritMilky way 22279 by TotemSpiritMellivora 22965 by TotemSpirit
Diamond 3737 by TotemSpiritTempestade 13646 by TotemSpiritInnik 14168 by TotemSpiritMango 21472 by TotemSpirit
Jc 12832 by TotemSpiritKelso 11229 by TotemSpiritFire blast 14579 by TotemSpiritMenuet 15898 by TotemSpirit
Cimetiere 15206 by TotemSpiritHemi 2029 by TotemSpiritGoupil 7653 by TotemSpiritEverglades 6724 by TotemSpirit
Koi 7060 by TotemSpiritArya 10779 by TotemSpiritMuffin 14023 by TotemSpirit
the genos here
Watchers-only Free Art Raffle (Aug-Sept 2018)NOW CLOSED. I'M YET COUNTING THE TICKETS BECAUSE OF COMPUTER ISSUES. A VIDEO WILL BE UPLOADED SOON WITH THE NUMBERS PICKED.
BIG EDIT: NOW WE'LL HAVE EXTRA NUMBERS PICKED! THREE DIFERENT WATCHERS WILL RECEIVE THE SAME TYPE OF ART!
Hello guys, hope you all aren't upset I got away, I was at college. Let's get back in track! If you are one of my watchers and comment this journal, you may earn yourself a totally free sketch art, like these:
The only things you need is:
1. Being a Watcher;
2. Comment this Journal with a real person or character of your preference, references included (1 raffle ticket).
(Optional: How to Get More tickets)
- Share this in a journal and comment the link back (1 extra ticket);
- If you really want it, you may donate 1 point for another raffle ticket (yes, you may buy extra tickets you want for the raffle - limited to 15 extra tickets by points so Isn't too m
Commissions are open
♦ SCHEDULE ♦
I usually have 4 slots per week
Fourth week open (after 27th)
• HOW IT WORKS •
Everything you need to know before you order a commission
1- Commissions works must NOT be used for any commercial use such as t-shirt designs, art sale or on books and comics that are gonna be sold.All these prices are for personal use only. If you need my works for commercial use, please get in touch by my email below and let me know what kind of art do you need and where it's gonna be used so we can talk and negotiate about prices.
2- If for some reason I can not finish your illustration, I will give your money back
Headshot commissions -CLOSED-Comment down below if you're interested for a slot, and include the info of what commission type you want!
Don't note me until I give you a heads-up
This will make it easier for people to see how many spots are left, in case I'm lagging behind on updating the list.
If there are 3 unanswered comments claiming a spot on a list with only 2 spots left, then you can be pretty sure that it's all filled up.
First come first serve!
-Sketch and simple headshots // and semi-/ painted headshots will each have their own list,, because the former is much quicker to do and I usually have the energy to do multiple simple headshots in a row.
Simple headshots 18$
Painted headshots 35$
You can also ask for:
sketched headshots 5$ (no color)
or semi-painted headshots 20$ (rougher,
Wait list [OPEN]INFO
Custom Adopts [open]
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Updates~First of all, thanks everyone for your help ;w;
Thank you for your donations, thanks for sharing the journal, thanks for caring, and for your kind words too...
Last journal was so rushed and poorly worded oh god it's embarrasing when I look back at it- so I'll write updates over it xD
Fortunately, everything went well with the surgery. We had help from our family too and could pay the hospitalization and surgery in time. My dad is now resting and recovering at my sister's house, while mom is taking care of him. Due to our circumstances I will be working to bring some money and also pay the house... pfft I finally feel like an adult xD it sucks... jkjk
It was an exhausting week at the hospital, but finally "I'm back" kind of? I will use a day every week to answer your messages and maybe leave an update. Right now, they're a lot for me to answer right away. Thanks a lot to my commissioners for being SO patient with little me specially you Beelze idk if you're reading but hgng I'm thankfu
Happy 15th Birthday!In April I wrote a post reflecting on my 15 years at DeviantArt, since the project began in April of 2000 and was launched to the public on August 7th. I went back and re-read what I wrote, and wow, speaking of audacious I'm pretty hardcore in this post. I write from my heart sometimes and then I hit post and that's that. So for our official 15th Birthday I wanted to re-share a link to that post:
And then today, I wrote this reflection for you as a toast & thanks for all the llamas:
Happy 15th Birthday DeviantArt! We are evolving, and soon we will be able to share exactly how you can be a part of our transformation, ensuring that the DeviantArt we all love grows stronger in supporting the visual & written arts for 15 more years to come! You will soon see us release many years of effort, repositioning DeviantArt from all we have learned over our 15 years of managing the worlds largest creator community.
Thank you for all of your support over the
Comissions info Paypal and Deviantart DRAWING ON PAPER (WITH OR WITHOUT COLOR).
COLORED DRAWING, (paper or digital):
DETAILED SIMPLE, (digital):
FULL DETAILED, (digital):
NSFW, (paper or digital) :
BADGE, (paper or digital):
#please do not send the money or points, without me saying when. Thank you.
#por favor , no enviar el dinero o puntos, sin yo decir cuando. Gracias.
DRAWING ON PAPER (WITH OR WITHOUT COLOR)./DIBUJO EN PAPEL (CON O SIN COLOR).