So it’s been close to two months since I started the engines on my own personal drama train. I had thought it would be a one and done thing, like ripping a band-aid off. I would get these feelings off my chest and that would be it and I could move on with my life. But I guess that was wishful thinking, and two months later I’m lost and confused where I thought I’d be free and clearheaded. I had thought airing my frustrations would be a way to heal, but in some ways the wound still festers just as bad. My lack of productivity lately is a result of my head not being screwed on straight, and I’m kind of at a impasse on what to do about it. So maybe getting it out in the open and see what others think. Maybe it’s not as big of a deal as I’m making it out to be and it’s all in my head, maybe my thoughts are right and I just need to plant my feet and just start moving forward again, maybe none of it matters and I just need to get over myself. Who knows? Thoughts? Opinions?