These pass few days I have been arguing with my birth mother for every little thing she picks a fight with me. Even if im washing dishes she starts to rail up. If im replaying to someone and as they leave she starts to curse me tell me off. If i say something all she does is say "Sometimes You Just Got To Shut The Fuck Up" and then she'll go on and say "I The Work Hard At Work So Just Shut Up And Fuck Off You Piece Of Shit" and she will go on ''I Don't Know Why I Am Wasting My Time On You'' and "Why Did I Even Give Birth To You" she always finds a way to bring me down and its like im just a disgrace to her. Someti
Dear Journal, August 16, 2013
I got my heart broken lately and I can bearly cop with it. My mom sees me crying for the pass days and its seems I cant stop. I try to forget and I try to sleep it off but it just keeps coming back as a bad memory or a nightmare. I scream in my sleep and my mom has to wake me up from my nightmare because I feel as if thou someone is suffocating me!. I also feel like im lost and that I dont know what to do.. He just throw me away like trash, like im nothing to him. Im always being thrown away like trash from guys I keep getting hurt over and over again. I haven't once meet the guy that will treat m
why do people judge me every single day? I dont talk about people, I dont gossip nor say bad things about them and today I hear a group of girls talking about me just because my style of drawing and songs that I listen to its like they wouldnt leave me alone. They made me cry today and they didnt care who said it. To me they wanted me to hear im tired of people jugdeing me just beacuse they want me to feel bad and feel ensecure about myself. The more I hear people talk about me and judge me they just want to me to not be happy.