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Great, Heavy Door

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Great, Heavy Door

Great, Heavy Door Inside, there's nothing Silent, cold, empty … Something has died within me. A heavy door slammed shut, Sealed off, dead bolted and padlocked. You ask me if I love you, I Search for the emotion inside. Instead there's nothing there to find. I've forgotten what it feels like to love you. Forgotten how to know if I do… Am I happy? Am I sad? Is there a difference? Anger, pain, love…absent Not quite vacant, there is something there… Fear is still a resident here. It has a purpose, to prevent my death. With this so called life that i'd accept. My existence filled with regret. How empty is, this safer bet. Oh Gr
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Inside

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Inside

Inside I cried again last night, More tears than I thought I had left. My eyes still hurt now eight hours later. My lips are heavy making an involuntary frown. My face feels like it's forgotten how to smile. I'm tired. Completely tired. So complete…my body, my mind, my heart, my soul. Just tired. My face is tired from crying. My body is tired from lack of sleep. My heart is tired from loneliness. My soul is tired from being away from yours. My heart hurt worse than any pain I've ever felt. Interesting humans are. Emotional anguish manifests as physical pain. The worst kind of pain. Painkillers can't begin to relieve. Even i
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I Love him

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I Love him

I LOVE HIM I Love him! Sunny days, Stormy skies. Blow wind blow… He is here by my side. I Love him No matter how far apart we may be. I Love him. Time makes you forget the pain. You remember only the joys. Distance makes him perfect. I Love him. How much hurt can one heart bear? One million tears fall. I love him. Come with me I'll take away your pain. I'll dry your tears. Make you Happy. I love him. Anniversary…alone, Thanks for the card babe… I love him. I'll comfort you. I'll hold you tight. I'll keep you warm. I…love him. I'll be there for you. With you. Now. I…love him Right?
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Light

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Light

Light so bright I cannot see, A moth to a flame I am drawn to you. Your words Your touch You pull me in. So many other moths… They are drawn to you. Helpless A moth to a flame I am drawn to you Your words Your touch You toy with my heart. Dear flame, my doom. I am drawn to you Helpless Your light so bright… I cannot see.
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Only Me

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Only Me

Only me Soft whispers in my ear. Hands caress the back of my neck, Stroke my hair. Slide to my waist. I'm a fool. Wishing… It was only me. Gentle fingers trace from cheek to lips. Whispered teasing tickles Lips just graze her tender neck… I Smile and greet them as I pass; Fragile hope crushed It's not only me. No true surprise, Just…childish dreams …Die… If and why besiege my mind. Their beauty Their body, Their brains. Perfection. But it's not only them when I'm…only me.
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ME

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ME

Me How hard is it really, To know who I am inside? I try to remember who I used to be. Just a girl, but that girl was me. Eyes are the windows to the soul, Once bright and lively, this pair… Has lost its glow. Where is the spirit that used to laugh? What happened to the FIRE, the flame…the spark? I miss the girl I used to be. Just a girl, but that girl was me. How do we change without noticing? One day wake up… And have that face in the mirror, Once your face, now that of a stranger… I see the girl in the mirror. Just a girl, but who is she? Falling through life; no brakes. Reach out and grasp; Nothing but air. Fight for
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Silent Tears

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Silent Tears

SILENT TEARS Silent tears fall… Under bright blue skies, Sweet laughter, bright eyes… Silent tears fall… Brilliant displays of pearly white… Silent tears fall. Love, happiness, greet the day!… Silent tears fall… Such a happy one…why…? Silent tears fall… Disbelief and shock… Close dear bright eyes… No more silent tears.
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Fire

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Fire

Fire Turn away, Resist the fire… The pull of its warmth So strong, These flames will burn... Incinerate my heart, Scorch my life. Darkness, so cold, Longs for the fire… Wrapped in its warmth, Bathed in its light. These flames will burn… My darling flames, A long way home. Turn away, Resist the fire… Its deceiving warmth So strong, These flames will burn... Sear my dreams, Break my heart. Frozen inside, Craving the fire… Passionate warmth, Rekindle my light. These flames will burn… But my darling flames, So far away home. ...My Strength… ...I resist the fire... How high a price? ...Heart of stone...  ...So
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...Heavy...

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...Heavy...

…Heavy… The air weighs more than I remember. My head hangs low, my shoulders droop, The effort to breathe…overwhelming me. It suffocates…what dreadful irony… To walk. To stand. To move. It obstructs. So I lie there, imprisoned in my skin. I try to break free…at first. But it's everywhere… How can you fight something that envelops you? Shrouds so completely? My struggle…so futile, I just close my eyes… With eyes open, my reality is tinted grey. Colours fade into a monochrome world Of murky air that obscures the light. The shadows are longer now… They're reaching for me. Dark and heavy, my new world closes in… Lying there,
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Inside

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Inside

Inside I cried again last night, More tears than I thought I had left. My eyes still hurt now eight hours later. My lips are heavy making an involuntary frown. My face feels like it's forgotten how to smile. I'm tired. Completely tired. So complete…my body, my mind, my heart, my soul. Just tired. My face is tired from crying. My body is tired from lack of sleep. My heart is tired from loneliness. My soul is tired from being away from yours. My heart hurt worse than any pain I've ever felt. Interesting humans are. Emotional anguish manifests as physical pain. The worst kind of pain. Painkillers can't begin to relieve. Even i
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Spotlight

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Spotlight

Desktop

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  • Deviant for 15 years
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My Bio
Current Residence: Warwick Uni..
Favourite genre of music: seems I'm being labelled as progressive rock...i dunno
Shell of choice: she sells seashells by the sea shore
Skin of choice: My skin is rebelling! make it stop!!!!
Favourite cartoon character: marvin the martian...
Personal Quote: i dunno <- seriously that;s the quote

Favourite Movies
Ice Age, Gattaca, Finding Nemo, A Beautiful Mind, Man on Fire, Crash, Layer Cake, Fight Club...
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Dave Matthews Band,Dream Theatre,Green Day,Joe Satriani,Trans Siberian Orchestra
Favourite Games
strip pictionary hahahahahhaahah
Favourite Gaming Platform
well ya know.. oh nevermind
Tools of the Trade
mouse
Other Interests
Music, sleep and coca cola

MY FAVOURITES ROCK!!!

MY FAVOURITES ROCK!!!

:+fav: MY Favourites will rock your socks...I have impeccable taste! :+fav: If you are a lucky artist and have been faved by me...you're welcome! Undoubtedly you have deserved it and you need not thank me! I don't actually come to my page very often and when I do I notice all of you thanking me! Polite...yes but very unecessary! Especially as I don't usually see the comments until weeks after they've been posted. So I'll just leave a quick note for all those artists who love to say thank you,                 :thanks:"Good Job mate! You're most welcome!!" :worship: Oh yeah! Go check out my favourites! They'll Rock Your Socks!!
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MY FAVS ROCK!

MY FAVS ROCK!

MY FAVS WILL ROCK YOUR SOCKS! GUARANTEED!!! I have impeccable taste *grin
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I'm a hurricane

I'm a hurricane

I can never visit Louisiana, Mississipi or any other affected place .. hmmm... aww well... my father cudda told u it wud have been a monster... :P Do remember to lend a hand in any way u can to all those ppl who have been affected. yours truly Killer Katrina
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