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A Sonnet
Here my voice as it cries out in the night
See me slowly falling to decay
Faster and faster I see only dismay
Somebody please help me find the Light
Somebody please help me know what's right
I have control and no fear in the light of day
Nothing is wrong you'll hear me say
I am strong only in your sight
Have you ever seen me alone?
Have you ever seen me feel cold?
You've only seen my outer presence
All you know is that I have no home
I am but a child aged too old
Doing and feeling things never meant
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Literature
ShadowWalker
There are none like her -
    Like ShadowWalker
None who stand between
    The rifts of Time
    Like she
She who hates
    All that she loves
And in that
    Loves the hate
ShadowWalker
    Standing in between
    The extreme
Of pleasure and pain
To her
    They are one
    And the same
Light and Dark
    They matter not
To this woman of Gray
This woman
    Whose namesake
Is that of the Walker
    Of Life and Death
    Of Chaos and Order
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Ghosts, Chapter 1 - AnzuxAtemu :iconkallistra:kallistra 4 8
Anzu and Yami Yugi - Pencil by kallistra Anzu and Yami Yugi - Pencil :iconkallistra:kallistra 7 2 DevArt ID by kallistra DevArt ID :iconkallistra:kallistra 1 2 Anatidaephobia-Yami Yugi by kallistra Anatidaephobia-Yami Yugi :iconkallistra:kallistra 28 48 Facing Part I by kallistra Facing Part I :iconkallistra:kallistra 7 5 Chapter 1 - Page 1 by kallistra Chapter 1 - Page 1 :iconkallistra:kallistra 11 13
Literature
Breaking Ties
Gave you my trust
Gave you part of my soul
Gave you my trust
Gave you part of my soul
Mystics and witches and the way of the fell
We walked, hidden from view,
Secrets and methods and spells
They couldn’t hold us back, couldn’t hold us down
Hand-and-hand, unstoppable
Except from each other
You can’t touch me anymore
Nothing can touch me
You can’t hurt me anymore
Nothing can hurt me
Rising above your cannibalistic lies
Push me away, shove me away, pull me back
Moment to moment, scalpel to caress
My blood is on your hands
My tears are in your cup
The ritual is broken
Let me go…
You can’t touch me anymore
Nothing can touch me
You can’t hurt me anymore
Nothing can hurt me
I am my own Power
I am my own Self
I am my Kether
I am my Malkuth
I am the Tree
I am who I was meant to be
Only when you are gone
Gave you my trust
Gave you part of my soul
Gave you my trust
Gave you part of my soul
The student has surpassed the teacher
And this student is taking back wha
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Literature
Pandora
                                                                                        I am Pandora.
                   I
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Literature
Silence
Some say that silence is the absence of sound and is blessed peace
I know what silence is, it is when there are no words to still the beast
It runs in circles through my head, poking here and poking there
Trampling my vocal cords until only my hands and mind are left bare
How do you respond when all is hushed?
I wish I could believe that silence is golden, then it might be pure
Then there wouldn't be any fear of loss or sadness and I could endure
But with friendship at question, and to go from voices to nothingness
That golden glow turns to rust, and former safety becomes distress
How do you reach out when aside brushed?
Just say hello to me, a greeting or two, when passing through life's halls
It really isn't that much, but then how do I know with silence's heavy walls
I wish I could just direct this to you personally and tell you to the face
All this and more, what your friendship meant to me that I cannot replace
But is it already too late because I'm crushed?
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Literature
Redemption's Finality
================= S P O I L E R     W A R N I N G =================
DO NOT READ THIS FAN-FIC UNTIL YOU HAVE READ ALL 7 BOOKS OF HARRY POTTER. THIS WILL RUIN ONE OF THE ESSENTIAL PLOT POINTS IN DEATHLY HALLOWS! THIS CAME OUT OF ME QUICKLY AFTER I READ BOOK 7, SO I HAD TO POST IT.
AGAIN, DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE NOT READ HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS.
================= S P O I L E R     W A R N I N G =================
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He was at sea... by kallistra He was at sea... :iconkallistra:kallistra 6 3
Literature
I Have Me
I am a child born of violence
I am a woman beget from anger
I am a piece used in power plays
I am a useless pawn to them
Or am I?
Maybe I'm somebody
Deep inside where they can't touch me
Deep where no one can see, where they can't be
Hidden underground
Hidden in my soul
Maybe I'm somebody
And they're not.
I could be a precocious child
I could be a strong woman free
I could be the player of my own game
I could be the queen to them
Maybe I'm somebody
Somebody with wings
Somebody who will win
Visible to the eye
Visible to the sky
I am somebody
So let them take their hands and slap me
So let them spit out their hate and flay me
I have something they don't
I have me
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Literature
Through It All
Softly the winds whisper to me
In the distance light beckons bright
Quiet in my grove, silent and alone,
I hear your voice echoing in the night
You, alone also and seeking voices
To banish the stillness in the air
Mind to mind, I whisper softly
Not knowing how it would fare
Long days and longer months
Our conversations light and sweet
Always a laugh or comforting arm
Always happy when we'd meet
Even though certain individuals
Would seek you exposed and kill
Did not stop your pursuit and the dance
It never stopped your heart and will
Always returning knowing death
Could claim you for just being there
Feeling vines coil about your body
You'd still gently touch my hair
However, bashfulness ruled us
Our touches brief and held reserve
Eyes staring under the mistletoe
Not sure if the other could observe
A date to a play, joy and laughter,
Intervention by my cousin and best friend
Allowed love's bloom to blossom
Bringing the shyness to a gentle end
You stated your desire and want
Into your ar
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Literature
I Do Not Think You Can See Me
Quietly tracking through the forests and glades
I glance at you silently through the green blades
The sun falls through the leaves in whispery shades
I stand there quietly hoping you will see
However, I do not think you can see me
As the sun climbs higher into the azure sky
The songs of the majestic birds on wing do fly
I reach for the plants since my hands are too shy
The herbs creating their own potpourri
Yet still, I do not think you can see me
The dusky shadows are taking over as the sun falls
Brothers and sisters of nature begin nighttime calls
They create echoes under the rich verdant halls
As the moons rise up before our eyes free
I look; I do not think you can see me
The orange sky disappears in the fading light
As the mantle of stars and heavy cloak of night
Bring forth dalliance and romantically excite
In silence, I wish for you and that I was She
Because I do not think you can see me
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I've been going through a rough time of it.

