Hello. It's been a while, isn't it? You're probably wondering - where is Karl? Where are his wallpapers that he is making?
Well, you see, I still study in school & I don't have pretty much time sitting in Photoshop doing stuff + I lost inspiration & will to do something. And, well...
...recently I have thoughts of suicide. Hell, I even planned to do it on my birthday! I've lost myself & I don't know what the shit I even think about. I don't have problems with my friends nor family, no.
It's just, I feel, that 21st century is mostly regressing, rather than progressing.
Technology is going, well, good, by far. But this technology is sometimes make people degenerate in some ways.
Also, forgot to mention, that we live totally on greed.
Want some love? Get money & you'll get "love".
Want to play online on consoles? Get money & pay for every year.
Want to [insert what you want]? Get money & you'll be happy!
This world, this money system, everything - that is what I call total control. We got obsessed with money, that we may one time forget, what means "being human". Even politics are totally obsessed with money.
It may look that I wrote a total stupid journal, filled with unmeaningful shit. But, you know, I just wrote my opinion on this twisted world that we live in.
Oh, and before I end this journal, here is a little fact - I've been diagnosed with Organic Personality Disorder (F07.0), but the diagnose I got from an army psychiatry, which means it's not 100% true. But who knows... That's all, for now. And if you're still waiting for me to post something else - don't.
If you have questions - feel free to ask.
(And yeah, it feels I kinda rushed with explanation n' stuff. I'm always bad at explanations. )