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The Fall
The Fall
We met and I started falling.
You planted something inside of me
that grew as fast as we got familiar with each other.
Developing feelings nourished it.
It grew
and grew,
and grew,
and struck its roots deeply
into my fearful but expectant heart.
And then,
just as it was about to open its leaves and buds,
you gripped it
and ripped it
o u t.
With all its leaves and roots,
and a part of its nurturing ground.
It left a hole with crumbling edges
and a starving soil and soul.
You left and I...
started falling.
But it was not a fall into,
not a strangely novel but comfortable one.
It was an aching, confusing and scattering fall.
It was a fall with falling
a p a r t.
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Empty inside
There was so much that I wanted to tell you.
I was too concerned with myself to recognise that I would miss you this much.
I always thought you'd like her more than me.
She was nicer. She always behaved.
I was mean. And childish.
I hated you for hitting me.
I hated her for being your favourite.
Then I hardly saw you.
I was too concerned with my own life.
But I didn't recognise that you are a part of that life.
And now I can only say you were.
You are gone.
I only have to think of you and I'm about to cry.
For a short time, my life seemed meaningless.
As I visited you for the last time,
I begged to god that he would take you.
You were hurt and suffering.
You wanted death.
And you got it.
Now I can't decide if I would be happier if you'd still be alive.
You'd be suffering. You'd make me cry even harder.
Probably, you're happier this way. You're with your mother now.
But now, father is suffering from your loss.
More than anyone could ever imagine.
And therefore...I cannot cr
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Swaying by kimyona123 Swaying :iconkimyona123:kimyona123 3 4
The right one
I suffer.
A pain that I can't define.
I'm wretched.
All Alone.
And I know that someone cares…
But sometimes that isn't enough.
Sometimes it's not enough if someone cares.
The right one has to care.
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After all this time...
After all this time…
I suddenly feel love turning into hate.
But it's not hate.
It's envy.
Why not me?
Am I this miserable? This unattractive?
I think, I'm going insane.
Everything's crazy.
And I'm the centre of it.
I can't escape. Escaping would mean to open my mouth.
To say something.
And this I can't do.
I'll never be able to do.
And so my heart get's slowly eaten by these feelings I hate.
Feelings, I shouldn't be capable of experiencing…
Slowly, everything's turning grey.
Black and dark.
White and hate.
A part of me is getting lost.
And I can't do anything.
Nothing at all.
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A light
A light
The snowflakes fall from up above,
The sky is dark, the wind is tough.
It is not what should resemble love,
Showing only parts or bluffs.
But in the dark, there shines a light.
It flickers, fights and shivers
Throughout the long, black, cold night,
Surrounded by grey trees and rivers.
There is still hope,
Where it is lying,
Looking for a helping rope,
To prevent it from loneliness and dying.
By searching it finds, what it was looking for,
It finds your friendship, love and maybe more…
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Zombie Belle by kimyona123 Zombie Belle :iconkimyona123:kimyona123 0 5
My beloved best friend
Her brown hair with a tinge of red
reaches nearly her slender shoulders,
while her mahogany eyes look at me
through her square glasses in a pleasant way.
Her roseate lips form a comforting smile,
while her laughter raises bright and gentle
as the wind waves through the leaves of a tree soft and quiet.
Her life's like a feather
spontaneous and hovering into the clouds.
Her love to her childishness is highly visible.
It's ordinary, usual.
Her love to her friends, her love to her sisters and her love to her tales.
But inside, her soul seems desperate.
For a moment, a glance in her eyes tells,
that in an instant, she is about to cry,
for her life isn't what she is looking for.
She may fall to the ground,
unable to move, blind
without a sense of smell.
And she continues falling into a bottomless dark gap.
Even though she's innocent and free like a bird,
able to choose, which way she can go.
Dressed in azure jeans and a violet top,
she jumps at my side,
and takes my left hand
with an amused
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Casual time
Casual Time
Shall I moan, cry into the deep blue sky,
which is hidden behind frightening black clouds?
Or shall I turn to the wide green sea,
where I will not be heard when I shout out loud?
Shall I just take my life, as they took mine,
for such a casual thing as time?
Shall I be crying all the day?
Knowing nothing could ease my pain?
Nothing could light my heart, my bad harm.
For I loved but was not loved
nor shown any warmth.
So shall I moan, bleed with my open chest,
for it was cut and opened by their crave.
By letting them into my feelings as guests,
Hoping that I could save,
such a thing as ordinary as can be.
this small time, with their help, for me.
Now, shall I turn to the wide green sea,
and shout and say just what I feel?
That I was betrayed, betrayed by their love,
disguised as friendship, truth and hope.
Or shall I moan and cry and weep,
for my life is not and will not be,
over if I wish for it.
Cause time is time, and will be time,
it won't heal wounds or give me ea
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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Current Residence: Someplace in Austria
Favourite genre of music: depends on the song
Operating System: Windows, my brain...? and a sheet of paper
Personal Quote: Reading makes life more bearable. Music too.



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CristianoReina Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch flying kiss 

if you want, followme also on

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kimyona123 Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :D

I'm not on Facebook, but I'll look into your YT channel, thanks for letting me know about those :3
Irbisty Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for watching me! That means a lot Game Grumps Emote - GRUMP HUG 
kimyona123 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!:heart:  You have an interesting art style and range of motives, which intrigued me :D (Big Grin)
Irbisty Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww Meiko Honma Menma (Excited) [V1] 
KariLiimatainen Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the Star!
kimyona123 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! Your photos are always so amazing! :)
TomBromley Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch :)
kimyona123 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! Keep up the cool work! :D
KariLiimatainen Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
:thanks: for the support ..!! :rose:
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