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SU-Fellow Amethyst by Kinggigasmon SU-Fellow Amethyst :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 28 10 SU-Yield This, Pink Diamond by Kinggigasmon SU-Yield This, Pink Diamond :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 13 12 Harry and Meghan: Meeting the Queen by Kinggigasmon Harry and Meghan: Meeting the Queen :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 4 3 SU-Peridot Finds Out by Kinggigasmon SU-Peridot Finds Out :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 29 20 SU-Lady of the House by Kinggigasmon SU-Lady of the House :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 7 2 Us774 by Kinggigasmon Us774 :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 7 1 SU-Delayed Iceberg by Kinggigasmon SU-Delayed Iceberg :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 14 2 SU-Fusion Freaky by Kinggigasmon
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SU-Fusion Freaky :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 11 10
SU-Worst Kindergarten by Kinggigasmon SU-Worst Kindergarten :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 9 7 Canada Agriculture Day by Kinggigasmon Canada Agriculture Day :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 3 5 Scarlet Spider by Kinggigasmon Scarlet Spider :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 3 0 Captain Texas by Kinggigasmon Captain Texas :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 3 0 Sailor Squid is Late by Kinggigasmon Sailor Squid is Late :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 2 2 Obotchaman by Kinggigasmon Obotchaman :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 1 17 Iris and Emmeline En Vogue by Kinggigasmon Iris and Emmeline En Vogue :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 1 7 Zucchini Today, Hot Tamale by Kinggigasmon
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Zucchini Today, Hot Tamale :iconkinggigasmon:Kinggigasmon 2 11

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Witch TG TF by Da-Fuze Witch TG TF :iconda-fuze:Da-Fuze 603 20 Demon Chloe by jollyjack
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Demon Chloe :iconjollyjack:jollyjack 2,300 184
Happy Halloween '14 :MLP: by ss2sonic
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Happy Halloween '14 :MLP: :iconss2sonic:ss2sonic 1,026 268
Happy Halloween '14 by ss2sonic
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Happy Halloween '14 :iconss2sonic:ss2sonic 570 32
Happy Halloween 2014 by vern-argh Happy Halloween 2014 :iconvern-argh:vern-argh 89 10 Another Princess Story - Gulped by Dragon-FangX Another Princess Story - Gulped :icondragon-fangx:Dragon-FangX 51 15 Smooches From a Big Rose by MrPr1993 Smooches From a Big Rose :iconmrpr1993:MrPr1993 164 14 Halloween Snuggles by skunkdude13 Halloween Snuggles :iconskunkdude13:skunkdude13 5 2 Another Princess Story - Stuck by Dragon-FangX Another Princess Story - Stuck :icondragon-fangx:Dragon-FangX 40 6 The look of a powerful woman by brokencreation The look of a powerful woman :iconbrokencreation:brokencreation 166 84 Another Princess Story - Princess Pumpkin Sorceres by Dragon-FangX Another Princess Story - Princess Pumpkin Sorceres :icondragon-fangx:Dragon-FangX 62 6 Cyber Road - Candy Time by Dragon-FangX Cyber Road - Candy Time :icondragon-fangx:Dragon-FangX 43 12 Another Princess Story - Accepting the Pumpkin by Dragon-FangX Another Princess Story - Accepting the Pumpkin :icondragon-fangx:Dragon-FangX 47 9 Vampire Miss V by rongs1234 Vampire Miss V :iconrongs1234:rongs1234 200 13

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I'm not afraid. I like Muslims. And I haven't met many Sikhs but I bet I'd like them, too. We're not all like that. I like to think our...


I love the way you did the dress! The ruffles in the dress are gorgeous, and the way the dress flows as she sits down is beautifully dr...


The design of this is superb, to say the least! The form is like something you'd see in a prehistoric sea creature, but at the same tim...

by Snowify

This is an excellent gift, from what I can tell. As usual, you have created something cute and amazing at once! I think the perspective...

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I'm considering reopening commissions again. I'll think it over. I need to be doing more.
Harry and Meghan: Meeting the Queen
This is what happens from watching old "Seinfeld" episodes when browsing Facebook.