You see.

I have PTSD.

With that, I have periods of good and bad and nightmare days. I've been in a very long bad day for a years now.
I'm getting help.

I did have a few ups. I got married to my wonderful husband. Of whom does not mind the sickness bit being so long.

I am also blessed.

Thank you.
kallistra
I've been going through a rough time of it.

You see.

I have PTSD.

With that, I have periods of good and bad and nightmare days. I've been in a very long bad day for a years now.
I'm getting help.

I did have a few ups. I got married to my wonderful husband. Of whom does not mind the sickness bit being so long.

I am also blessed.

Thank you.
kallistra

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Current Residence: lost in suburbia where there is rare quiet
Favourite genre of music: goth, ambient, tribal, 80s, new age
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Operating System: Linux
Favourite cartoon character: Atemu!
Personal Quote: le sang pour le plaisir
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Atea1793 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
1, 2, 3, 4!! *sings*

Happy happy birthday from all of us to you,
We wish it were our birthday so we could party too!
Happy happy birthday from all of us to you,
We wish it were our birthday so we could party too!!

*stops singing*

Happy Birthday!! :cake: :party:
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Ksoto Featured By Owner May 14, 2010
Thanks for the watch! :D
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Yamigirl21 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2010
Thanks for the llama! :D
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Yamigirl21 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2010
Thanks for the watch! :hug:
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kallistra Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
:hug: You're welcome!
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