it is so different
I am such an outsider
That's me when not with these people
11.23.2000I remember,a few years back,
when life was simple,
and problem free.
I had friends,
and a group,
I had hobbies,
and childlish ways too.
But now I am,
all grown up,
thought not to my full potential.
I have grown,
through these rough years.
But now I've grown
and I dyed my hair too.
I've got longer nails,
and jewelry too.
I gave up school,
and gave up my hobbies.
I gave up home,
as I gave up me.
So look at me now,
what have I got?
But baggy pants, and graffity stuff.
Could it be,
that life has been,
a little too rough on me?
Yes, it's true, I'm not innocent,
I've done what you can think of.
But did I really choose this fate,
or has God been unfair?
I believe that this is it,
there is no more to give.
All I have is a broken heart,
and a mind full of lives.
Goes the time
Each moment faster
Goes my life
Staring, for the
clock to stop
You always say
Don't make me wait
Says the clock
In my heart
In the bosom of my own homeIn the silence of my empty home
Teardrops fall, with no echo
salty flumes were barely shone
and we all move, with no shadow
In the stillness of my own home
There is no presence, but I, alone
the air is chilling, to the bone
and in my bed, I pray for home
In the bosom of my own home
you are missing, from this room
the scent is feint, but your cologne
lingers while you've gone to roam
For in my bosom is my home
and in my home, I alone
sit, and wait, for you to come
home, to me, my only one.
Love's Strong HoldBetween my trips to dreams, to hopes;
and fleeting bouts of blinding light,
I sometimes fail to watch my thoughts
an' 'fore I know they turn...to you.
The light escapes my every grip,
she shines and dims to show she can,
but when I tire an' you invade my mind...
the light! comes back to see you shine.
With you walks light; the flaky muse,
she thinks my mind should be abused...
by love; that lie romantists coin
for lust that tempts as evil toils.
My mind is mine, and mine alone,
my thoughts of you are freedom's will;
not for once may you think else'
or risk the light for dark, I will.
For you, the light will never win,
against the ice that has me cold;
immune to life's truths an' pains
that often root from love not gained.
A disease--! from which we all could die,
a serpent's spell that lulls the child;
until it ends and in its hold:
we choke; swallowed by love's strong hold.
Ver's still here.Chosen a path of self-righteousness, no one can hurt me; I'm too quick to quess. Strangers hear my nightly ululation and reason: it must be due to the lonely season. She must feel desolate without pack or kin, after all she's merely an omega with no path to cling. She must regret her decision for isolation, pray that it isn't too late to learn humility and defer--shall we accept her if she does? Let her swallow her pride first.
They don't know why I choose to perambulate, why I ignore posits to obeisance. I am not dogmatic by nature, this mask from birth exists to deceive, who I am from everyone but me. Until the day my legs grow weak, my claws warn of their erosion; and before me appears the bridge of crossing. Or the day nature seizes to guide me and a wholeness can be reached; for there my soul will await me and together we'll live for an eternity.
Neopets: Adopt a Painted Pet?Well, as mentioned before I'm currently doing requests for TNO (The Neopian Orphanage) so that means that I'm also fostering pound pets and looking for new owners! So I wondered if all you neopets players would be interested in any of my current fosters x3
I have up for adoption:
~ Sizilenko the Fire Aisha
~ TigerLithe the Orange Kougra
~ Grundanter the Split Grundo
~ xxMakuganuxx the Maraquan Mynci (+ petpet Khonsu)
~ Skifano the Tyrannian Skeith
~ Stryed the Orange Gelert
~ x_Ruoki_x the Fire Kau
~ xx_Fluffyzara_xx the Mutant Korbat
~ kkk72neo the Tyrannian Elephante
~ Lrose the Robot Grundo
~ Infonat the Robot Grundo
If you're interested, send me a note! xD
Comish!I fear school. I fear those essays I have _not_ written and most of all I fear returning to school with this guilty conscience.
So what did I do about this all? I started a mini-shop on Gaia online! >D
Hence why there will be a lot of headshots, pencil drawings and sketches.
...And that is all.
