Half a year without teardrop Soul full of emptiness I almost forgot how to cry Imitating happiness Please, bring me back to life.

I thought it would be different I thought I would succeed I thought I finally found it So why it is so absent? The reason why I am crying Is not that I have failed Is not that I was hurt Is not that I couldn't tell You that I am leaving The world we both are living The world that stopped my breath The world that caused my death The essence's what I am missing What is devouring my mind What is making me scream What is bothering my dream I cannot bear the thought That all my life was told Without purpose.

I thought it was a dream But I am not quite sure now I thought it was your fear This noise like a wolf's howl I thought that I remembered But now I think I forgot Your voice's tone and timbre And our story's plot.

Fulfilled emptiness in a world of constant battle My mind tricking wildly on the edge of insanity I am trying to find you here But you are somewhere else Red leaves lying anxiously on a body As cold as autumn sunbeams The body is not yours You are somewhere else Faltering hands caring for a dead garden Obsidian orchid withering without scream There is no footprints on the snow So you are somewhere else Warm breeze gently ruffling my short hair Fire of red wisps fading away Last sparks subsiding hollowly 'Couse you went somewhere else I've visited almost all the places I know And I haven't felt your presence there There only one space lef