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In His Arms by kiwihobbit In His Arms :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 3 4 Devon and Drue by kiwihobbit
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Devon and Drue :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 6 7
Birth of Wren by kiwihobbit
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Birth of Wren :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 4 9
Reflections by kiwihobbit
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Reflections :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 6 0
Happy Halloween 2018 by kiwihobbit Happy Halloween 2018 :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 1 0 Carter by kiwihobbit Carter :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 3 0 Rose Tint My World by kiwihobbit Rose Tint My World :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 7 3 Windblown Curls by kiwihobbit Windblown Curls :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 4 0 Ivan (Commission) by kiwihobbit
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Ivan (Commission) :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 8 0
Isilme of the Golden Flower by kiwihobbit Isilme of the Golden Flower :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 9 0 Isilme 2018 by kiwihobbit
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Isilme 2018 :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 9 0
In These Dreams Of Mine by kiwihobbit
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In These Dreams Of Mine :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 7 0
Colt and Toby by kiwihobbit Colt and Toby :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 2 9 Stuck between a rock and a... well... you know by kiwihobbit Stuck between a rock and a... well... you know :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 11 1 Qin by kiwihobbit
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Another Unnamed Hotty by kiwihobbit Another Unnamed Hotty :iconkiwihobbit:kiwihobbit 6 0

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How To Be Normal
(In 15 easy steps!)
1. The first step in becoming a normal, bland, and spineless individual is very simple. Never think. About anything. Ever. If you have a thought, let it go. Let someone else think for you. Thinking is hard. Let someone else do it. Save your little conformist brain cells for something less difficult.
2. Now let's talk about music. You like unique music? Not anymore! You get to listen to the same generic, repetitive sound that everyone else does. You know, that one beat over and over with the words "Yeah", "baby" and "ooh" being repeated. Lucky you!
3. To be normal, you've gotta dress normal. If you're a girl, that means you wear leggings as pants and cut up your t-shirts so they just barely cover your chest. Uggs are a must, for any time of the year, including midsummer. If you're a guy, you wear the hem of your pants on the back of your knees. Overly violent band t-shirts for bands that you only know one song for is highly
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In His Arms
During one scene in the story I'm working on, Devon swoops in to rescue Drue from the clutches of some other young men who he's familiar with, due to their treatment of his ex girlfriend, a trans girl named Angelique. Seeing Drue forced into Angelique's lingerie, he pulls off his own shirt and offers it to Drue, then holds him protectively as they leave the home. Devon then brings Drue to *his* home, where he helps him get cleaned up, dresses him in some of his PJs and gives him his bed to sleep in. After a nightmare, the two end up cuddled in bed all night, and Drue wakes up the next morning still in his arms.

Rendered while I slept this afternoon, touched up when I woke up. Now, back to work on my commission!
Devon and Drue
Devon and Drue are sweethearts, brought together when Drue began suffering the same sort of bullying that drove Devon's ex out of their small town. Drue, being so tiny, absolutely loves how protected he feels when he's in Devon's arms, and Devon loves that Drue trusts him completely, despite some horrible previous experiences with lovers.

Me? I love how cute they look together. 

The characters are from a short story I've been fiddling with when pain's been too bad to sit up at the PC and I haven't felt like watching Netflix, but right now I'm trying to decide if I want it to go into erotica more, or romance more. :lol:
Birth of Wren
Born centuries ago, all he knew until recently was the safety and love of his family and a oneness with nature. Saved from death by love and Sidhe magics, he was transformed into something that should be impossible, a unicorn made mortal. Given the name Wren by his savior and placed in the protection of the Autumn Knight, Rey Devoss, Wren must try to find a place in the world outside the Nevernever.

Been wanting to do a picture like this for a while, capturing Wren. <3
Reflections are deceptively simple. They can show you many things, especially if you're a seer, like Aster, who sometimes gets visions when looking at mirrors and other reflective surfaces. 

Reflections can also be tricky when you're transgender. They can be distressing or uplifting, depending on how you feel about what you see.

As my own body changes, I sometimes find my gaze caught by something new. I've been on estrogen a little over a year and half now, and spironolactone for a year prior to that. I look so different, these days, and I finally don't cringe when I look in the mirror. Part of that is because I've had physical changes, but part of it is because I've done a LOT of mental work to accept and love the person I see in the mirror. And I finally do. Yes, there are things I'd love to change, but I'm finally happy with where my life is heading, in spite of a terrifying and frequently debilitating illness.

I've been wanting to celebrate that happiness for a while, and who better than my constant companion in my transition, Aster?

Aster was my first outlet for me being trans, before I could properly admit it. Played on a roleplaying game way back in 2003, when I was but a wee Kiwihobbit, Aster sprang up on a WoD Changeling game and gave me an outlet. At the time, she was envisioned as a rare, and thus hunted, male Swanmay (think Swan Lake) who was pretty enough to be able to disguise herself as female. Once she found a powerful enough patron, she dropped the disguise and simply lived as a beautiful boy. But it always felt forced, because that was a story other people wanted me to tell.

Back in 2015, Aster got re-envisioned. Still a swanmay, but now firmly identifying as female. At the same time Aster solidified her gender identity, I was doing the same. I'm almost three years into my transition, and I can't believe it.

I have been sick and nearly bed bound for several days, so didn't have the energy to finalize and upload this render until today.

On the downside, I've felt like crap. On the upside, I already had the render set up, and I used my bed rest days to utilize my PC's computing more fully, since this took literally THREE SOLID DAYS to render. 

I've had this render ready to start for at least two weeks, but couldn't spare my PC that long.

I really, really need a better computer... and better healthcare.
Happy Halloween 2018
An image that's been sitting in my head for a while. Eventually I'll likely do a version with black feathers, and a softer expression, but Aster, the transgender daughter of an ancient Faerie known as the Swan Queen, just really wanted to look fierce in her new incarnation. (She did make me lengthen the skirt just a little, though, it was showing too much upper thigh!)


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Digital Artist, D&D Nerd, Trans Girl
I haven't updated my journal in a while. I just took my pain medication so thinking is even harder atm.

The last seven months have been very hard, above and beyond the last two years.

I've moved, and can no longer work due to abdominal issues that cause severe pain, as well as chronic fatigue and pain and memory problems.

I'm safe but my art is the only thing keeping me sane and I have no income. 

Not happy times.

Going to go stretch out on the air mattress in the living room for a bit, see if the softer surface is better than my bed.

I hope everyone else is doing well.


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LukaSkullard Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the Watch! :aww: I am grateful for your kind support!
MissSexyRoller69 Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
i am in boys heaven
kiwihobbit Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks XD
Lavenora Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav I am a dummy! 
theitaliansoda Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch!! :hug:
jpbijos Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav! +fav 
zkfanart Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2016
Happy B-Day! :iconcakeplz::hug:
zkfanart Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014
Happy B-Day! :iconcakeplz::hug:
kiwihobbit Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Belated thanks. :)
zkfanart Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015
No problem! Welcome! =D
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