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Imagination is Life
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The dread of socializing brought on by guilt,
the horror as things unravel from the moment you walk in the door.
Wanting to flee,
stomach in knots,
scrambling for any reason to leave that wouldn't offend.
Counting every second in terror,
hoping they will let you go.
Trying to casually run away as soon as possible,
and breathing a sigh of relief as you finally escape.
Scrubbing every inch of yourself afterwards,
trying to remove the feeling of contamination and stress from the experience.
The need to blow everything away with music,
to rage at the entire experience,
and swearing to say no next time,
no matter how guilty they make you feel.
Knowing you may end up in the same situation again,
for the exact same reasons as before.
Wondering if you're evil,
because you want nothing to do with them...
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Sleep Is Great! by KittySib Sleep Is Great! :iconkittysib:KittySib 15 17 Baby Dino Among The Flowers by KittySib Baby Dino Among The Flowers :iconkittysib:KittySib 8 5
Epic Disconnect
Who is She?
The one They locked away?
Why does She keen in such a heart wrenching manner?
I can't hear her words,
I can't heal her wounds.
All I can do is lean towards the Darkness,
try to catch glimpses of a past I'll never retain.
From the intensity of emotion that bleeds through,
She tells me we are Empty,
Hollow in ways we weren't before.
I've tried to reach the places She used to dwell,
but She is on the inside amongst the Lost,
and I am locked outside.
I am Her,
She is me,
and yet Everyone has been locked out.
All Her secrets,
all Her words,
EVERYTHING dwells outside as a type of armor.
She-and the Shattered Selves-
Our past-and our heart-
They are all so fragile,
unable to trust,
unable to connect.
We are so damaged,
so wounded,
so estranged,
it's almost like We are seperate people.
I function in the outside world (sort of)-
and she mourns and hides in the Shadows,
protected from everything and everyone.
Part of my current self wonders if this is ok,
if maybe We should try and r
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Toes by KittySib Toes :iconkittysib:KittySib 15 4 Gift by KittySib Gift :iconkittysib:KittySib 6 4
Honesty-Not the Best Policy?
    The room was full of stuck up , prying, self important people. The young woman tried to reign in her temper as the reporter zeroed in on her, like a shark smelling blood in the water.
    "Oh come on! Everybody has something to hide. Secrets in the attic-skeletons in their closet." He said with a smirk.
    "I don't have any skeletons in my closet." She told him earnestly. "All my dead bodies are buried in my exe's back yard..."
    The sudden, horrified silence was deafening, and the young woman's eye widened in dismay as she realized what she'd just said.
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Desire To Disappear
    The longer I linger on the edge of sadness, the more tempted I am to disappear. Despite all the people in my life, I have doubts that anyone would notice or care. Reality, people, relationships- all these things are overrated. If I left just the smallest spark behind, put my body on autopilot, I could leave, and none could follow. Not that anyone would care enough to try. I keep attempting to assimilate in this world, but the harder I try, the less I want to. I miss the freedom of cutting ties with reality, I miss the hope I had, the love I felt, the people I knew. This world has very little I want, and my soul cries to be elsewhere. I am older now-less trusting, less hopeful, less open. The magic of possibilities is harder to access. I do not know if I am still capable of separating myself from this place. Fear, as much as anything has tied me to a wasteland of despair. I once was sure of what I wanted, needed. Now, I tread with uncertainty, lost and confused. What
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Tell Me Everything by KittySib Tell Me Everything :iconkittysib:KittySib 29 10 Neon Summer Throw by KittySib Neon Summer Throw :iconkittysib:KittySib 16 4 Colorful Hazy Day by KittySib Colorful Hazy Day :iconkittysib:KittySib 12 2 Looking Up by KittySib Looking Up :iconkittysib:KittySib 22 14
Shadowed Soulmate
Scars and Shadows, silenced screams-
It seems I'm bound to you.
Threads stronger than steel,
and yet more fragile than the gossamer of a spider's web-
You are, and yet are not.
I love you but do not know you.
Long have I sough for you-
Through Darkness and Shadow,
thundering Silence and deafening Despair.
Broken over and over in this constant search,
I Realized something:
As much as I need/hope/desire your existence,
I don't think I could actually live with actual contact or knowledge of your Reality/existence.
As long as you are an abstract, an idea,
as long as your existence cannot reach to touch or hurt me,
then that will be enough.
Will have to be enough.
All of those with ties to me can be locked out,
and I no longer let anyone in.
Yet You-
with your ties to scars and shadows-
as a memory yet to be or possibly one that has been long locked away-
You dwell amongst the silent, shattered pieces of me:
A Dream I cannot have or accept,
More Real and yet less tan
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Sleepy Sweetie by KittySib Sleepy Sweetie :iconkittysib:KittySib 23 8
Money? Ha!
With grasping claws and greedy fangs,
Life's Expenses sink their teeth into my meager bank account.
Always so hungry to take away what little that I have,
I try to save, and budget,
but the beast takes and takes,
constantly leaving me with less-
and sometimes less than nothing.
How to defeat such a merciless foe?
Surely it is beyond my means.
All I can do is fight and try,
though failure's all I see.
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Unexpected and Unwelcome
Sometimes I hate dreaming.
It digs up memories I've locked away,
people I've loved and had to let go,
and leaves me longing for things that never were-
and will never be.
Remembering a lost love,
waking up longing for that sense of connection,
and grieving their loss all over again...
I wish the past that was locked away would stay that way.
I so do not need to wake hurting and lost...
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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
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profile pic was created by :icongattoshou: They do amazing commissions like mine!

