the definition of deep.
the way you ride.
rules to abide to.
places to go.
people to see.
things that happen.
for the world to see.
people coming from everywhere.
things around me.
i'm not scared.
but i should be,
the legend goes.
i'm not a legend.
that everyone knows.
i'm only 14.
to what the world gave me.
by singing a song.
only a whisper.
i'm left in the dark.
hanging by a whim.
its coming back.
the symptoms dormant,
waiting to attack.
i feel it.
coming through my back.
this cold, hard world.
waiting till your on the ground,
so it can kick you
you bite the dust
with a feeling so cold.
its overcoming you.
you have no one to hold.
its growing black.
everything getting dim.
you are fighting something.
that you are not meant to win.
can you overcome fate.
can you fight through the tears.
you are holding on to nothing,
but your own fears.
chained like a prisioner.
looking for the key,
that unlocks the door.
to your destinity.
how can one little thing
How I Think of You
I love the way you look at me,
the way your eyes shine through.
Imagining what can never be,
meaning me and you.
Your smile shows your character and how you make me feel.
Everytime you look my way,
I think "Can you be real?"
I enjoy having you around,
although Im not your style.
Yet every word you speak to me,
makes it all worth while.
You think you know me through and through,
but suprisingly you don't.
I want to tell you everything,
but my heart says "I wont."
Im afraid to tell you who I am,
because of what you'll say.
Cause once you know, I have a feeling,
this will never go away.
Although in this po
What is this mind racing, heart pacing thing called love?
Is is why we are alive?
What we are put on this Earth to do?
Is the reason for our existence to fall in love and have kids?
So they to can grow up and do the same thing?
So what is this mind racing, heart pacing thing called love?
an abstaract noun,
of so much meaning and life that only God can know,
I know he said to be fruitful, but is that why we are here?
Our are we hear to make a difference in this world?
A world full of hate, shame, envy, and lust.
Our we hear to fix it according to what he wants?
What his standards are?
What is this mind racing, heart pa
so many of them,
so much you can do with them, you can make a life, or end one,
birth and death, you can cause hurt and pain,
make someone's life miserable,
or you can make them a star,
so why do we take these little things for granted,
when their are infinite possibilites to just one of them,
all the things you can do with one word,
they are so strong,
the root of all evil,
the reason of your existence,
you can become an angel in someones eyes using them,
or you can become a coldhearted divil with a sharpened pitchforck ready to strike someone's heart from their very chest,
end their very existence,
Four letters the most dangerous word of all,
it can make you, or it will break you,
so many people grieve by this word,
but so many rejoice to it,
for it has become their idol, their passion,
and their dream,
they pursue it only to be crushed by it,
their hearts shattered like an old glass hitting the ground,
falling and breaking into a million pieces, shattered,
they have to collect each peice, start over,
and hope for the best, some find it,
some get crushed by it,
and others give up.
They have caught me,
right in my tracks,
found me and betrayed me,
they yell and say mean things,
I act like I don't care,
but I do,
I hate them,
they used to love me but
thats all gone not and im left with nothing,
a mere whisper in the circle of life,
I am the true bad guy though,
the one that lied to them,
don't be decieved by my stupid excuse to write,
for I am the bad guy,
I should be the one that dies,
stupid blonde with a heart of lead and a conscience of empty voices.
Should I ...
Make one of those chapter sequel things like Chii's (execpt with a whole different concept)
cause i want to really bad.
would i be coping her chapter idea thingy??
i want to but i dont know if i can!!
1:: Look at me with my pretty bracelet and tiara, im a fuckin' princess! -Gerad Way
2::It takes me a while to tell stories. I think it's because I was drunk for three years -Gerad Way
3::Craziest thing that ever happened to me was being attacked by a black bird. It pecked the shit out of my head. We were at this hotel called The Phoenix in San Francisco. We were leaving to go to a show the next morning and the bird just fuckin' attacked my head. And the next day Slipknot were there, they were coming in as we were leaving, and they got attacked by birds too. - My Chemical Romance
4::Art is the invention of the heart. - Kim Cramer