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My Scars by KittySib, literature

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My Scars

In many ways, the only proof of my past, of my survival, of my continuing efforts to deal with this existence, the only proof that I am stronger than I may think, and that there might possibly be hope for a tomorrow are all written on my skin. I have no shame for my scars. Yes, I put many of them there. They are the only history I kept.They are my armour and my proof. They may not be appealing or pretty to look upon to the average person, but to me they are priceless testaments to a strong will and a fierce inner will. Ask a "normal person" to purposefully carve a scar into their flesh. See if they get past the first few layers of skin. It takes enormous willpower doesn't it? You'd need an incredibly strong reason to want to do it. A pain, either physical, mental, or emotional, so strong it would override your natural aversion to inflicting pain upon yourself. Think about that the next time you see someone like me, Think about how much pain they must have been in, might STILL be in, to

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Child Of Wrath by KittySib, literature

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Child Of Wrath

SHE is growing stronger, the One who's rage I fear. She takes my stress as weakness, and strives to break free. All the little hurts, all the little wrongs, they feed her and I fear She will break free before too long. The Child of Wrath cannot be free. I must find a way to hold her in. But how can I defeat her? Must I add more scars unto my skin? It makes me ill to feel the anger that I hold. I kind of wish I was Her, and didn't have to worry about what is wrong or what is right. I could lash out as I wanted, and take by right of might. It wouldn't matter who was in my way, if I didn't mind such things, and I could glory in the chaos a...

Raging Inferno by KittySib, literature

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Raging Inferno

After you froze me out, after you broke every promise you ever made me, after you hurt me time and time again, You threw me away. You revealed that everything you’d given: love, acceptance, need, desire, hope, a future, the freedom to exist - It was all a lie, a deception, a scam. I never should have trusted you, let you in . I shouldn’t have let you see me, or given of everything I was. I should never ever have chosen a name from yours. None of what I thought I had was actually given, only the illusion of it. You cried when you let me go, and I didn’t understand how badly you’d hurt me- until time had passed. Until the Child of Wra...

Observation by KittySib, literature

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Observation

After looking back I realized something important. When we met, we were both drowning in the Dark. For a brief time after finding each other we had beautiful, brilliant, happiness. But the Darkness was still there, lurking. Waiting for a chance to return and consume us. We both face the Dark in our own ways. I don't want to lose you, don't want to be the cause of your pain. I am determined to face the Dark, to face my despair and sorrow. Mental illness is just a fact of life. One that sucks hardcore- but still something we have to deal with. If I can be there for you, if there's any way I can help you, I hope you'll tell me. I hope you'll ...

Impassioned Ghost by KittySib, literature

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Impassioned Ghost

It's ironic that after all the times you promised to find me, you're the one who Disappeared. It's crossed my mind that your apathy and numbness are just another form of depression and pain. I don't know what I can do. I have no confidence that I can save you. All I can really offer is to be there. The ghost by your side, offering you my heart and all I am. Even if you don't feel anything right now, can't care about what you used to, I still love you. I'm not giving up on you. The Darkness doesn't get to keep you. I don't know if I can shine bright enough to help, but you aren't going to have to face this alone. I care, and I'm here for you.

Hesitant But Hopeful by KittySib, literature

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Hesitant But Hopeful

My heart is in my throat, fear is full on dread, and I can't help the whispers of the Voices in my head. They say that you'll walk away, that you don't love or need me anymore. If you will stay with me, and offer your support, if you'll love and cherish me, even though my mental health is poor- I promise you I'll stay. I won't run away, I won't go looking for the door. I'll try to alway put you first, to protect and shield your heart. I can't help my worry, the anxiety and fear. But even though I'm not doing great, I'm still here. I don't know if you realize that you give me so much strength, that you give me reasons to stay and hope for a...

Am I wrong? by KittySib, literature

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Am I wrong?

They say I'm crazy, but they have no idea how right they are. Everything I touch breaks. Everything I love is taken from me. They think I'm dangerous, but they don't know, they don't know. My ideas are the most dangerous thing I own. My greatest weakness, my most powerful enemy is myself. The Voices want me gone. My deepest desire is to disappear. I'm cursed to live, and to not die here. I could change things, destroy status quo, create the chaos of actual progress, love so strongly I'm the only one that shatters. All it could take is one more scar. One more night the blood craving drives the shadows into a frenzy. I long for things I can'...

Darkness Consumes by KittySib, literature

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Darkness Consumes

As I wander the path, Darkness surrounds. Once I had a Light that’s warmth rivaled the sun, now I my Light is paler than a sickly moon covered by clouds, cold and unfeeling. I used to bounce back, my Light and heart undefeated. Now I am seduced by Shadows, spurning the future. All I wanted once was to truly be Loved. Now all I desire is to Die. My heart is gone, locked away in the Darkness, lost to the Shadows and tears. She who once was has been Destroyed, whittled away piece by crumbling, shattered piece. Echoes of what could have been, pools of blood fueled by tears, and slender scars that show the encroaching Despair are all that remai...

