leaving me, starting when i was five
leaving and coming back, leaving and coming back
taking care of katon
anger, so angry, so upset
kids call me stupid and ugly,
getting angrier, crying at night
no one can hear that (thank god)
kindergarten through sixth grade being the worst
not really about being thin, just being desired
never done anything with a guy that wasn't at least 2 yrs older
drug addict summer fling, (i was 12)
crazed boyfriend, controlling, bipolar (i was 13/14)
hello carolanne, hello makeup, hello person i want to see in the mirror
boys everywhere, mainly juniors
corey, chris, john, luis, nathan, andrew
chase, gave up to a friend
kissed, started to like
chris wanted what he no longer had.
got with chris.
month later, away with my virginity.
still with him today,
but i'm a shitty girlfriend
i was dating andrew during our "break"
i put off breaking up with him when we got back together