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Reflections of the Soul

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Reflections of the Soul


I wanna show you my inner self.
I was in bed, stood up, open my computer, and I'm wandering here.

My soul, vivid, alive.

I live out of this world.
My secret garden.

I've met faeries, dwarves, little folks.
When I wander through the depths of my soul, I'm alive, more than ever.
I wander through lands of hope. The marvelous is revealed.
I see my friends.
We're souls-sisters and brothers.
They are here surrounded me, as they surround us all... But do YOU see them? Do you feel them?
Lucky are those who can.

I left my side, your side, the human one.
I wander in the fields of consciousness.
I'm alive. Brightful.
Lemme tell you my story.
My secret garden.


I've never felt myself belonging to this world.
I belong to another one. I'm wandering here, seeking for my place.
They found me.
I did not understood this when I was a child.
But later on, I was adult and I understood.
They've always been here. As they are always near us. But do we SEE them? Do we only notice them.


I was twenty. Lying on my bed, for a rest.
And suddenly I was paralyzed. No pain, I just could not move.
A scene began to appear, like in deep mist in front of me, under the roof.
It was dark, I had a feeling of deep despair and fear, like in Poppy's book, or like if I were in Cthulhu.
The Egg I previously saw in my "dreams" was here, above the chimney.
HE was here, dark, smiling, thinking, observing.
The room's roof was filled with little cages, all full of little beings, with big eyes full of despair. Thousand despair-full eyes were looking at me. No words, they send me their thoughts.
I tried to move on my bed. Am I awake? Am I dreaming? Am I nightmaring? I could move my pupils, only that, I felt my bed under my body. I was awaken, conscious. And they were all above me. A door to another world.
I stumbled into their eyes. Despair. Sacrifice.
HE knew I was here.
They called me.
Could I answer them?
What can I do?
HELP US! murmured their eyes. But care, HE knows you're here.
Okay. But what can I do?
How can I help them.
I felt HIM. I fear HIM. I loved him. HE was himself, nothing else nothing. And for being himself, I respected HIM.
I looked at Them. I smiled to Them.
What can I do...?
I felt HIM approaching to me.
Despair. Happiness in the cages. The little beings were smiling, their souls became lighter, their eyes could bright.
I dunno why.
I smiled gain.
I could move.
Nothing on my roof.
Stood up, drank a bit of water.
Good bye.


Will I see them again? Did I help them?
Was it a test? Because really, a human being can't do anything in another world.
No I'm just human.

And I remembered, my past, all my past.
Oh yes you were here dear friends, sorry I only thought it was a child invention, imagination.
But what is imagination, even the best scientists, or the best psych’s never could explain what imagination really is.
I know now.
It's the path, the door...

Yes I met them again. In a brightful moment.
Maybe I'll tell you later on...

You see, you can all take conscious now that they are here.
Open your eyes, but the right eyes. Not the human's eyes.
Believe me, trust me.


Love ya all.

Kare


It's a real story, that really happened to me.

A big thanx to =simoneyvette for correcting my spelling as i'm french and wrote this text directly in english - there is no french version (i'm quite proud as there was only 4 errors ;p).



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I've always created in my soul,
in my alive and living dreams.
I've a melancholical soul...
i wander away and here.
maybe.
maybe you'll cross my path,
one day, or another.


. w a n d e r i n g s o u l .


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Featured in my journal. :hug:
Bl00dC0untess's avatar
I really loved the feeling you have expressed in this piece.. it's really wonderful and amazing..
karemelancholia's avatar
Thanx a lot!


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C'est beau... Vous devez écrire plus souvent... :heart:
Karisusa91's avatar
very very great. i don't usually read the things on deviant art, not even me own friends(shhh dont tell^.~), but that was really good.
karemelancholia's avatar
if you read my description : it IS real!

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it's not a belief, but a fact.

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tonare's avatar
Nice writing. It pulled me in. Which is rare lol.
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thnk you!! i'm really honoure di rarely write something above all on dA because i'm not english ;p

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t'as bien fait de citer Cthulhu,vu que l'ensemble du texte a une saveur lovecraftienne ^^
karemelancholia's avatar
oui, mais j'ai juste dit ce que j'ai ressenti à ce moment là puisque ça m'est arrivé!

cool que certains reconnaissent lovecraft puisque j'ai pas cité son nom!
du coup on voit les gens cultivés, c'est tout de même le maitre! Mais faudrait pas oublié mastertonn qui a poursuivit son oeuvre!
et juste avant j'ai cité quelqu'un d'autre, alors kiks'est?


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Poppy Z. Brite? enfin si c'est elle, je connais que de nom...
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sinon Poppy c'est aussi le surnom de Georges Bush senior dans sa famille ^^;

Enfin bref... je pense que Lovecraft a eu plus d'un successeur...enfin en tout cas j'ai un livre qui recueille une douzaine de nouvelles d'auteurs de son cercle...
karemelancholia's avatar
oui c'est elle.
euh poppy gw bush :faint: ben tiens!

pour lovecraft celui qui a officellement repris la suite c'est graham masterton, mais voui il y a des tas de nouvelles. mais masterton continue l'histoire, des romans.

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je me coucherais donc moins bête.... mais y'a encore du boulot ^^
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prrrt? j't'ai appris quoi? le p'tit nom de Bush... ^^;
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