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Dark Truth II
Run.
Run away.
Run far.
Run as far as you can possibly go.
Toxic.
Toxic air.
Toxic voice.
Toxic words.
Toxic ways that keep you drowning.
War.
Warring family.
Warring friends.
Warring views.
War among us will destroy us.
Peace.
Peace out.
Peace gone.
Peace lost.
Peace cannot be found here.
Run.
Run away.
Toxic lost.
War behind.
Peace must be somewhere to be found.
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Literature
Dark Truth
A mask to smile when all is around;
A mask to show what can't be found.
A mask to glow during the day;
A mask to hide the darkness at play.
This is my life no matter the year.
This is the life I've grown to fear
As honest as I set to portray,
My heart is the one I tend to betray.
Lost in this darkness within my mind,
I do what I must to show that I'm kind.
But I'm broke  and bent in so many ways,
I'm not sure that I can be fixed these days.
And though so many see me so bright,
They don't even know about what I fight.
So I live my life waiting for death,
Begging each night to take my final breath.
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Rest In Peace
Gabriel's red eyes flashed as he tilted his head downward to look at the woman standing at his door.
“What do you want?” He growled more out of frustration than anything else.
Sanura sighed.  She had grown so used to his temperament that even when it should offend her, at the moment she could bring up no feeling for it.  “I needed to see you…”
“Needed to - “  he cut himself off and found himself taking a step backwards allowing her entrance to his home.  He knew what was coming, but this time he just was not in the mood for the game.  “So what this time, Princess?  Still no one understands your darkness and you feel out of place?”
Her eyes widened slightly at his coarse tone.  She took in his disheveled appearance.  His gold eyes were red from lack of sleep, or alcohol, she could not quite be sure of which.  His hair was tousled atop his head and his shoulders were slightly slumped as if
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Literature
Sink
The thunder rolls over the sky,
The storm is looming overhead.
The raindrops begin to fall,
And I tip my head back to accept them.
I pray they blend in with the tears,
Hide the sorrow that spills down.
I don’t know how much more I can take.
I don’t know how much more I can stand.
The lashing that comes reminds me of days past.
Anxiety has become my friend.
I don’t want to leave my home.
How can I keep smiling to those I must see?
How can I keep pretending everything is okay?
Let the rain fall down.
Let it hide my tears.
No one must know-
No one must see-
That I have begun to break down,
The water is overhead.
And all I want to do is sink.
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Literature
Our Life
Your cold eyes gaze out at me,
You sit in stony silence.
You’ve won my kids away from me.
You’ve taken all you wanted.
Now you say you don’t want any of it.
We can try to take us all away.
Do whatever it takes to ease your stress.
Yet it still would not be enough.
We would still be in the wrong.
There is no pleasing you.
Almost Eight years and I see that now.
The last time we ran,
I stood up against you.
Family was miserable during our fights.
But this time,
The punch to be pulled will come harder.
We tried to live like you.  
But we were never good enough.
We don’t think like you.
We don’t work like you.
We do things differently from you.
The smallest thing sets you off.
So we stay away to give you peace.
Then you are angry again by our distance.
We just can’t live like this anymore.
Damned if we do,
Damned if we don’t.
This is our life.
And we are falling into the darkness of it.
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Literature
Run Away
Every day it's the same old shtick:
I'm worthless,
I'm a liar,
I'm a lazy parent,
I'm a selfish woman,
I'm fat and I am slow.
But every day I jump.
I jump when you call.
I jump when you need help.
I jump to do for you ,
And I jump to do for those connected to you.  
Yes, I'm a liar;
But I'm also one of the most dependable people known.
No matter what is going on,
I'm still right there.
I still pick up the phone.
I still pick up the slack at work.
I still go above and beyond to help.
Defining irony-
I'm a liar,
But I'm a dependable liar.
Stay angry with me if you wish;
Give me the silent treatment for as long as you wish.
Make me feel like a child.
But like a loyal dog,
I'll still be there when you call-
When all I want to do is run away.
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Kiara DiMari
Artist | Professional | Literature
United States
I am a wife and the mother of three daughters. Living near the mountains has offered so much beauty for me that my muses keep me very actively in thought. It also helps me as I enjoy hiking and rock climbing and camping. I listen to all types of music and am considered very open minded to many things. I am a practicing Solitary Wiccan, work with crystals and herbs and candles as well as tarot and dream interpretations. I do watch anime (will always be a fan of the classic Yu-Gi-Oh! series - and that includes art considering it), have always been a Puzzleshipping fan.

