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And now this :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 0 0
And now that part of me is dead
The spark and the fire
By my own design
Through my own machination
To cause no harm
I killed myself
Destroyed the hope and the joy
Handed it on to someone else
Now only I remain
The pain, the anger and the hurt
Is all that remain
All that's left of this person
To be rebuilt
But how
How do you rebuild your heart
When the break is a secret
When the pain must be hidden
How do you become a person
When the heartbreak has no support
When the love was hidden and the pain
Must be quiet
I die
Yet I live
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Her mind by kittyhawlk Her mind :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 0 0 Swamped by feeling by kittyhawlk Swamped by feeling :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 0 0
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Private moments :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 0 0
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The painted picture :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 1 0
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Broken wings :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 0 0
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My old friend :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 2 0
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It's coming :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 1 0
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From a painful place :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 0 0
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the pumpkin man :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 0 0
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Him :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 0 0
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Pain can be elegant :iconkittyhawlk:kittyhawlk 0 0
Reflections of self
This broken shell of mixed emotion
This incomplete relic of a once vital being
Sits remembering what once was
It remembers the days of sunlight
Where its form was desirable and flexible
When its shell was whole
Not riddled with disease and imperfection
This shell remembers those halcyon days
And wishes
That knowing now could have been imparted then
This broken shell of mixed emotion
Sits empty of hope
Silently willing a future to appear
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Ode to my Glass
Ode to my glass
My liquid liquid container
My smooth edged conveyer of hard liqueur and hard feelings
My well fingered stress level controller, lipstick stained and smudged
As you fall from my hands
Your shattered edges cut me
Leaving me bleeding and bereft
Gone is your comforting presence and smooth reassurance
Your pressure on my digits now ghostly
The sent of the departed spirits wafts up from the puddle spilled
All over the ground at my feet
The glittering remains strewn about the terrain
Cut the dark with piercing pain
The up swept motion of the pan lifting the shards
Makes a tone so soft and sweetly pleasant
Depositing you my dispenser of courage
Into the abyss, to be returned in some other form
I gather myself and return to the dispensary of containers
I allow the amber liquid to full my liquid compainion
And once again repose relaxed upon my divan of contemplation.
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South Africa
I am a 30 something person of feminine persuasion that works in the madness of a geological museum as the curator. I have multi hued hair, blue eyes and pale skin. I read to excess, play guildwars, watch sci fi and play with my animals. On the odd ocasion I produce art
Mostly I like looking at what other people have produced in order to fuel my imaginatioon.
It October, again.

In the past four months, I've lost:
  • Two cousins to death
  • Two friends to themselves
  • A dog
  • My patience
  • My need to be around people all the time

This weird feeling of emptiness is rather comforting
I know who I am, I am the same but different
I also know I'm strong enough to do this, every day. 

I've also planted some vegetables. it was fun.
  • Listening to: My mind, the radio
  • Reading: my thoughts, what ever i can lay hands on
  • Watching: my computer
  • Playing: With my hair, ideas
  • Eating: Very little
  • Drinking: I wish


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cwalton73 Featured By Owner May 5, 2017
Thanks for the watch!
Danijel-Knez Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you!
NezuPanda Featured By Owner May 28, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for watching me!! Panda Emoji-07 (Snuggy) [V1] <33
Panda Emoji-27 (Good night) [V2]
kinkajoomotion Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015  Professional Filmographer
Thank you so much for the Watch :hug:
Ozmoze-Land Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2015
thank youuuuu
TheTundraGhost Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thanks so much for watching me! :)
RaphaelMichael Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2014  Student Digital Artist
HIRVIOS Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!Love 

I appreciate it!Clap 
ivana-malec Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
please give a point to a poor artist:…
thank you (:

DarkMechanic Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for watching!
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