Rare I use these but for today it's a quick way to say something to you guys.
I know my activity is getting less and less again, I ask you to please bare with me... I've got a lot on my mind lately and I feel myself slipping into depression.
You don't have to read this next part but it'll give you insight of why I'm depressed.
Lately at work no matter how hard I try I'm just not good enough or I'm in the wrong when I try to do my job. Recently I just questioned a woman about an item she had left in her basket, I wasn't rude about it all I did was ask what was the reason for them being left in her basket. Of course she complained about me and with two other complaints already looming over my head it's tipped my manager. I no longer feel like a part of the team, I'm just some spare tool. I get treated like crap by stuck up snobs everyday, I have stress all over the place. I even have someone stealing food and essentials I buy in.
To sum up: I'm getting punched in the guts for trying to do my job and losing a quarter of the things I buy in.
I'm stressed and just cannot pick up my pen right now...