I'm not worried about potentially offending my British friends. From what I've gathered, most if not all of them don't give two shits about the royal family. XD

#royalwedding2018  
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SU-Peridot Finds Out
She'll probably be listening through the bathroom door during the last promo. XD

Steven Universe belongs to Rebecca Sugar and Cartoon Network.
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Kinggigasmon
Pat Maloney
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
I'm an aspiring comic artist, striving to improve one drawing at a time.

Current Residence: Massachusetts, USA
Favourite genre of music: Rock
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The Big Reason For My Summer Depression

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 22, 2016, 10:27 PM
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I feel like it’s time to talk about one of the things that has contributed to my depression this summer. A lot of people who read this won’t really get it, but one person might and it probably won’t change anything.

A while back, I got watched by a person (who for reasons of privacy won’t be named, and because none of this is their fault) who told me that I was a favorite artist of theirs and had inspired them to pursue art seriously. Now, I have to tell you that stroked my ego a great deal. The person in question commented frequently on my deviations and was always very supportive of me in my times of depression or when I wasn’t submitting that much. And the thing was I had never met them. They were a faceless person online. But because of their help for me, I tried to be nurturing and supportive of their art, which really shows promise and creativity.

A few months ago, I was going out of state for a good friend’s wedding, and when I posted a journal about my upcoming trip, the deviant in question casually commented that the place I was going for the wedding was in their home state. I was surprised, thinking, “Wow, small world!” I wrote back asking whereabouts they were in that state, not really thinking anything about it and not seriously thinking I would meet them just to say ‘hi’. I can’t recall after all this time what they wrote back exactly, but it was something along the lines of, “Uh-uh-uh! Bad bad bad! No giving away personal information!” That’s not it exactly, but to the same effect.

It was like a knife right in my chest when they wrote that. The mocking, scolding tone made me feel like a child. It opened up a lot of emotional scars for me, things I don’t really want to get into now. In short, I felt embarrassed, ashamed and guilty. I immediately deleted the journal and retreated into myself, not wanting to acknowledge that person’s existence because I feared being scolded again. This was in the back of my mind the whole time I was in town for the wedding, even though I had a great time.

When I came back, my instinct was to draw a fanart picture for them as a way of atoning for what I did. I got a message from the person saying how much they loved it and how emotional it made them. I ignored the message. I didn’t want their praise. I didn’t want their appreciation. I wanted to atone for my sin and be left alone. I decided, subconsciously, to not respond to their comments on any of my future work. I didn’t want to flat out express my feelings by blocking them, but decided to go the passive aggressive route and snub their comments, no matter how kind. In between their comment in the journal and when I did the fanart, they noted me saying they hoped I wasn’t offended by their refusal to not give away their location and pleasantly, and logically reiterated it.

What really makes this whole thing painful is that it is an overreaction from me, and I know it. They didn’t do ANYTHING wrong, and they didn’t mean for me to be hurt. They had no idea what would go on in my brain, what my emotions would make me do. It was something beyond their knowledge and control, and their response was perfectly reasonable. I KNOW this, and I can’t make myself forgive them. My own mind won’t let me bury the hatchet, swallow my pride and say I’m sorry.

And worse, I think that after a couple of months of snubbing them and replying to everyone else but them has gotten the message across. They haven’t commented on anything, even things they’ve commented a bunch of times on for encouragement. They know I’m a jerk and I’m positive I’ve burned the bridge between us. I’ve tossed aside someone who supported me when I was at my worst for something that wasn’t their fault, and I can’t bring myself to be the bigger man.

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birthdays Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2018
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

On behalf of the birthdays team, I sincerely apologize that your greeting has arrived late this year.

We hope you had an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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On2XSecretProbation Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday buddy! Hope it was a good one!
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Kinggigasmon Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It was, thanks!
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On2XSecretProbation Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Get any good gifts?
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Kinggigasmon Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I got some crocheted hats from my mom. :D
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:iconpartycannonplz: Happy Birthday! Hope you had a fantastic day! Ha ha! =D :iconcakeplz:
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Kinggigasmon Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks, I did! :)
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Happy Birthday! :party: :iconfuncakeplz: :party:

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Kinggigasmon Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks!
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Happy birthday!
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