If anyone who read my last journals, I did delete them for personal reasons to avoid anymore issues.
First off, everything is alright between my mom and I. And no, my family will not be out on the streets. We talked it out and I don't want to get into anymore details. I'm still going to stay where I'm at until something happens. I don't know what is going to happen but for now I do have a lot on my plate after everything that's affected me this year.
Which is why I am seeking therapy.
I start today and the good thing about it is, with my insurance since I'm on disability, I don't have to pay anything at all. And that's a blessing cause I'm still having money problems on my end cause I really do need a bit to help me get by. But my mom will be working on that along with looking for a new job hopefully.
I have been under a lot of stress not only with my family but with other things as well since I suffer from anxiety every now and then when something's wrong. And I need to get my life in order to help myself if by any means seek a part-time job or volunteer work until then.
Anyhow, this past weekend I did go to ConnectiCon with my boyfriend. Everything was good and saw a few voice celebrities like the voice of Pearl from Steven Universe. And I got my TMNT 2007 DVD signed by the voice of Raphael, Nolan North. He was awesome! And my boyfriend was nice enough to pay to get his autograph for me and bought me a Karamatsu plushie, hehe.
As far as money goes, I did gain enough to put back in my bank which I still have to do, and I cannot touch it until then. It's complicated that I have to leave $100 or more in my bank to avoid bank fees. But they do deduct like a dollar for paper statements each month. That's nothing but as long as I put enough money in there. I mostly just use my PayPal for all my payments.
I'm not sure about reopening for commissions anytime soon but I may reopen for now just for maybe 3 people, just so I can earn a little to get me by. I don't want to pressure myself and I've been doing a lot of other things other than being at the computer screen.
That's it for now. Hope this all goes well when I see the therapist today and later in the future. I've been needing this for a long time anyhow and it's a good start on my end.