I am the author of the published Spellbound novel, Dawn of Destiny, and currently working on a series titled "The Eudorian Chronicles", aimed at a more mature young adult to the adult audience. When not writing novels, I can so easily get lost in poetry of many styles- though admittedly I prefer an open style for more freedom to express thoughts and emotions. I can appreciate all forms of artwork, and many genres. I am usually pretty easily approachable so feel free to contact me.

email: kiaradimari@gmail.com
Website: enigmatichart.wix.com/kiaradim…
Twitter- twitter.com/kiaradimari
Facebook: www.facebook.com/adtraia.rose
AFF.Net: original.adultfanfiction.net/a…
IMVU: avatars.imvu.com/EnigmaticHost
Interests
I have been MIA, I know.  Kind of hiding in the background.  But I seem to be coming out into the art world with a vengeance again.  Mostly poetic stuff.  I have a Patreon account that I was using, but I don't know.  It just isn't doing anything to help me at this point.  I think I am intending to come back here and just see if I can make use of my Ko-fi account instead.  

Anyway, I am still around.  There is about to be an influx of some work I have been doing.  I will be posting snippets again and sneak peaks.  I will be sharing many things that I can share on Tumblr as well.  Which, just FYI, I tend to be more active on Tumblr than anywhere on the internet anymore.  I have even kind of given up on Facebook.  I just have no real desire to be on facebook so I tend to ignore it and stay logged off of it more often than not.  

Anyway, I am still around and kicking and I still have artwork I can post here.  As I do more work on my WIP there will be more artwork that gets posted again.  Thank you for still following me.  Thank you for your support.  I really appreciate it all. 
  • Listening to: Jeff Dunham: Relative Disaster
  • Reading: Eudorian Chronicles

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Run.
Run away.
Run far.
Run as far as you can possibly go.

Toxic.
Toxic air.
Toxic voice.
Toxic words.
Toxic ways that keep you drowning.

War.
Warring family.
Warring friends.
Warring views.
War among us will destroy us.

Peace.
Peace out.
Peace gone.
Peace lost.
Peace cannot be found here.

Run.
Run away.
Toxic lost.
War behind.
Peace must be somewhere to be found.
Dark Truth II
Revelations in my head...
I've apparently started a "Dark Truth" poetry series....
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A mask to smile when all is around;
A mask to show what can't be found.
A mask to glow during the day;
A mask to hide the darkness at play.

This is my life no matter the year.
This is the life I've grown to fear
As honest as I set to portray,
My heart is the one I tend to betray.

Lost in this darkness within my mind,
I do what I must to show that I'm kind.
But I'm broke  and bent in so many ways,
I'm not sure that I can be fixed these days.

And though so many see me so bright,
They don't even know about what I fight.
So I live my life waiting for death,
Begging each night to take my final breath.
Dark Truth
A poem of inner feeling
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Art Gift
I offered to do a small art gift for a follower/friend on Tumblr of 2 of her OCs.  They were from 2 different WIP's of hers but I figured for this one thing they could cross paths for her.  
Yes, I do this from time to time.

But I do have a habit of opening up commissions for those who are willing to pay a small fee to see their OCs brought to life.
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Chanteur-de-Vent Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave.
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KiaraDiMari Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2017  Professional Writer
Seriously I'm going to have to take down my author's deviant page now too because of you? Get lost!!
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KiaraDiMari Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2017  Professional Writer
Your opinion. Just because you didn't like how things went now you have to come after me. I shouldn't have to block you. Youbshould be mature enough to know when you have crossed a line and take yourself out of the situation since you have been told to stop contacting me and to LEAVE. ME. ALONE!!!
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VertsHusband Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2017
Happy bday
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ei9 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2017
Early Birthday wishes to you Kiara my dear and may it be a most beautiful and blessed one!
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ei9 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2016
Early Birthday wishes to you Kiara and may it be as beautiful and sweet as you!
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KiaraDiMari Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2017  Professional Writer
Thank you so much... The year was absolutely horrible but the birthday held promise. That I am grateful for, and because of it I am hoping for some new work to be published here soon :)
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ei9 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2015
Have a most beautiful and wonderful birthday Kiara!
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