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leaving me, starting when i was five leaving and coming back, leaving and coming back taking care of katon anger, so angry, so upset kids call me stupid and ugly, getting angrier, crying at night no one can hear that (thank god) kindergarten through sixth grade being the worst stopped eating not really about being thin, just being desired never done anything with a guy that wasn't at least 2 yrs older drug addict summer fling, (i was 12) crazed boyfriend, controlling, bipolar (i was 13/14) hello carolanne, hello makeup, hello person i want to see in the mirror highschool boys everywhere, mainly juniors corey, chris, john, luis

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society

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society

degrading ... everyone in society most ... going to silent addictions while eating, vomiting, starving, cutting, breaking ... the pain hoping ... that it will stop glad ... for a distraction making ... excuses & denying ... the problem

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beliefs

moonlight through the trees refracting off the water bending in the air creating a picture lovely to the end shaping something there barely visible- yet perfectly seen and justly known as a mythical being- possibly. but what if it was so real so real it was there even when we couldn't see the being the physical light? but what if we felt it and just knew that it was real?

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who i am

everything that you want to know is apparent, it's all right in front of you clearly displayed for anyone to decode a simple picture a unique one each says something different laugh lines say humor fingernails say nervous makeup says superficial arms that display art say creativity or unattentive bags under eyes say restless and night owl despite long days eyes say bold and friendly legs say runner dyed hair says fake weight says too thin bra says too small shoes say too big grades say stupid or brilliant at times people say bitch, racist, girl, slut others say friend, sister, daughter, artist, writer, lover it's however
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synopsis

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synopsis

leaving me, starting when i was five leaving and coming back, leaving and coming back taking care of katon anger, so angry, so upset kids call me stupid and ugly, getting angrier, crying at night no one can hear that (thank god) kindergarten through sixth grade being the worst stopped eating not really about being thin, just being desired never done anything with a guy that wasn't at least 2 yrs older drug addict summer fling, (i was 12) crazed boyfriend, controlling, bipolar (i was 13/14) hello carolanne, hello makeup, hello person i want to see in the mirror highschool boys everywhere, mainly juniors corey, chris, john, luis

abuse

society

s

society

degrading ... everyone in society most ... going to silent addictions while eating, vomiting, starving, cutting, breaking ... the pain hoping ... that it will stop glad ... for a distraction making ... excuses & denying ... the problem

beliefs

b

beliefs

moonlight through the trees refracting off the water bending in the air creating a picture lovely to the end shaping something there barely visible- yet perfectly seen and justly known as a mythical being- possibly. but what if it was so real so real it was there even when we couldn't see the being the physical light? but what if we felt it and just knew that it was real?

who i am

w

who i am

everything that you want to know is apparent, it's all right in front of you clearly displayed for anyone to decode a simple picture a unique one each says something different laugh lines say humor fingernails say nervous makeup says superficial arms that display art say creativity or unattentive bags under eyes say restless and night owl despite long days eyes say bold and friendly legs say runner dyed hair says fake weight says too thin bra says too small shoes say too big grades say stupid or brilliant at times people say bitch, racist, girl, slut others say friend, sister, daughter, artist, writer, lover it's however

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Artist // Student // Varied
  • Aug 10
  • United States
  • Deviant for 12 years
  • She / Her
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Llama: Llamas are awesome! (9)
My Bio
16. us. needs more practice.

Favourite Visual Artist
Agnes Cecile
Favourite Movies
Rose Red
Favourite TV Shows
Parenthood, Doctor Who
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Manchester Orchestra, Mutemath, Nickle Creek
Favourite Books
Unwind, The Phantom Tollbooth
Favourite Writers
Ellen Hopkins
Favourite Games
Beautiful Katamari, Guess Who?
Favourite Gaming Platform
xBox 360
Tools of the Trade
Pencil, Paper, Ink, Computer, Crappy Scanner, and Art Pad
Other Interests
Reading, writing, Videogames

Sorry

Sorry

Sorry, guys! I've totally been leaving you hanging and been on a super long hiatus! I've actually taken some photos recently but I've put them on my flickr... http://www.flickr.com/photos/42681710@N07/ I think it MIGHT become my new photography spot. I will get to posting some of them on devart, because I love ya'll so much and don't wanna leave you hanging. (: Oh! I talked about before when I was previously talking about how a dude I know got hacked and I got sent a whole bunch of crap? Turns out it's a bunch of guys that I know that are my friends. XD I wanted to shoot them all at that point. Oh! And I don't really feel attraction, I

Helping the March of Dimes

Helping the March of Dimes

The new account to get any scribbly muunki art is here --> at ~scribbly-muunki (https://www.deviantart.com/scribbly-muunki) I have decided that any scribbly muunki art profit will be donated to the March of Dimes. "Just as we met the challenge of polio with determination – and succeeded in defeating this threat to our children's health, so are we determined to win the fight against prematurity." This is the new goal for the March of Dimes, and I want to help out. (: I can't do it by myself.

Draw a House

Draw a House

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality: You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, n

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Clange-kazeProfessional General Artist
Thanks for the watch :hug: :heart:
TialiProfessional Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for everything (favs and watch) ^^
narilysHobbyist Digital Artist
thank you so much for the watch ^^
AmandaDelyStudent General Artist
Thank you so much for all the favorites! :hug:
AmandaDelyStudent General Artist
I want to wish you an early birthday! I try to get on deviantart every day but I just wanted to tell you that in case I didn't make it on your actual birthday. I haven't talked to you in awhile and I hope you're doing okay. :)
ChrisDoebberHobbyist Interface Designer
thanks for fav♥
evk Traditional Artist
thankyou for the fav =^_^+