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hey guys i have been going though some things.
its been like what 2 years or something since i have been on here.
wow.... well lets just start from the beginning shall we?


Hello I m Kelly
and i love to draw act and listen to k pop
i am 21 now (time flies when you aren't paying attention)
i live with my boyfriend and his brother right now and things arn't the best.
my life seems as if it is spiraling out of control and i don't know how to fix it.
i had 2 jobs a while back, gas station and a sandwich shop.
The gas station job is the best i could have asked for. The Sandwich on however i have since quit because no one should work in a place where they make you feel like dirt.
and the sad thing is that is what i am doing to my friends and love d ones right now because i myself cant be happy.

i smoke cigarettes still and now drink, smoke pot too.
(to me pot is the only thing that helps and it downright sucks that its not legal.
I am my old self again when i do that.

i am creative again and i love it. but my boyfriend thinks that i am being immature.
when in my opinion its  my cigarette smoking that is childish.
i just don't know what to do any more.

i don't know how to fix something that is so far broken if i were anyone else i would have thrown myself out with the trash a long time ago.



enough bullshit about me. how are you guys i hope you are all doing well. i miss all of you to the point that i am actually back on here asking.
i mean come on who is really going to be reading this? who am i kidding this is a lost cause. i am a lost cause. everything i do is a mistake and i cant do that to the people i care about anymore.
no i'm not gonna kill myself because that is dumb. yeah my life is shit but why would i put more hardships on those i love.

no what i should do is just move out and away so i can try and better myself.


i am not the same, and i will never be. but the least i can do is try and change the bad to good

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Happy birthday, Kelly. You're becoming another year greater and better. May the years of 2016 and 2017 be happy and healthy one for you and your love ones. God bless. :hug:
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