My icon was created by :iconackeren-art: They also do amazing commissions like mine!

Writing is my passion. I also draw some and crochet(a LOT). I now have a shop on etsy to sell the blankets I make.
The shop name is BlanketKitten. Feel free to check it out!…
Cat blob by photosoph
I want to reach out with my writings and inspire others. Even though it is easy to get lost in the darkness, one can almost always find a light-if you look for one. Some days even I don't look for the light...
Apparently I'm INFP, but aspects of it are a little skewed due to mental illness. I may be a bit strange and unconventional-I am a Kitty Cat Imperialist. (and yes, I'm serious) Anyways, I like making new friends. I try and be a nice person. Sometimes I watch people on DA because they seem really interesting! I hope you find what you are looking for and have a great day!
All shall be accomplished while serving the Kitties, who rule this world, though it is not widely known.

I have a novel in progress with my writing partner :icondevontomatocat: You can find all of it in my gallery in it's folder: Slipping Between Dreams. Feedback is always welcome!:D

I also have an account :iconamnesiarose: I don't currently post stuff there, but I can't bear to delete it...

In regards to online dating... 

11 deviants said Bad Idea?
8 deviants said Good idea?
8 deviants said Advice? (comment please!)
Been over a week since my last journal, so I guess it's time for an update. We got our first snow today D: Usually it doesn't snow till around Halloween or later, so it's quite early this year. I'm not exactly happy about that. I was hoping for more of a fall than we got...
Umm... As you might have guessed from my recent poll I decided to try online dating. Not really sure if anything will come of it. I have kind of high standards. (Like no smoking, drugs, dogs, kids or drinking and driving) Plus I want to find someone who enjoys books and anime and likes cats. 
My box spring died and was taken away last week. Having my bed on the floor is both weird, and frustrating. Since I'm not getting a new box spring I have no idea how long it'll be like this. :shrug:
Sophia is as sweet and cute as ever. She loves her mice so much:heart: It can be kind of rough when she cries in the morning because I'm sleeping and she's lonely. Sometimes I need more sleep, but usually she gets her way.
I miss my sisters. They work all the time, and the last few times I've seen my parents, they came to see me so no sisters.
I have almost all my Christmas shopping done-just one last gift, and I can't get it til it's time to actually send it (Amazon is like that). I am hard core thinking of sending Christmas cards this year, which I've never done before (Yes, I know it's not even Halloween).
I am working on a Halloween themed commission, and it's slow going because I hurt my hand a little clipping fake flowers off of their bunches. (I seriously need to invest in some wire cutters :(  ) I should be able to do more in the next couple days though. I am pretty sure it's going to be amazing when it's finished. :D
I have been invited to dinner with my roomie to another chick's place tonight, and accepted. She seems to think I'm awesome, which makes me feel guilty for being overwhelmed by her and not wanting to hang out. (she has a dog) I'm not really sure if that makes me a bad person, or if it's a sign I should avoid humans like the plague. 0.0


Because we can all use some cute in our lives:
Before we had the Bongo Cat official full version song, there was this adorable animation:heart:
Huge price markdowns in my Etsy Shop BlanketKitten!!…
Please check it out!!! :D
Check out my friend's gofundme. She has a lot of medical issues and needs more help than she's getting…


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James-Is-James Featured By Owner 18 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
We eat llama for dinner tonight!
KittySib Featured By Owner 18 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh my 0.0
Kommandant4298 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the Llama mate!
KittySib Featured By Owner 21 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You are welcome!:D
blackstarlight17 Featured By Owner 1 day ago   Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave and llama :aww:
KittySib Featured By Owner 21 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!:D
blackstarlight17 Featured By Owner 13 hours ago   Digital Artist
lighthousesociety Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the llama.  Blessings be. -Kirsten
KittySib Featured By Owner 21 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!:D
TRAVELLINGTHEC0SM0S Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the llama now heres yours!
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