Light by KittySib, literature

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About KittySib

Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Aug 20, 1985
United States
Deviant for 14 years
blanketkitten.etsy.com
She / Her

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Writing is my passion. I also draw some and crochet(a LOT). I now have a shop on etsy to sell the blankets I make.

The shop name is BlanketKitten. Feel free to check it out!

www.etsy.com/shop/BlanketKitte…

I also have a kofi page if you'd like to support me that way!

https://ko-fi.com/kittysib

I want to reach out with my writings and inspire others. Even though it is easy to get lost in the darkness, one can almost always find a light-if you look for one. Some days even I don't look for the light... I struggle with depression, anxiety and diabetes.

Apparently I'm INFP, but aspects of it are a little skewed due to mental illness. I may be a bit strange and unconventional-I am a Kitty Cat Imperialist. (and yes, I'm serious) Anyways, I like making new friends. I try and be a nice person. Sometimes I watch people on DA because they seem really interesting! I hope you find what you are looking for and have a great day!

All shall be accomplished while serving the Kitties, who rule this world, though it is not widely known.

I love to read books, especially Ilona Andrews, David Weber, Anne Bishop, Ali Brandon, Sofie Kelly, Lorna Freeman, Wen Spencer, Shelly Laurenston, Seanan McGuire and Bruce Coville.

I'm a HUGE manga and anime fan! Some of my favorites are: Fairy Tail, Chobits, XXXHolic, Library Wars, Vampire Game, Mugen Spiral, and anything by Yuji Iwahara-including but not limited to Cats Paradise and King of Thorn.

My taste in music is varied, But some bands I absolutely adore are: Five Finger Death Punch, Three Days Grace,, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Papa Roach, Shawn Mendes, Disturbed. I also like to listen to a LOT of Nightcore on Youtube.

I have blue hair, which I found to be a very important life choice in order to help with my depression.

I post a fairly wide collection of art types. Poetry, song, stories and chapters, cat pics, blanket pics, drawings and digital art (mostly DAmuro), and the occasional random other things. Being creative is something I cherish a lot, and one of the things I can't handle being cut off from. It's an important part of me, and I hope you'll appreciate it too!

If you'd like to chat about books, anime, or anything else, feel free to note me! I'm not usually a monster (Pandemic has made me less social, so it may take me a while to get to notes and comments, and I may not be as much fun to talk to)

Favourite Visual Artist

I just like pretty things :)

Favourite Movies

Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog, Treasure Planet, How to Train Your Dragon 1 and 2, Puss in Boots, the Underworld series, Mulan, The Road to El Dorado, Anastasia, Big Hero 6, Frozen, DeadPool 1 & 2, Zootopia, Your Name

Favourite TV Shows

Sgt. Frog, Library Wars, Chobits, Wallflower, Noragami, Fairy Tail, Sekirei, Heaven's Lost Property, Gokusen, Natsume's Book of Friends

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Blind Guardian, Five Finger Death Punch, Linkin Park, I Am Ghost, the Aquabats, Night Wish, 2Cellos, Piano Guys, Stone Sour, Three Days Grace and a lot of Nightcore

Favourite Books

fantasy, sci-fi, fiction, romance:The Others(Anne Bishop)the Borderland Novels(Lorna Freeman)-Manga also: Vampire Game, Library Wars, Mugen Spiral, Until Death Do Us Part, Undertaker Riddle, Fairy Tail, Merman In My Tub

Favourite Writers

Ilona Andrews, Sofie Kelly, Shelly Laurenston, Seanan McGuire, Wen Spencer, Bruce Coville, Anne Bishop, Lorna Freeman

Favourite Games

Tic Tac Toe, Checkers , Hangman, Cookie Clicker, Munchkin, Mancala, Killer Bunnies, Qwirkle, Viridi, Guitar Hero, Apples to Apples, Ovipets, Animal Crossing

Favourite Gaming Platform

table games, card games, computer, dice games, X-Box (Guitar Hero), Nintendo Switch (Animal Crossing)

Tools of the Trade

computer, pencil, paper, eraser, yarn, crochet hook, sewing scissors, Imagination, music. affection from my cat :D

Other Interests

Time Travel, reading (books, manga, web comics, occasional web novel) writing, watching anime, crocheting, drawing/coloring, CATS, tigers, mer-people, anthros, fantasy, music, food (recently became diabetic), dragons and magic (in fantasy settings)

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Jan 2, 2025

BlanketKitten has sales monthly! https://blanketkitten.etsy.com

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36 mins ago

Sophia is not doing well the past couple weeks. She went to the vet 2 times last week, and I'm going to try and take her tomorrow if they have any openings. I'm so stressed about her health and the cost of multiple vet visits. If anyone is interested in contributing financially, please consider buying a blanket from my Etsy shop BlanketKitten. If you can't or don't want to, that's cool. I could really use the help though. Sorry for not having more fun content lately. [EMOTE]