KingMonster

So here I am. Another rotation around the sun. It still stings that I can't share it with my father, but I've been managing. Hopefully, with another year, I can not only improve on some old works, but I can show you guys some things that you'll really like. In any case, have a wonderful day and stay good and healthy!

So, been a while since I've last posted. Been through a year or so of dialysis since I've been in the hospital. I'm waiting for the possibility of someone donating a kidney, since both of mine are no good anymore. I've been working on art a little bit more in my free time. Just trying to make sure the little bit of skill that I have doesn't go to full waste. Been talking with my brother and sister a lot more and also, been exercising some more outside rather than staying cooped up in my room, waiting for death. So nothing of too much note to speak of... ...actually, there is one thing. On February 3rd of the year 2026, my dad at the age of 76 passed away...and the house with mom and me felt a little bit emptier. I've come to make my piece with it, but...it still just feels like this hole that's not going to go away. I'm trying to do better, but I really can't say. I guess it's just regrets that I never got to show my dad any true accomplishments I've achieved before he died.

Yeah...sorry guys...I disappear for months at a time, only to come back and report my case of kidney failure. I apologize. Honestly, being in the hospital left me enough time to really think...and I came to a conclusion...I need to be honest with you guys. The main reason, I've been only coming back to this site sporatically, is because I've been spending most of my time on another site, drawing lewd drawings. Mostly monsters eating women, and fat people and...weird, fetishy things...I don't want to say that other username or post a link to that gallery. Deviant Art doesn't like it when you do that, but I just wanted to let that out there and be honest with all of you. Why would I do art like that? Well, I remember starting those type a works year ago. I mostly thought I could make a side name for myself and work in a very niche area. I guess I kept going because, I didn't want to totally half arse it, and...also, so I wouldn't feel like I wasted 4-5 years of my life chasing