Hello everyone! I had a hiatus for so long that I haven't had the time, flexibility or even a motive to really come here and check on things. Life is strange and crazy that everything got caught up in one spot and I had to dig my way out of this hole. Despite not having that one retail job, I scored another job cleaning and painting at this self-storage company!
While I have been away from dA and expanding my life elsewhere and gaining experience and learning new tactics, work has been so draining lately since I've been working there. De Ja Vu!
People I work with are much older than myself. Turning 24 years old these passed few weeks and having this job isn't making up for it either. The people are tricky to work with, hustling for them and making sure you go their pace and not your own is not what I had in mind for working with this company. It's emotionally unbalancing me all over again that just yesterday I went home early, not saying goodbye to anyone and just gone I was. It's unbelievable what people can do to belittle you and others, taking it out on them and you have the guilt and paranoia if you did something wrong or it was them.
Thankfully I have some people helping me out and even friends, my boyfriend and my parents backing me up on this and helping me to not feel like I should be pushed around. Some people just have no right to say what comes out of their mouth when they hear or see something out of place to them but if I had a family emergency with my father that I couldn't even be allowed to talk to him during company hours is bad then how is that affecting business? I was struck because I was yelled at like this yesterday and better yet she isn't my boss nor my own mother to be saying such cruel words to me at work.
So I hope that this following week turns out better than this week, otherwise I'll be having a hard ass time getting along with her. It's hard for me to spar back if I had to or even ignore people when I am silently judged and I'm very insecure.
In other words I would like to thank those of you who commented on my page to wish me a wonderful birthday back on the 22nd of April!
I appreciate the kindness you guys do and appreciate every value of who you are.
it makes me feel better seeing posts on birthdays or even in general from people I have known since I've been a member of DA!