I just wanted to give myself some time to tell you this.
Part of my absence is due to the fact that I’m still under the case of getting my digital pen replacement as the pen I bought two months ago stopped working presumably because of some manufacturing defect on that particular piece since I take GOOD care of my stuff, and never the new pen fell or received any other damage that could cause this malfunction.
HUION began the shipment of this new pen at the very beginning od last month (July) on the hopes to get the pen—as the HUION Team told me— to get it from 20 to 30 days.
The mail service didn’t continue updating since July 8th and last Thursday I contacted them to let them know of this situation.
Right after I send them that email, the following day it began updating. The package is in Mexico, but it is being retained in customs, so I don’t know how much time I need to wait for the package to pass the customs.
But the main reason for my stress is not the pen but in my job.
I was hired to be working as a salesperson and doing Graphic Design. I’ve been doing —what I believe— a salesperson’s do (and yes “believed” because I never actually received any training of that specific area). But I haven’t been part of the second area (Graphic Design) because my boss told me he was going to get me a PC for me to do Digital Design.
He’s been telling that from the first time I joined and I still got nothing.
But is not that. I so much feel I’ve been doing other tasks that aren’t actually the things I’m supposed to do and they are keeping me away from what I’M TRULY SUPPOSED TO DO and is it just a big vicious circle without an end and only getting me to work over my limits and you have no idea how tiresome it has become to me.
I just want to get out there so bad from that job as quickly as I can, but there are enormous projects that I’m taking care of and I just can’t leave that burden to my friends (yes. Two friends from university are working there too) and the other reality is that even if I leave that job, I can’t find any other job that could offer me the same payment.
Weekends are supposed to be days to relax from the job. It hasn’t been that way for me. I’m trying not to think about it but Saturdays and Sundays are such a big mess. I can't feel relaxed. I can't feel happy about it. Doing stuff that I MUST like and love is tiresome for this reason.
Can't sleep well because having to think about all the things I need to get done and needs to be completed
I wanted to get this out of my chest and to let you guys know that I’m in a current delicate situation, and my absence is related to this.