my mind wanders
across a vast desert of thoughts
unknown of the destination
only goal is to not get lost.
but to lose one’s self is part of the journey
though the journey is to find my words
so i can reform the thoughts that went missing
and grasp the emotions that invoked these woes.
where have I gone?
a blacked sky with luminance only from the stars
a missing moon that would have kept me company
perhaps he wandered off to find himself, the same as I
perhaps he left to hide his cries.
I’ve grown accustomed to the loneliness
but the longing I could do without
the wind gifts me a bitter chill
to remind my soul of its doubts.
I could sit right here
let time pass me by
never to find the reasons
never understand the whys
buried by my mind’s grain
trapped under this hazy sand.
Or I could continue with my weary steps
Searching for an aimless goal
Not knowing when I have reached the end
Uncertain when I’ve made a difference.
Only hoping you would extend your hand,
This has got to be my favorite performance I have ever done! I got to guest perform with the Ken Dolls at Comicpalooza and had such an amazing time! They loved me so much that I will continue to perform with them at future conventions, which I am very excited about.
Song: Seven Nation Army (Postmodern Jukebox)
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