I Noticed I haven't been writing any journal entries..
which is weird since I do like blogging.. > >;
Well there has been a lot on my mind
Lately.. I get this pain in my chest.. A really annoying pain
that I act like I dont know what it is or why its there kind of pain
I hate it.. and it wont go away. I noticed that this starts to occur
when I can't get someone off my mind.. And this person begins to seem so.. perfect in every way
and i can list basically all the things i notice about them that makes them so amazing O-o;
It happens when I realize I've been finding myself admiring someone who doesn't know i exist
I hate the fact that it's called fantasy.. because its a person unreachable to my hands..
Trust me, my arms aren't long enough.. nor is my voice strong enough to reach -o-
And if it were.. what could I possibly say to make you feel the way I do o-o;;
It makes me think somethings wrong with me.. when I think that I dont want anyone else to have this person because I know that they can't love u like I would > <;; ahh... I dont like talking like that.. =m= the fact that I'm even writing about it!! I dont know but I guess I wanted to vent~
I'm also into poetry so sorry if I got so deep into it
But yesh~ i will try to post more in my journal!! oAo bai bai~<33