I'm sorry it's been an uninspirational year. Perhaps surrounding yourself with some things you find aesthetically pleasing would help? Seeing very cinematic films, dwelling in nature, watching documentaries or shows about the Universe (I've seen some very beautiful ones on Netflix), or even discovering very talented artists on art sites dominated by concept artists? I see things are a bit dry through this piece though, compared to your older works. I'm the type that needs to look back at my old work and see things I'd like to improve on for me to really want to jump up and get things done. I hope any of these suggestions help... or at least give you something to build on. Best of luck in finding a muse. Your talent is exceptional.