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Don't Hesitate
People spend a lot of time pondering what if What if this happened... then could I have? But what if instead of pondering you lived If you used each second doing so you couldn't ponder You couldn't wonder if it would have worked out It would keep you doing anything you wanted And all you thought about was what you want now Instead of doing what we all started We are all fools looking for a door A door out of a planet with everything Gazing at stars without touching our floor We study all and learned nothing
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Job Searching
Keep working you're almost there Reached it now time for new job Hope it's better and more fair Keeps you from feeling a slob First impressions going great Seems everyone's pretty chill Then you work till one day Things start to go down hill Every time you go there now You think of when you're free So don't think about how You've gone in a circle you see
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Living For
Don't let it fade... ever Motivation is hard to find Find someone to help it whoever Once it's yours keep it in mind It's your drive to wake up Let it lead your every step And live to fill it's cup Make it flow from you each breath Always be excited by it Never think about why Because you live for this Once it's gone inside you die
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I Don't Miss you
No I don't remember how you smelled of vanilla and animals No I don't recall how my mind would numb from one kiss I couldn't recollect how excited we'd get before removing clothes And I couldn't say everything about you is all I miss I don't cry or get mad when I think of you I don't joke that I never was in love I'm not broken when I still see you And I'd never pretend you're not really gone Because if I did I'd hide it If I did I'd have to feel numb If I was I'd always cry If I really was in love
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Centipede
What was that? You swear something was moving touching your leg but you're under the blankets of your own bed. You move the blanket aside and look using your phones light. You see nothing. Ignoring it you go back to sleep. It moves again before you can. You swear there must be something. As if the fabric itself was a centipede the size of a snake crawling up your leg stinging slightly as it went but you see nothing still. You get out of bed. Perhaps it's just a muscle spasm or this is a dream, but you don't feel tired and muscle spasms never felt like that. Is it a hallucination? Maybe some night terror because you're feeling creeped out? Wha
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Faded
Every day you care for people. They thank you then feel a little better You're happy you can make a difference Then you see This world doesn't want to be happy We all like the idea of peace but could never stand it The world likes drama. Every emotion matters Every time we live a day we die a day We lose who we are in a crowd Until we all fade... we are together alone
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What to do
I don't know at all Where to go what to do I can't decide with my back to the wall What can I say... Nothing new I'm taking my time deciding Thinking out my choices Stalling the journey of riding Scared of my own voices I don't want anything I want to sit still Never moving or thinking That's my will
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Time
Time doesn't care it goes on It's not fair but it's not wrong It simply moves along always some say times too long some days People question and ponder it Simple lesson that seems to fit Is that although it moves Life goes through it's truths It doesn't hurry or slow Never worried it goes From when you or I began Until we find our end
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Remembered Love
Waiting for change out of time Times we saved changed our mind We loved and fought more then most All we lost we gained defeating foes I will remember all we made Back in November I came to your aid But I was late and couldn't fix it Now in my state I want to forget Forget the love and pain that followed Forget the times and loving sorrow For this is my last farewell Because it hurts that for you I fell
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Reason To Love
I'm in love with you I'm scared that's true but you make me smile You don't put me on trial You don't ask how I feel Or if my love is real but I know you want to and because of that I love you I will never stop loving you I will always tell you too because when I'm scared You honestly cared
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Don't Hesitate
People spend a lot of time pondering what if What if this happened... then could I have? But what if instead of pondering you lived If you used each second doing so you couldn't ponder You couldn't wonder if it would have worked out It would keep you doing anything you wanted And all you thought about was what you want now Instead of doing what we all started We are all fools looking for a door A door out of a planet with everything Gazing at stars without touching our floor We study all and learned nothing
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Job Searching
Keep working you're almost there Reached it now time for new job Hope it's better and more fair Keeps you from feeling a slob First impressions going great Seems everyone's pretty chill Then you work till one day Things start to go down hill Every time you go there now You think of when you're free So don't think about how You've gone in a circle you see
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Living For
Don't let it fade... ever Motivation is hard to find Find someone to help it whoever Once it's yours keep it in mind It's your drive to wake up Let it lead your every step And live to fill it's cup Make it flow from you each breath Always be excited by it Never think about why Because you live for this Once it's gone inside you die