Wish me luck @.@
Wow, it's been a while...Well, I haven't really been drawing much; I managed to upload a few scraps but then I remembered that I actually have more of them scattered between school notes and such. I have some chibi drawings that I want to color at some point (human, this time o_o) and I actually do have some 'real' sketches that I did for art class, but I can't be bothered to scan them xP
I'll be needing a new ID pic and a submission for a Kyo Fanart contest (FB) for this LJ community I'm in. ^^'
...Come to think of it, there are a lot of characters I want to draw. I'm finally giving up on my illusions and sketching my characters on paper. I'm tired of knowing characters in my head and not seeing their face. I realized while drawing Naka that if I don't sit down and draw draft after draft I'll never draw him. Only be practicing and drawing more can I find the perfect 'look' for him. xD
I'll be out of the country for a month or so starting next week, but before that I'll try to scan some of those old sketches.
4 Feature 2018Have a great weekend dear friends!
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Another crazy ideaHey everyone!
Y'know, i've been thinking...
Would you be interested in small felt toys of your OC?
Stripes the Raccoon(c) Finik | Angelia the Jaguar(c) Blossom-fur7
I really enjoyed sewing these, so i was wondering maybe i can make some for you :3
Size: 16 cm
Approximate price 30$ or so ( including the cost of sending)
It's just a crazy thought, i haven't decided anything yet, just wanted to hear your opinion.
Paypal Commission [CLOSED]so i want to try using paypal.. this is my first time so sorry if i make mistakes ><
READ THIS FIRST
Please make sure you read everything before commissioning me
I have the right to decline your request if I'm uncomfortable with it
First come first serve
Don't rush me ._. I have school and other things too
Pay after I confirm your commission
I will note/e-mail you your commission on full resolution w/o watermark
R: fontsSome sexy fonts from the font gallery.
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A Thank You Feature!This is a thank you to everyone who sent their Birthday wishes, gifts, points and birthday cakes. I really appreciate the wonderful thoughts. Thank you so much I do hope that I haven't missed anyone. Please let me know if I have.
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Undertale Artists BewareUpdate #5: Not even two weeks after her sorry excuse of an apology, and when asked to make a proper apology responded, "I'm not going to crawl on anyone's knees", blueskelelover/sarcsmercy/sansque is at it again. She once again has reuploaded old, stolen and traced art, including nude and suggestive drawings of her self-insert. In addition to this, she has also made an 18+ group on another social media site of hers, despite she herself being underage.
It is obvious she has not changed her ways and is still up to her same disgusting tricks.
Do not interact with this user. Block and report only.
Update #4: She does admit to some copying and tracing for "learning purposes" but still tries to skirt blame and make excuses, denying the bulk of evidence against her and saying the examples are "several months old", even though there are multiple examples of her still tracing and heavily copying within the past three weeks. She also goes as far
My Deviantart, the least active Social MediaLast Updated - June, 2018
I just thought I'd drop a journal for all the new followers who've stopped by lately. Though deviantart is close to my heart, It's no longer my go to social media page. I don't update regularly at all, only finished illustrations and the occasional time to respond to you guys. But truth is, I update way more frequently on my others, so consider following me there ok?
Just to let you know as well, my webcomic is active and running so be sure to check it out and subscribe there as well. Thanks for everything <3
I hope you enjoy it!
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~I spilled unguents all over the time machine!Just thought I'd take a brief moment to answer a few questions that have come up here and there!
Can I dub one of your comics?
Yes, but please let me know where I can listen to it! I'm always curious to hear how people interpret lines I write! And I'd appreciate a link back to the comic in question of course.
Can I translate one of your comics?
Yes, but please link me to your translation once it's done! I'm really fascinated by this kind of thing and think it's super cool, so I'd love to see it! And again, I'd appreciate a link back to the original comic somewhere too.
Can I repost one of your comics to Tumblr?
Odds are good that I've already posted the comic to my own tumblr! So I'd really prefer it if you just reblogged it from me if at all possible.
If you've done a dub or translation you'd like me to see, you can drop me a link in the comments here, or send me a note or somesuch.
2018 Commissions OPEN Rules:
- please note me with a clear reference of your character, or comment underneath this journal
- I take points and Paypal (USD/EUR)
- you have to send the payment first before I begin
- Please don't rush me!!
- Double price for each +1 character!
What I WILL draw
- Sonic,Anthro, Animals
- Any Gender
- Soft Gore, Nudity
- My Little Pony (with help)
What I will NOT draw
Reminder: 100 = $1.00