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Terms and Conditions :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 22 20
Frank and his possible dog obsession by KilljoyAtHeart Frank and his possible dog obsession :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 17 4
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Little Prince: 5/5 :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 15 18
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Little Prince: 4/5 :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 10 10
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Little Prince: 3/5 :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 14 7
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For Better or For Worse: 2/2 :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 8 10
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Little Prince: 2/5 :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 12 16
For Better or For Worse: 1/2
       Gerard was so totally and absolutely not pining for the new English teacher. Mikey was such a liar. Gerard told him that, too, and only received a snarky comment in reply. God, little brothers were so dumb.
       But yeah, okay, he was totally and absolutely pining for the new English teacher, Mr. Iero, and it was a disaster. The guy was so out of his league, for starters – all charm and smiles and big green eyes – and just when Gerard didn’t think he could fall for the guy any more, he saw him in the teacher’s lounge with the sleeves of his white button down rolled up…and his arms were covered with tattoos. Gerard was pretty sure he couldn’t even count them if he tried. Not that he had tried. Multiple times.
       Anyway, Gerard knew as soon as “Mr. Frank Iero” walked into the impromptu staff meeting with a nervous grin and a pencil stuck behind his ear th
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Little Prince: 1/5
       Once upon a time, there was a large and lovely kingdom by the sea called Roe, where a wise king ruled with a beautiful queen. He had nine sons, each very handsome and gifted in his own way, and the eldest was the finest heir a kingdom could ever wish for. The people in the nearby villages worked hard, but they were happy, and the people of the court lived in splendor without working very much at all. To the east, there was a vast forest, and it was said that creatures of magic lived there. So it was called the Enchanted Forest. But to the west, there was a place that everyone feared, where all the dark things lived. It was called the Barrens, and nothing grew there except for the tall, dark evergreens that clung to the craggy gray peaks that rose up from the dead land like broken teeth. The people who lived there were as dead inside as the land was, and their hearts were hard, empty shells that felt nothing for anyone or anything.
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Kiss the Cook by KilljoyAtHeart Kiss the Cook :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 16 18
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Liberator -Frerard- :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 13 22
MerFrerard by KilljoyAtHeart MerFrerard :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 9 15
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Loving in Lace :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 29 23
Love Can Change Us
I’m not really sure how it happened, or when, or why, but the world ended.
Sorry, that makes it sound worse than it really is. I suppose the world didn’t end, not exactly – humanity just ended, for the most part. There was a virus, and it turned over half the world’s population into what the only humans still living call zombies. I am a zombie. My brother is a zombie. My best friend is a zombie. I’m not sure where my parents are, but they’re probably zombies too. Either that or they’re dead. That might seem sad, but it’s just how the world works these days.
We zombies wander around wherever we want, as long as we stay outside of the Wall. The Wall was built by humans when all of this first started, and they hide in the city behind it so that we won’t eat them. Not all of them managed to get behind the Wall though, and there are plenty left in the suburbs and outer city limits for us to eat. Sometimes I wonder how long that’ll
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Memento Mori: 6 (FINAL) :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 9 20
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Memento Mori: 5 :iconkilljoyatheart:KilljoyAtHeart 9 28
Proceed at your own risk... :stare:


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:bulletblue: I'm a freshman in high school.
:bulletblack: I'm straight.
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Journal Entry: Fri Mar 20, 2015, 11:11 PM

keeper of the frerard demons

yes. it is true, i met frank iero on 3/16/15 and just wow you can go to my tumblr post for more detail and to see the pic i took with him and the art i gave him.

basically, frank is amazing, very sweet and very short :giggle: he also posted part of my drawing on instagram, which is so fantastic i still haven't let it fully sink in.

i hope you guys get the opportunity to meet him too someday!!




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XxBunnyGorexX Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!!! <3
CTenaid Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:w00t:thks for the :+fav:^^
ButtercupRocks99 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015   General Artist
Happy birthdaaaaay!!!
Ikiyou Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy, happy, happiest birthday to you :iconblackheartplz:

Even though it's been a while and I haven't been active on your page as much as I wish lately---I still think of you fondly and hope you are healthy and happy.

I'll catch up on reading some day...
love you man!!!
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nikafargos Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Ilu by nikafargos  
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SandraWinther Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Hi, thanks so much for the watch!^^ I appreciate it Hug 
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jeonqquk Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014
im in love with your page <3
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deskridge Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014   Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+devwatch:!
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Grim-Grinning Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist

Thank you so much for the favorite Heart  I really appreciate it!
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Saoradh Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Student General Artist
Hallooo! I found you through the rock of ages fic and I love your work! Omf. <3 frerard forever
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