Well, it's been seven years I was on DA before posting something. I did not dare, I lost so much self confidence in my abilities during those years.
I've always wanted to become a great illustrator, I was drawing a lot, but I never really improved. Then I entered a CG school, where I met talented peoples. I had to reset all my ideas about drawings, it was both destructive and constructive, I started to improve and to lose my self-confidence in the same time.
Then I started to work, as a 3D generalist, during which I never touched a pen (digital or not) because time and motivation fell down (other changes happen in my life, one of them was t