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I Don't Miss you
No I don't remember how you smelled of vanilla and animals No I don't recall how my mind would numb from one kiss I couldn't recollect how excited we'd get before removing clothes And I couldn't say everything about you is all I miss I don't cry or get mad when I think of you I don't joke that I never was in love I'm not broken when I still see you And I'd never pretend you're not really gone Because if I did I'd hide it If I did I'd have to feel numb If I was I'd always cry If I really was in love
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Centipede
What was that? You swear something was moving touching your leg but you're under the blankets of your own bed. You move the blanket aside and look using your phones light. You see nothing. Ignoring it you go back to sleep. It moves again before you can. You swear there must be something. As if the fabric itself was a centipede the size of a snake crawling up your leg stinging slightly as it went but you see nothing still. You get out of bed. Perhaps it's just a muscle spasm or this is a dream, but you don't feel tired and muscle spasms never felt like that. Is it a hallucination? Maybe some night terror because you're feeling creeped out? Wha
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Faded
Every day you care for people. They thank you then feel a little better You're happy you can make a difference Then you see This world doesn't want to be happy We all like the idea of peace but could never stand it The world likes drama. Every emotion matters Every time we live a day we die a day We lose who we are in a crowd Until we all fade... we are together alone
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What to do
I don't know at all Where to go what to do I can't decide with my back to the wall What can I say... Nothing new I'm taking my time deciding Thinking out my choices Stalling the journey of riding Scared of my own voices I don't want anything I want to sit still Never moving or thinking That's my will
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Time
Time doesn't care it goes on It's not fair but it's not wrong It simply moves along always some say times too long some days People question and ponder it Simple lesson that seems to fit Is that although it moves Life goes through it's truths It doesn't hurry or slow Never worried it goes From when you or I began Until we find our end
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Remembered Love
Waiting for change out of time Times we saved changed our mind We loved and fought more then most All we lost we gained defeating foes I will remember all we made Back in November I came to your aid But I was late and couldn't fix it Now in my state I want to forget Forget the love and pain that followed Forget the times and loving sorrow For this is my last farewell Because it hurts that for you I fell
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Reason To Love
I'm in love with you I'm scared that's true but you make me smile You don't put me on trial You don't ask how I feel Or if my love is real but I know you want to and because of that I love you I will never stop loving you I will always tell you too because when I'm scared You honestly cared
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To think
I like to think my words mean something As I watch your smile grow Ensuring that there’s warmth behind it I like to think my actions mean something As I watch how you react Trying to provide you with purity I like to think you want this As I ponder on these thoughts Letting you decide the future
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Just a Thought
You ever wondered what it would be like inside someone's body? If you could move your mind to the body of someone. What would it feel like. Would colors look the same if your eye color was different? Would you feel smarter with more blood rushing to your head or would you feel slower if your blood pumped slower with heavy beats? Would you start acting like that person because their body feels more natural that way? Like would you walk the way they do because their bone structure supports it or would you try walking your way even if it felt awkward? Just a thought because there's all these sayings and moving showing people viewing life from an
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Sorry been a while since I've posted.
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Feeling Insane?
Fading... fading so fast that bit of sanity you held to. You don't understand and never did You feel if you did nothing else would make since. Love and Death seem so similar and breath up your thoughts Fading... you feel the pieces of something you had fall Fall and break leaving nothing Nothing you can look at as Fear tears you And takes you down to look at that last piece You let it smash to feel something You're gone... Nothing... No one... all gone
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Kami-KanagaiHobbyist Digital Artist
Hi! Thank you very much for the fav!
It's greatly appreciated ^^

Please take care of your new Llama friend ;-)
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ktoraxHobbyist Writer
thanks I like the Llama's XD
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Kami-KanagaiHobbyist Digital Artist
Yay! Awesome!;-)
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Thank you for the watch.
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ktoraxHobbyist Writer
Sure thing thanks for reading my stuff
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tsukiko-kiyomidzuHobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch! :D I really appreciate it! :hug:
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ktoraxHobbyist Writer
Sure thing XD